Saturday

This slave didn't feel all too well today and as often when that happens the feelings of slavery it had were more on the emotional side and less on the sexual side. Physically this slave's horniness is noticeably rising again but energy wise it was on a bit of a low.

That said, this slave was still thinking back with pleasure to Thursday and how more and more it can just be subservient without much thought to it. To "relax into it", its submission comes more natural. This slave received the videos of the session that SIR took, and found it once again arousing to watch them. In part because they made this slave re-experience parts of the session. But also because it can see and enjoy its own humiliation.

In a sense it can better understand or feel the "value" or meaning of its own submission, and of slavery in general, and it has noticed that also when it is watching videos of other slaves being used. It can better feel (or imagine) the larger meaning structure around it. Better able to relate to the pleasure of a dominant or Master. Which in turn makes its own submission feel more meaningful and satisfactory.