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Since its mistake, Master keeps calling His slave a stupid pig. Stupid, as illustrated by its unintended orgasm because it couldn't control itself. Perhaps Master wants to make sure it doesn't forget its own stupidity. That humiliation has made this pig feel submissive and low today. With the plug still in its cunt it was also horny and a bit frustrated by the constant stimulation. It had to make a few walks today where the movement caused the plug to stiffen the pig's cock as well. This slave is struggling a bit with its energy lately and after a bit of a busy day at work today and a fun but also tiresome work-related event yesterday evening, this slave wasn't feeling well enough for its training this evening. It informed its Master, who was understanding and told His slave to take it easy this evening. This slave is thankful for that and appreciates the implicit trust it always receives for this kind of thing. It hopes that it feels fit tomorrow to catch up on the t...

Master was angry and disappointed by the pig's stupidity and lack of self control yesterday and its failure to comply with what He requires of His slave, to be super horny and to retain the seed in its slave balls. To build up the pressure for whenever He chooses for the pig to release it. This slave understands that its Master is angry, and that had made it nervous to confess its mistake yesterday. Obviously this slave feels bad about what happened. Not because it will be severely punished for it (which Master assured it will), but because its actions disappointed its Master. Its stupidity and the effect of that stupidity on its Master has been going through its mind a lot today, and it felt a submissive knot it in its stomach. It was conscious of its mistake every time it sent an update to its Master about the effects of the plug in its cunt. Almost like it would rather show its regret than its horniness. Sending updates to its Master because it is required to, but certainly no...

This stupid pig must start with the most important thing first and that is to confess that it made a big mistake this evening at the end of its training. It got too horny and had an accidental orgasm during its edging. This pig feels ashamed and incredibly stupid, obviously, because of its lack of self control, and apologizes to its Master who will certainly not be pleased. During the day, the plug in the pig's cunt had kept the pig horny and submissive, keeping it aware of its slave status all day. There is no real getting used to feeling that plug stimulating and invading its cunt while sat at serious meetings or walking amongst crowds of people at the train station. This evening, Master gave the pig some cock sucking training. Instilling in this pig a self image of a horny slut that is only thinking of serving cocks, its pig snout eagerly open and its cunt trembling from horniness. The pig was stimulating its teats and could relate to this self image with its snout open and ...

Today this slave was still feeling pretty submissive. The plug keeping it very horny and its constant presence, horny stimulation and invasiveness is also triggering feelings and thoughts about Master's ownership and control of this slave's body. Random desires too, for instance it was having a beer and snacks at a cafe terrace this afternoon and a thought was popping up about what it would be like to be controlled in what it eats or drinks. Fantasies like this to give up ever more control keep coming up every now and then. What this slave has learned the past year is that there is a big difference between the fantasy and reality of some forms of control and that the reality can be more intense and invasive than the fantasy seems (with all kinds of practical implications too). But also more meaningful and satisfying as a result. The pig's teats are tingling from the horniness and are aching for attention again. That can be frustrating. It is not that this pig just wants t...

This slave was in a pretty submissive state today, thinking back with pleasure about being used by SIR, and its growing pleasure in its status as Master's slave in general. Its training is hard work sometimes but it is motivating to feel the effects, for instance how it allowed SIR to roughly use this pig's snout as a fuck hole and that this slave was able to take it without much gagging or resistance. And especially with the regular loan outs and cock sucking training it can dream cocks in its snout. Sometimes it feels almost an automatism to think of itself in the slave role around other men whenever it feels some kind of attraction, to think of itself on its knees, or crawling, low at least, at their feet. This slave noticed on the train station where a few men were sat on a bench that it was looking at their feet and imagining itself down at that level. The plug is still in the pig's cunt, feeling good, continuously causing horny stimulation. A horniness that this pig...

This pig is sitting on the plug that Master made it put back in its cunt again this morning and is enjoying the continuous horny stimulation that it gives. And although it was allowed to relieve itself last night, this pig is already horny and hard again. From the stimulation and also from the afterglow of yesterday's session at SIR's. So a good moment and mind set to report in more detail on how this slave was used. Yesterday this slave was sent off to SIR as a whore for his enjoyment. It pleases Master to loan out His property like that. To further underline its role as Master's whore, it was told to wear sexy briefs with a horny slutty look to them, so it chose the tightest and skimpiest ones that it had available. Its mind set was certainly that of a whore. Focusing on SIR's pleasure, and in the activities that were required of it (not in the least the extensive cock sucking) it was trying and searching for what would be most pleasing, helped greatly by Master...

Tonight SIR made good use of this slave. The pig teats got a firm treatment. This whore spent a lot of time with SIR's cock in its snout, doing its best to please, and this slave was lucky and thankful to have been granted an orgasm at the end of the session. This slave is exhausted, its teats raw and sore, its head covered in dried up cum and it is still wearing the new chain that SIR put on this slave's neck, replacing the chain it has been ordered to wear to serve SIR up till now. Tomorrow this slave will describe in more detail how the session went.

Tomorrow Master is sending this slave to SIR again for use. He will be getting a horny pig that is eager to serve and that can be used as a fun play toy in whatever way pleases him. This slave will enjoy that position but it is also its job and its Master requires it to perform that job to the best of its ability. Horny teats and being stimulated all day by the plug in its cunt has forced this slave in a horny submissive state. This evening was this slave's last training before its loan out. As the pig was stimulating its teats and getting itself super horny as required, Master was making some final arrangements with SIR. The pig's training of course consisted for a large part of sucking its dildo. Master wants to make sure the pig will provide great service tomorrow. For about an hour and a half the pig was pleasuring the dildo and training its throat. First in a squatting position, later sitting down. The TitanMen dildo in its cunt making it horny as it was edging, and th...

After two days of frustrating stimulation the pig could really feel the horniness in its body today. The plug in its cunt felt especially good and caused a horny glow throughout the day. A subtle humiliation to feel that horny glow making it weak and submissive inside when it was in meetings and discussion with colleagues. The pig teats horny from yesterday's torture...all this causing a distracting and therefore frustrating horny state. Wearing its pig tail and with a few weights ready for Master to put on this slave's balls, this slave was ready for use and awaiting Master's arrival. Master had the pig attach a bucket to its balls and fill it with a quart of a liter bottle of water, and after a while slowly pour the rest of the bottle into the bucket. The balls were feeling the weight which was causing a bit of a blue balls feeling. The pig had trouble keeping its slave cock erect which Master required but when the black clamps went on its teats and the pig was told t...

With its pig tail in its cunt and sore senstive teats, this pig is relaxing a little before it goes to bed, feeling horny and frustrated. Master gave the pig cock sucking training tonight for its upcoming loan out on Thursday. A part of this slave was hoping to get another orgasm tonight, but another part knew that that was not very likely as Master would want the pig very horny for SIR to play with. Master was quick to take away the hope part. And so the pig was stimulating its teats knowing its horny frustration would only rise. Knowing it would have to work on its cock sucking tonight to maybe be in a position to earn an orgasm Thursday. First some pig humiliation, Master had this pig crawl around for a while wagging its pig tail. Then the cock sucking training started, first pleasuring the head of the dildo, licking the rim, the piss slit, then slowly taking the dildo deeper in its throat and finally upping the tempo. Smearing the precum accumulated from the edging on the...

A horny day for this pig. Having slept with the plug in its cunt this pig already woke up horny and with a frustrating erection, the stimulation of the plug keeping it hard. On top of that, Master allowed the pig access to its teats because He wanted it super horny. A permission that is a bit of a torture in disguise because of the frustration that permission leads to. Because of course the pig was going to play with its teats now, not only because it is allowed to and likes to, but mostly because Master wants it very horny.  Besides, the stimulation and the sexual high that causes is somewhat addictive and not long after breaking out of the frustrating stimulation, the teats start asking for more. And this pig is then happy to indulge. And so throughout the day the pig made sure it kept itself horny using its teats. The plug gave extra horniness to the teat play, both working on the pig's prostate, the pig's cunt relaxing when its teats are stimulated, causing the plug to gi...

This morning the pig was ordered to put the plug in its cunt. It had been looking forward to that and felt the horny stimulation during the day. Feeling its continuous presence as it was doing bits and pieces around the house and went into the city. Causing some frustrating erections every now and then. Nevertheless this slave's submissive desires were a bit on a low today and that made it extra aware of the presence of the cock ring, ball weight and the plug under its clothes, feeling its stretched ball sac rub a bit annoyingly against its trousers when walking, frequently having to adjust its cockring and/or weight a bit due to pinching, having to be a bit careful when sitting down on the plug, how it slightly affects how it walks, that kind of awareness. Wearing them because this slave has to. That obligation is something that does not change, whether it is enjoying the feelings or not, whether it is feeling particularly submissive or not. The plug has been feeling comfortab...

Today a day of relaxation for this slave. Cumming two days in a row has certainly taken the edge off this slave's sexual tension but today the pig still felt horny. The pig teats sensitive and its prostate throbbing. In part a result of yesterday's stimulation with the TitanMen, but constant horniness also seems to be part of its internal system now. After a bit of a break due to not feeling to well, the past two days the pig's body was extra ready for training, which contributed to it being super horny and frustrated and producing a lot of precum. This slave was glad to feel that sexual energy. Cumming two days in a row has also put the pig's body in a modus where it expects a regular orgasm again, and so it suspects the coming days will be frustrating as well. Master did not order the pig to wear a plug, a part of this slave is enjoying the "break" and another part is looking forward to the feeling of being stuffed again, feeling the constant horny sti...

This piglet was allowed to shoot its load yesterday and enjoyed the relief and relaxation that followed and slept like a rock. Today it was already horny again. The edging had left the skin of its cock and ball sack a bit sore so it had quite a bit of shifting and adjusting to do during the day at work. Its horniness made it wonder if it would indeed be allowed to cum again tonight. This slave is so used to going several weeks between orgasms now that the very idea of cumming two days in a row almost feels a bit strange. This evening Master had the pig sit on the TitanMen plug in its cunt, with weights on its balls and a ball gag in its snout. Playing with its teats and getting itself horny. It was feeling the stretch of the plug in its cunt which was a bit uncomfortable but at the same time the pig got very horny moving on the Titan and getting its cunt horny. Frustrating thoughts were popping up already...easier to know for sure that you won't be allowed to cum than to have to ...

This slave was still a bit dizzy today but its horniness was also rapidly climbing and thoughts of its submission were filling it with a warm horny glow during the day. And so after coming home from work this pig was sitting on the couch with a stiff cock, tingling teats and a horny cunt, feeling very horny. Yes it missed being plugged. It missed the sexual stimulation. At the same time this slave's body is telling it to take it easy and Master drew the same conclusion: a light session tonight, with focus on this pig's horniness. Told to get ready with the Titan in its cunt and weights on its balls. What happened is not really what it expected, to put it mildly. Master made the pig stimulate its horniness, playing with its teats. That drove its horniness and sexual frustration to great heights and the pig's cock was soon leaking. The pig licked up its precum. Master was presenting a different kind of frustration when He was talking about letting the pig cum on command...

This slave had a work obligation this evening and so was not available for use by its Master, but is also still not feeling fit and ready for its training. Nevertheless this slave's horniness is naturally rising with every day that passes without an orgasm. It woke up with a frustrating erection and tingling itching teats. Enjoying that horniness as a reminder of Master's control; even without the training sessions or the stimulation of a plug, the horniness reminds it that it is not in control of its sexuality. On an emotional level it is noticing how it is sensitive to power dynamics; feeling those play out in subtle ways in its encounters with colleagues and clients at work, and feeling how those resonate with its own feelings of submission. This slave looks forward to feeling well again and ready for further training. Master expects it to keep Him informed on its well being. There is a practical side to it where Master wants to know if and to what extent He can use his ...

This slave was feeling better today but not well enough for a training session and instead needed some more time for itself. And so Master gave it that time, for which it is thankful. Lately, but certainly also today, this slave is in a state of mind where it experiences its feelings of slavery with a certain subtlety and calmness. Just savoring how much its role as a slave has become a kind of a given, the "normalness" of it. This calmness/normalness may sound a bit "boring" to some, but it is actually filled with a lot of color, meaning and potential. It causes a certain self image, an image of itself as a slave. Not as a fun/horny game but as a reality. These feelings are more on an emotional level than on a sexual level, although there is certainly an interaction between the two. Longer running, subtle but profound humiliations such as Master calling it piglet all the time hook into that self image. But also following its behaviour rules that this slave almost...

This slave has gotten so used to the ball weight permanently on its balls that there are times that it forgets that it is there. It has become the new normal. Moments that remind this slave of its presence are also aplenty; there can be a bit of pinching of the ball sac under its trousers especially when sat at work, and when this slave is naked or wearing loose pants at home, or in bed, it can feel the pull of the weight making its balls swing. But also when it goes sporting. Today this slave went for a run and then the ball weight makes its presence known. Both in how it feels, bouncing with every step, and in how it looks, causing a maybe larger than normal bulge in its shorts. This slave is still not feeling all too well but luckily it had a lot of time for itself over the weekend. This pig's constant horniness is there but a bit subdued. Master gave it a break from wearing its plug. This slave looks forward to feeling better again, horny and controlled and plugged.

This slave didn't feel all too well today and as often when that happens the feelings of slavery it had were more on the emotional side and less on the sexual side. Physically this slave's horniness is noticeably rising again but energy wise it was on a bit of a low. That said, this slave was still thinking back with pleasure to Thursday and how more and more it can just be subservient without much thought to it. To "relax into it", its submission comes more natural. This slave received the videos of the session that SIR took, and found it once again arousing to watch them. In part because they made this slave re-experience parts of the session. But also because it can see and enjoy its own humiliation. In a sense it can better understand or feel the "value" or meaning of its own submission, and of slavery in general, and it has noticed that also when it is watching videos of other slaves being used. It can better feel (or imagine) the larger meaning str...

This slave had a horny night after being used by SIR. Plagued by a throbbing errection that was painfully constrained by its cockring. In the morning, not long after its morning erection came down, Master ordered it to put its plug in its cunt, and so it went right back up again. So today this slave was already feeling the horniness again but was also tired and needed to recharge. Luckily it had a quiet day to relax, and enjoy the afterglow of yesterday's session. What stuck from yesterday's session is feeling used; vulnerable and exposed on hands and knees, with legs spread and swinging its ball weight and feeling the stimulation of the heavy metal dildo in its cunt swinging back and forth as well. The dildo that SIR then started twisting and turning in its cunt as it tried to stay as relaxed as possible to make it possible for SIR to have his way. Smelling SIR's dirty underwear before he took out his cock. Also the almost meditative cock sucking on the bed, where this...

This slave was sent to SIR for use this evening. It was horny from two weeks without an orgasm and Master had the pig play with its teats today to keep and make itself horny for the loan out. SIR picked up this slave at the station and in the car it was told to play with SIR's cock. At the same time SIR felt this pig up as it sat with a stiff cock and provided access. Arriving at SIR's home. Shoes off, socks off and this pig was told to kneel. SIR playing with the pig's body, pinching its teats, and he then sat on the couch and told the pig to crawl over. It smelled his crotch, nudged SIR's cock with its nose, longing to taste his cock. SIR took it out and clamped the pig's head between his legs and positioned his cock on its face. When the pig finally got it in its snout SIR made it keep it deep in its snout, and being out of breath the pig was choking on it. The pig was told to tilt its head backwards as SIR stood above it and let a fair bit of saliva flow fro...

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This pig has been enjoying horny and super sensitive teats in bed last night and also today. Its horniness was very present throughout the day, aching, noticeable even when this slave was focused on its work, and increasing in intensity every time it focused on it, causing its cock to stiffen and its teats to tingle strongly. Master was not available for a training session this evening so He gave the pig an easier evening. It had to wear its weights on its balls, and the TitanMen dildo in its cunt, and was told to regularly firmly stimulate its teats. It got very horny doing so. Feeling the TitanMen stretch its cunt and press against its prostate as it was twisting and pulling and pinching its teats, incredibly horny and at the same time incredibly frustrating. So horny...moaning as it was moving and riding on the dildo. So the pig was relatively free but still very much under control. It was enjoying the stimulation and at the same time feeling the humiliation of Master determinin...

This slave was feeling the frustrating horniness in its body today at work. The teat play over the weekend has certainly caused a further build up of the horniness and desperation for this pig and SIR can look forward to a very willing play toy next Thursday. The pig was looking forward to its training session this evening and also to its teats being stimulated and hurt further. Master had the pig wear the black clamps with weights, get on all fours and edge while watching one of the CBT videos He sent. The slave needed to further improve its cock sucking and so Master guided it in different techniques. First playing with the glans of the dildo with its tongue, which fueled the pig's desire to feel a cock in its mouth. Followed by taking the head of the dildo in its mouth, and then very slowly move down on the dildo until the pig was feeling it in its throat. And then very slowly back up. Next up was to quickly ram the dildo deep in its throat, and then hold it there as long a...

This slave woke up with frustrating horniness again, and its teats were sensitive from all the stimulation yesterday. The pig's cunt was still not ready for a plug this morning and so Master ordered it to continue with the stimulation of the pig teats today. So again the pig gave its teats a good workout today. They felt more sore today but very horny despite and  because of that soreness, while the pig was hurting them and not holding back. Causing a stiff and dripping cock, and even more frustration. Feeling submissive from the fact that the horny stimulation was ordered. A voice in the back of this slave's mind, telling it to stimulate its teats more each time it had the chance, urging it to act as expected by Master. Stimulating its horniness in this way all day yesterday and today made it an intense and somewhat tiring weekend, horny and also quite frustrating. At some point the stimulation and torture of the pig teats felt like a direct horny pain on the underlying...

This slave had a day with a lot of horniness and frustration. Last night Master gave the pig cunt some rest from the plug because it was painful, and this morning it was clear that one night of rest was not enough to be able to wear the plug again without again causing issues. So this morning Master ordered the pig to instead use the pig teats to keep its horniness level up. To firmly stimulate them whenever it had the chance. This pig had already woken up super horny with a frustratingly constrained erection, and so it knew it had a frustrating day ahead of it. And so, several times throughout the day, this pig gave the pig teats a good treatment, stimulating them, hurting them. A combination of pleasure and pain. On the one hand that felt satisfying, taking away some of the frustration caused by their longing for attention, but on the other hand it was also causing new frustration. Like an itch you can never quite scratch away, after each session of stimulation the pig teats woul...

Today this slave was at home in the morning and afternoon and so it had some time to relax and had little distraction from the horny frustration that it is feeling. The butt plug in the pig's cunt was not feeling all too comfortable, in fact has been giving some trouble, but nevertheless it was also regularly causing a deep horny glow, making the pig cock often erect or semi erect, and moist from the precum. This pig has its next loan out coming up next Thursday. Master has arranged with SIR that he can loan this slave for his pleasure every two weeks. This horny pig is looking forward to being used as a slave again, and to providing sexual service as Master's whore. This slave's horniness and the way its plug feels seems to have been particularly strong ever since its last use by SIR. The pig was allowed to cum but has learned by now that that no longer gives a relief that lasts very long, and last time it seems to have only increased its horniness and feelings of frus...

Today this slave was a happy and horny pig. Master plugged it again this morning and the plug was stimulating the pig's horniness quite intensely. Erect almost the whole time when it went to work, and enjoying the horny presence of the plug. Feeling its teats tingle and be horny, and still enjoying the afterglow of SIRs use of the pig last week, and the torture earlier this week. A while back this slave stumbled upon this video that it was recently reminded of again . In this video, a slave is undergoing quite extreme ball weight torture. It is horny to see how the slave's suffering is so clearly pleasing to the sadistic side of the dominant and how it is making the dominant horny. It was made clear from the beginning that the slave would not be going to enjoy its torture. Interesting to watch the interaction unfold; the slave in the video clearly in pain, made to ask for it, being pushed through some physical and mental barriers and beyond points where he thinks that he cann...

This slave has had a couple of intense sessions the last two days, enduring the heavy black clamps on its teats for extended periods, and getting its balls roasted. A mix of getting its horniness stimulated, horny pain, and suffering for Master's pleasure. Today and tomorrow it is not available for training so this slave has some time to recuperate and recharge and enjoy the afterglow. Part of the reward of the intense teat torture is how the pig teats feel afterwards. Although the teats were somehow less distractingly horny during the day today in comparison to yesterday, that horny feeling quickly returns now that the pig is focusing on how they feel in order to describe the effects of the clamps. A horny ache, a desire for them to be stimulated, hurt, abused. A horny but frustrating feeling. When this slave is in the painful phase at the end of its training sessions it is just in pain and not deriving any pleasure from that (and in this blog it reserves the word "suffer...

Last night in bed this pig had painful but horny teats from its training, so much so that it was too agitated and sexually frustrated to fall asleep easily. Today the pain was mostly gone but the teats still felt horny and this slave was filled with submissive feelings. This evening for its training the pig was told to sit on its TitanMen dildo again. The dildo felt intense but also horny and this pig was soon getting very horny moving back and forth on it while playing with its teats, and felt as if it was being fucked good. Master had fun with His slave using candles this evening. This slave was told to light four candles and put them under its balls on the floor. As the pig balls were roasting, this slave was ordered to light another candle and when that candle was properly dripping, it was told to start dripping wax on its cock, starting at the base and then slowly moving to its cock head, drop by drop. The pig teats -- clamped with the black clamps -- were next. While dripping...

Today this slave enjoyed more of its horniness and submissive feelings. Master left the pig unplugged as its cunt is protesting a bit as well. Still, with the pig teats freshly shaven and still itching from the torture of last week, today they were feeling horny again and so this pig was looking forward to the stimulation and abuse they would be getting again this evening. Master actually intended to tell SIR to not give this pig permission to cum last Thursday but forgot, so this pig got lucky with the orgasm it was not supposed to get. Lucky now, but with no illusions about what this means for its future sessions. Like the plug yesterday, the TitanMen dildo felt invasive in the pig's cunt this evening. But it is not only its cunt, the horny stimulation of the pig teats also felt invasive. It is difficult to describe this feeling of invasion, or what it thinks of it, it is almost like the physical equivalent of humilation. This slave's choice for the clover clamps instea...