Effects of teat training and thoughts about being tortured
This slave has had a couple of intense sessions the last two days, enduring the heavy black clamps on its teats for extended periods, and getting its balls roasted. A mix of getting its horniness stimulated, horny pain, and suffering for Master's pleasure. Today and tomorrow it is not available for training so this slave has some time to recuperate and recharge and enjoy the afterglow.
Part of the reward of the intense teat torture is how the pig teats feel afterwards. Although the teats were somehow less distractingly horny during the day today in comparison to yesterday, that horny feeling quickly returns now that the pig is focusing on how they feel in order to describe the effects of the clamps. A horny ache, a desire for them to be stimulated, hurt, abused. A horny but frustrating feeling.
When this slave is in the painful phase at the end of its training sessions it is just in pain and not deriving any pleasure from that (and in this blog it reserves the word "suffering" for that experience). So it can be confusing how the next day it is already looking forward to that suffering again.
As a slave it has the feeling that it doesn't really matter all that much whether it directly enjoys its tortures it receives or not. If it can enjoy the pain that helps to endure it, but its motivation is more in its desire to give itself, and when it is suffering that is what it feels it is doing. Suffering for Master's pleasure, and to strengthen its own feelings of slavery in the sense that it reminds this slave that its body is owned by its Master, that He can use and abuse that body as He wants.
Part of the reward of the intense teat torture is how the pig teats feel afterwards. Although the teats were somehow less distractingly horny during the day today in comparison to yesterday, that horny feeling quickly returns now that the pig is focusing on how they feel in order to describe the effects of the clamps. A horny ache, a desire for them to be stimulated, hurt, abused. A horny but frustrating feeling.
When this slave is in the painful phase at the end of its training sessions it is just in pain and not deriving any pleasure from that (and in this blog it reserves the word "suffering" for that experience). So it can be confusing how the next day it is already looking forward to that suffering again.
As a slave it has the feeling that it doesn't really matter all that much whether it directly enjoys its tortures it receives or not. If it can enjoy the pain that helps to endure it, but its motivation is more in its desire to give itself, and when it is suffering that is what it feels it is doing. Suffering for Master's pleasure, and to strengthen its own feelings of slavery in the sense that it reminds this slave that its body is owned by its Master, that He can use and abuse that body as He wants.
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