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The prospect of being loaned out

As Master owns this slave He can also decide how to use it. One particularly intense way in which He intends to do so is to loan out His pig to other men for their enjoyment. A fantasy at first, this is now rapidly becoming more and more of a deep desire for this pig as well and that will mean at some point it will happen. The way this pig knows this is rapidly moving from fantasy to reality is that it notices how often it thinks about it, when in public it finds itself imagining, almost mentally trying out the idea of having to serve random men it encounters. Sometimes the feelings take on a certain idealized form, more a horny fantasy perhaps, maybe just a strong desire for sex caused by the pig being horny all the time, at other times much more realistic, where the pig realizes its humiliating reality, how invasive it is to be deprived of the privacy and control over its own body, and the level of submission required, and also feels how extremely nervous it is about this actually h...

Control and surrender

A major part in this path to slavery consists of slowly but surely giving up more and more privacy and control to Master, and learning to surrender to Masters decisions over its life. Giving up control puts this control in Master’s hands. This slave finds that this requires a lot of trust. Trust that Master uses this control in a responsible way, that He knows what He’s asking and monitors what it does to the slave physically and mentally, so that the slave doesn’t have to concerned about this and can just obey and surrender. One example is the following. As previously described, Master requires His pig to make itself available for use several times during the week. Master knows that this takes a certain physical and mental toll on His slave. Now, there are days that this slave is normally not available (Fridays and in the weekend). A few weeks ago, after four subsequent evenings of serving in the chat, this slave found itself with an unexpected evening off at Fridays. This slave ...

Training and conditioning

One of the purposes of the weekday chats are to keep the pig’s horniness at a peak. The pig is required to get itself as horny as possible as quickly as possible once it is available, using the sensations of the plug, and is then often ordered to play with its pig teats and much later into the chat is then finally allowed to touch Master’s slave cock and play with it to keep it on the edge of orgasm. Even after the chat ends and Master leaves to wind down and relax before going to bed, the pig has to continue edging, usually until 11 pm at which point it usually has been edging for about an hour and a half. The pig often goes to bed horny and frustrated and wakes up very horny the next day. The pig teats will often still be quite sensitive and tingling from the stimulation and the clamps. The weekday chats are also used to train and condition the pig. Although it might not be always aware of exactly in which ways it is being conditioned, it has noticed its effects already in the w...

Humiliation of the pig

This piglet has to feed its Master with a regular stream of pictures in which it exposes and humiliates itself. He likes to see it spread its butt cheeks for a clear view of the pig cunt, or see it wear its plug. He also likes to see the pig being hard, horny and desperate, sticking out its tongue whenever its snout is in the picture. It is humiliating to always look like that, no way to “look normal” and save some of its dignity, of course that is one of the reasons He wants this, making the pig look ridiculous but it also symbolizes its desire to have Masters cock in its snout and ultimately to stick its tongue deep inside its Masters asshole (more on that later). In the beginning, this pig felt nervous and quite a bit of humiliation every time it hit the “send” button, realizing to what extent he was exposing and humiliating itself. Currently it has become more of a routine, but this piglet still enjoys doing it, knowing how his self-degradation and the pictures themselves please i...

A horny piglet

Being horny has rapidly become a fundamental part of this pig’s existence. Master decides when it gets to have an orgasm, which currently seems to happen about once a month, although He has said these periods will get longer and longer. It will not get to orgasm for free and will often have to humiliate itself through extensive begging first. When it does finally get permission, it shoots a big load in a long and explosive orgasm. An orgasm does not mean slave time is over of course, and Master likes to reinforce this point by having the pig humiliate itself and smear all the cum on its snout and over its head where it has to let it dry up and is not allowed to wash it off until the next morning. The last time He had it wear nipple clamps for a long time beyond the point of orgasm, the horniness being gone leaves just the pain, and this pig found itself counting the minutes in agony until it was allowed to take them off. The orgasm relief is of course a short-lived pleasure and fo...

Taken by surprise

Let me start with a small introduction describing how this all began. If someone were to tell me half a year ago that I would be going deep down this path of slavery again as I feel I am now going, I would have told them with a certain confidence that they were wrong. Not that I haven’t always been drawn to it in some way or another. I have had some D/s relationships and experiences in the past, but the last one was some ten years ago. After that relationship I concluded for myself that although there are intensely exciting aspects to full-time slavery, it also causes a lot of frustrations limiting how real or sustainable it can be in the long run. I thought that maybe I am just not able and/or willing to give myself completely, having too much a will of my own. Besides, my deep desires for slavery and submission clashed with my desire to be and be seen as a strong, independent man. I thought that maybe I should consider myself more a sub, seeking out occasional encounters to live...

Introduction

Welcome to the blog of slave piglet. This blog will describe the process that this slave goes through as he discovers and deepens his identity as a slave. For a few months now, this slave is owned by a Master who he doesn’t call by His name; to this slave He is simply Master. Similarly, He doesn’t call this slave by name; to Him he is simply a stupid pig that does what it is told and He will use whatever terms for His pig that help reinforce that image. Master has required His slave to write a daily entry to describe his experiences, feelings and thoughts which He can use to better understand and control His slave and lead it further down the path of slavery. He now requires the blog to be public as that contributes to the humiliation of this pig and deepens its feelings of slavery. All posts will have to be approved by Him first and He may direct the contents of the blog as He sees fit. Even though this slave will remain anonymous, Master has made it clear that the slave may also...