The prospect of being loaned out

As Master owns this slave He can also decide how to use it. One particularly intense way in which He intends to do so is to loan out His pig to other men for their enjoyment. A fantasy at first, this is now rapidly becoming more and more of a deep desire for this pig as well and that will mean at some point it will happen. The way this pig knows this is rapidly moving from fantasy to reality is that it notices how often it thinks about it, when in public it finds itself imagining, almost mentally trying out the idea of having to serve random men it encounters. Sometimes the feelings take on a certain idealized form, more a horny fantasy perhaps, maybe just a strong desire for sex caused by the pig being horny all the time, at other times much more realistic, where the pig realizes its humiliating reality, how invasive it is to be deprived of the privacy and control over its own body, and the level of submission required, and also feels how extremely nervous it is about this actually happening and at the same time how much it desires to relinquish this control and how willing it is to work towards making it a reality.

It will take training and mental work to build up to this reality as this pig was never very sexually promiscuous in terms of cruising or having anonymous sex dates. Furthermore, Master has made it very clear that if He decides to whore out His pig there is a good chance that this will be to somebody it finds sexually attractive, but that it will at times also be loaned out to men that it is not at all attracted to. Master will determine who, when and what these men can do with and to it. This pig has to realize and accept that this arrangement is primarily meant to deepen its slavery and is not for its own enjoyment (except maybe through the feelings of humiliation and slavery that it causes) but for the enjoyment of his Master seeing it give up this kind of control, and for the enjoyment of the men that get to use it.

A few weeks back the pig tried out this mind set in a gay sauna. This sauna has a “wet” part where a lot of cruising and sex happens. It stood against the wall with its hands behind its back, deciding to not resist any approaches, and as men walked by and eyed it up and down it felt very subservient. One very overweight man came up to it and started touching it, and as this pig did nothing to stop him he felt the freedom to go further, started kissing and fondling the pig and this way the pig got a small taste of what it would be like to be available for men it doesn’t get to choose, and to then not be allowed to refuse anything they might want to do.

Master has now said that He wants to find a first candidate that He can actually make His slave available for. The pig feels that Master currently gives it some space to explore this intention, perhaps it even gets to propose and (for now) influence a little bit who this candidate will be, but knows that even if this is the case now, it will be for training purposes so that ultimately it can completely surrender any control over it and really become Master’s submissive whore to be given to whoever wants to use it.