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Today this pig has been enjoying the horny sensations of the butt plug Master has made it wear in the afterglow of yesterday's loan out. This slave enjoyed its treatment by SIR and the service it could provide, and felt happy that it was able to please SIR and that it was able to give itself like a horny beast. In that mind set it mailed Master a quick report of the evening and almost forgot that Master will of course wait for SIR's evaluation before He can really judge His slave's performance. That feeling of being evaluated felt humiliating last time, and this time it is again an aspect that makes this slave really realize its place. To realize it is not enough to show up on Master's order, being whored out like that, or to undergo whatever humilations are required of it where the loaner can do whatever they want, but that this slave also has to make sure its loaner is truly satisfied as that is its job as a slave. In the end that is what is most important, not whet...

With a pink half unbuttoned shirt, butt plug in its cunt and cock ring and ball weights, this evening this pig went on its way to perform the task it was given by Master: to give SIR a good time with its service as a slave. In the car to SIRs home this pig already felt very submissive as SIR started treating it like a slave immediately, locking a heavy chain around its neck as soon as the pig sat down. SIR was pleased that this pig wore a pink shirt and at His home He gave the pig a humiliating pink boxershort that it is to wear whenever it is loaned out to SIR. So now it was dressed all in pink looking like a pig. First on the agenda were the punishments. This slave wasn't looking forward to them as it knew it would be painful and in no way enjoyable. The pig was bent over a bench, its new pink boxershort was pulled down and it received 15 firm blows on the buttocks and another 10 swats with a riding crop against the cock and balls; punishments for the two mistakes in recent d...

One more day. Tonight Master prepared His pig for the loan out to SIR tomorrow. He put it in the right mind set by making it think about its upcoming humiliations and the punishment that SIR will execute for Master. A punishment that this pig earned with its mistake yesterday but may be extended further because last week Master told the pig He wants a cockring as part of this pig's standard outfit but this pig did not wear it during the chat today. And this slave was assured that this time the punishment will be more painful than last time. But He also prepared the pig further by putting it on all fours with legs well spread, weighted teat clamps and balls swinging, and have it spend over an hour jerking off while giving a blowjob to the dildo it needs to bring to SIR tomorrow. Training its snout to be able to please SIR better. The pig cannot show up late tomorrow, it was informed that every minute late will earn it a punishment of 5 hits. The pig feels a horny nervousness think...

This morning the pig was told to put a plug in its cunt and also received punishment for the fact that yesterday it did not keep Master well updated on the status of His pig cunt. It messaged Master in the morning that the cunt was feeling fine, but that was the last message He got. It is this pig's task to make sure Master knows how His cunt is doing at all times so He can decide whether or not to put a plug in it. It made a dumb mistake in this task and although it regrets it now this slave will soon feel the consequences of this mistake in the form of punishment. Why dumb? Because this slave thought about sending an update to Master in the evening but then didn't do it. Because the cunt already felt fine in the morning this slave got it in its head that it would be telling Master what He already knew, but it also felt a bit uneasy about not sending another update. It should have just followed this slave intuition and send Master a message, instead it was being rational abo...

Today this pig felt nice and horny again even though it was missing a plug in its cunt. There has been a bit of a painful spot in the pig's cunt lately and luckily this morning it seemed gone. Master was careful anyway and kept this pig unplugged today. He wants the cunt to be in optimal condition for Tuesday so that SIR can use it properly. Although this pig was feeling quite a few horny sensations in the cunt today and would have loved to get some stimulation from a plug, it also feels thankful that its cunt gets the chance to recuperate a bit. Just like yesterday, this pig just felt happy and has a horny submissive feeling when thinking about how it is soon going to get used by SIR. It doesn't know what it will have to undergo except for a few things that it has heard so far. SIR commented earlier that He is going to put weights on this pig's teats, the pig has seen the weights so it has an idea what it can expect. SIR also wants to shave the pig so it is currently not...

This slave has been feeling particularly submissive today. In part because the horniness is clearly getting stronger, horny dreams and waking up with sensitive teats and a glowing cunt giving regular erections. In part also because of its upcoming use by SIR. It can feel the humiliation of Master "booking" it for a session with SIR like a whore, requiring it to be obedient and well behaved for SIRs pleasure. And it suspects this time SIR will be tougher on this slave which makes it a bit nervous. But all in all the pig is really looking forward to being used by SIR which will make it feel like the slave it is. In the metro it was thinking about how Master likes to see His slave with its tongue stuck out, thinking back how that began for this slave a couple of months back with one of the first pictures it sent, how it felt stupid looking like that. Over the last few months, sticking out its tongue has become a strong horniness trigger for this pig, probably because feeling h...

After more than 10 days since this slave last came in its session with SIR, the horniness is now getting more intense and more on the foreground, also during the day at work. The large plug has been feeling very horny the past evening sessions. Today, even without wearing a plug, the cunt was glowing and stimulating this pig's horniness, making it feel frustrated. This evening, the large plug felt almost like a relief. All being the effect of Master's training, as He said yesterday and today He would like His slave to get to the point where the cunt is the center of its horniness and where Master or this pig's users can make it cum just from fucking it or from using a dildo on it. This evening during the chat session Master had His pig walk around its house for a while like a horny slut, legs spread and ass stuck out while edging. Soon He will want it to appear on web cam so He and others He might invite can witness how His pig follows whatever humiliating order He gives ...

This pig woke up horny this morning, tingling teats and a horny feeling in its cunt. So Master made it put in a plug and it spent the day plugged. The pig enjoyed that the plug felt mostly comfortable and was stimulating this pig's prostate and making it horny. Tonight Master stimulated this slave's horniness further with the usual teat play, plug riding, clamps with weights on the teats and edging. At the end of the chat Master put His slave on all fours again. Big plug in its cunt, legs spread and ass up. It was told to suck one of its dildos while in this position. Next to the pig cunt, Master said he also wants to train the pig snout for cock sucking. It was told to imagine that SIR was fucking it and that it was sucking Masters cock. It had to spend a little over 45 minutes training its sucking skills in this manner while keeping itself on edge. This pig got its first instructions for its second loan out to SIR next week. No more shaving of the butt, pubic hair and the...

Master booked His slave for use by SIR again. Next Tuesday after work this pig will have to show up for the second time and submit to whatever SIR has in mind. Master most likely gave SIR full freedom to use His property in any way desired. Although this pig is a lot less nervous about it now that it already met SIR, it remains humiliating to feel how Master can just make His property available like this, and how its behaviour will be evaluated. This pig better makes sure it has a happy customer. Master had a session with another slave tonight, so He put this pig to work. Weights on the balls and large plug in the cunt -- damn that plug felt nice and horny again -- this pig was told to look around for profiles of men that would potentially want to use this slave, and mail him the links to those profiles. That was confronting, to say the least. Many different men with many different looks and desires, and for each profile thinking about what it would be like if Master loaned this slav...

This slave has just been put through a few very frustrating hours by Master. It already started with the large plug feeling very horny in this pig's cunt. Pretty soon the pig was massaging its teats on Master's command and feeling very horny. Riding the plug, knowing that SIR will soon want to fuck the pig and the pig already really desires to be taken that way. Master reinforced that desire by putting His pig on all fours, ass up as if to offer it to a user, and jerking its slave cock that way while looking at the desktop wallpaper of Master's cock that it serves, and told to think about the cocks that will fuck its cunt. Swinging the weights on its balls and teats. And that was where things got frustratingly horny. This pig felt very receptive, by putting its ass up but also by relaxing and opening the cunt which just makes it feel "vulnerable" and horny and receptive. Just like this morning when it moved the blankets so its naked ass was exposed to the air an...

In sharp contrast to yesterday, today was a day full of horniness. This piglet was dreaming of being used so woke up in a piggish mood. Fingering its cunt while sticking out its tongue, "the usual" horny wake up ritual. The cunt yearning and glowing today, unfortunately no plug because there is still some irritation. This pig loves feeling horny, and misses it when it doesn't. It doesn't really matter if the horniness is frustrating or not, it just makes this pig happy to feel the glowing prostate, the random erections, the sensitive teats, and this pig is happy that Master keeps His piglet that way, horny as its default state. A week after being used by SIR this pig now thinks back of the day with horny memories of having to surrender its body to an unknown person because of Master's order, horny memories of being treated by SIR as the slave and pig that it is, humiliated, bound, pissed over. The experience had an intense buildup the week before, from strong fe...

Today felt like a bit of a recuperation day, feeling tired from a busy week and as a result, doing nothing in particular today. The horniness was a bit on the low as well, despite the constant presence and stimulation of the plug in this pig's cunt. This pig knows that soon the horniness will climb to frustrating heights again, as Master will again force it to get itself as horny as possible evening after evening, slowly but surely training it and conditioning it further into the constantly horny pig He wants it to be, so that it will long for its body to be used for the sexual pleasure of other men who can do with this slave what they want. The question who He will make His pig available for, but also when and for what, is fully determined by Master, without this pig having any say in it. Scary because of the lack of control, humiliating because it has no say over its own body, but also very horny to be used like that by Master.

The pig is back to the level of horniness where it wakes up in the morning in the sexually receptive state where it feels like sticking out its tongue and imagining a cock being shoved in. Its fingers go to its cunt, to feel how the cunt is doing but honestly mostly also to stimulate it a bit, opening it up and feeling receptive and longing. Actually the horniness has been quite present the whole day today, the cunt glowing and asking for attention, causing erections throughout the day. This phase always brings along a slight panicky feeling of knowing that the pig is only at the beginning of a longer period without getting any release and that the horniness is already getting to the forefront and will only increase over time. This pig was out the door most of the day, a long walk followed by dinner at a restaurant. As Master had said that maybe He wanted to plug His pig tonight, the pig knew to bring the plug along. The pig was a bit worried that wearing a plug would worsen a a pa...

After two evenings of making itself available and horny for Master, with lots of teat play, edging, and riding the large plug, this slave was starting to feel a more constant light presence of horniness again today. Today, especially this morning, this pig's cunt was glowing as it was recuperating a bit from the plug which made this pig horny and made it think about getting fucked. But it was also quite aware of its balls, they feel a bit painful and it is not clear if that is from the weights or from the stimulation. The feeling is similar -- a slightly painful feeling of pressure in the balls. And there was quite some stiffness / muscle pain in this slave's legs today from the double workout yesterday. Today this pig noticed that with random men that it encounters, there is an almost automatic small thought how it would be to be used by them. From men it encounters on the street or in the supermarket, to a group of guys coming in at work to check the alarm wiring. This pig ...

It looks like Master has taken up on this pig's desire to be trained for fucking. He said he wants to turn it into a real whore that makes its cunt available on His command to whoever He chooses, and that therefore He needs to train the pig's cunt. He also wants this pig to actively start looking for other users next to SIR that want to fuck His pig. And this evening, despite some pain in the pig's cunt, Master decided to have it wear the large plug anyway to further the training. Yesterday Master told this pig he received SIRs evaluation of the pig's service. Today this pig was thinking about the humiliation it feels about being evaluated like that. It reminds this slave that it should not just do as told and serve others when Master demands it, but it should also perform well, do its best to please and that it will have a real problem if it has an unsatisfied user, for whatever reason that may be. Despite the painful spot in the cunt, the plug felt relatively good...

The piglet is feeling a lot better today. Having a satisfied submissive feeling that it was really told to make itself available to SIR on Masters command, and that that actually became a reality for this pig, and that it will not be the last time. Master thinks His property looks really horny on the photos and videos of the session with SIR and that feels like a reward to the pig. He now wants to put His pig on webcam as soon as possible so Master can enjoy seeing His pig obedient and humiliated and horny for His pleasure. This pig had a great orgasm during its time with SIR. Because SIR thought this slave did its best to obey, He explicitly asked Master if Master would allow His slave an orgasm. The agreement was that this pig would only be allowed to cum whilst being fucked, but SIR could not easily fuck this pig. So taking that in to account this pig was really lucky that Master agreed to an orgasm anyway after only two and a half weeks of being chaste. Still, this pig would ...

Today this slave could really feel the emotional investment it has apparently put into the loan out and had a bit of a hangover-like feeling. Not unhappy but certainly low on mental energy it sort of powerhoused itself through meetings and tasks at work, being able to perform but really rather wanting to lie on a couch and zone out instead. This piglet felt glad that Master sensed this and gave the pig the option to have some time for itself this evening. That gave this pig a chance to recharge its batteries, but also gave its mind some space to make sense of a number of different feelings that are at this point still a bit difficult to articulate. Last night in bed and today, little bits and pieces of its use by SIR sprang to mind. Little tactile memories, like feeling SIRs hand roughly grabbing the slave's chin or feeling His fingers in its snout. How He kept calling it a pig / piglet and how that aroused this pig. How SIR discovered how arousing it is for the pig for its teats...

This pig is physicall and mentally exhausted from the past few days culminating in the loan out session today, so it will describe its experiences of today a bit factually, it is sure it will get back to a few of them on an emotional level in later blog posts. Today a little before 13:00 this slave was at the instructed place to be picked up by SIR. SIR opened the car door for this slave as it was not allowed to do that by itself, it got in, and made the first mistake of the day. It forgot to open its coat so the shirt and chest hair would show. It realized its mistake when the car was already underway. It received 10 hits with the paddle as a punishment for that later. When SIR let this slave into His house He locked a heavy chain around its neck and soon stripped it of its clothes and began inspecting it, looking at its eyes, exploring its snout with His fingers, grabbed its buttocks etc. Almost like a ritual this slave had to hand over its boxers for SIR to keep. This pig had ...

This slave received an overview of all the instructions for its loan out to SIR tomorrow which included a few new ones that it will acknowledge here so SIR knows it knows: How to stand at ease: legs spread, eyes lowered, hip forward so it presents its slave cock and balls; That it is to always walk behind SIR and never to open a door by itself; That it is to have worn its boxer short already since saturday so SIR can keep the slave's worn boxers as a souvenir to remember the session (so yes, it has been wearing it today); That it can use the time-out safe word only once. One more day before this slave will be used by SIR and it has been feeling quite a bit of stress today. It goes a bit beyond the horny tension and distracting thoughts it has been having the past week. Master said He understands that, and that feels supportive, is all it needs. For the rest it is up to this slave to deal with its feelings, to focus and re-center itself. This evening it went for a run to re...

As the day approaches that this pig will be loaned out to SIR, the predominant feeling is that it is really looking forward to the experience. Not because the pig is relaxed about it, actually it has been feeling quite tense today, it knows it will be intense and challenging, thoughts keep popping up about things SIR might do to it or have it do that make it very nervous, but as it is not in control anyway there's no point in worrying about that now, it will just have to see. But it also feels really horny thinking of the arrangement. This is not playing around. It will really have to undergo and surrender to whatever SIR wants. It will have to swallow its comfort, pride and preferences to make SIR enjoy Himself. Master expects this of His pig and also expects its full obedience. It feels like a real slave and that is a very satisfying feeling that it is willing to invest a lot in. So amid all the distracting and intense feelings and sometimes worries it has been having the pas...

Master gave His slave some space this evening, it didn't have to work on focusing its horniness on its Master and on SIR in a chat session. It just had to wear its normal plug and a weight on its balls but was free to choose how to spend its evening. Masters assessment was that His slave body needs some rest. After coming home and having dinner, it felt quite some mental tiredness come up so it was thankful for the opportunity to just hang back and relax. Physically it was horny: the teats were sensitive from yesterday's clamps, and the cunt was glowing from yesterday's large plug and making the pig horny. The plug it was wearing tonight also gave much horny stimulation causing quite a few erections. It has been an intense week with a diverse palette of feelings. Today again, feelings of vulnerability, feeling like helpless prey. Difficult to focus at work, distracted by the realisation of what it is about to experience. Really feeling like a slave. Looking forward to the...

The pig slept better tonight and that was noticeable in its mental resilience today. Still quite distracted at work, feeling the rapidly deepened slavery and just the sheer humiliation and invasiveness of being given so totally to somebody else, SIR who has been given pretty much the freedom to do what He wants with this pig. And paradoxically through it all the ambition, and a feeling of strength / pride at the leap it is going to take. A leap of faith and hopefully a leap further into the reality of its slavery. It almost feels like some kind of initiation rite. Super scary and super exciting at the same time. This slave received safewords, one for getting a timeout and for a total stop of the session. Of course it hopes it doesn't need to use them and will do its utmost best to fully surrender, but it is thankful for the emergency brakes that give it a sense of safety. The pig was told that SIR will expect it to perform with weights on its balls and teats, making them swing....

The pig got new information and instructions for its upcoming loan out arrangement. The pig is never to look SIR directly in the eye, but is to keep its eyes lowered, aimed at SIRs cock that it will be serving The pig will never speak on its own to SIR, only when He asks it a direct question and then it will end its answer with a clear "SIR!" The pig was told to make pictures for SIR of the shirt and boxershort it will wear on sunday When this pig came home from work its house was not yet warmed up and as it was making the pictures of itself wearing the shirt it was feeling a bit chilly. Surely that will be much worse when it is waiting outside with just the shirt and no coat at the station and the pig found itself already checking the weather temperature for next sunday. As the day comes closer and the pig gets more details, the reality of what is going to happen to this pig is also getting more intense. Today as it was getting more of the feelings of lack of contr...

This piglet has certainly been feeling a deepened sense of slavery the past few days. A very real experience that its body and mind are owned by Master, free to give away as He sees fit. Seeing Master shift into second gear. A continuous horny and distracting nervous tension knowing what's soon in store for it, but also feeling that the solid ground this slave thought it was standing on, having some kind of control and free will, is a situation that Master might allow but can also take away at any moment. Tonight Master has given the pig bits and pieces of information about what it can expect: a long session with a firm and strict treatment. It also got its first set of instructions for sunday that it will receive daily this week: Where to be and at what time: it has to wait in front of a nearby train station where SIR will pick it up and also return it afterwards. How it should be dressed: a wide boxer short under its trousers, a shirt that is unbuttoned without a t-shirt un...

So apparently the deal is done. This sunday this slave has to present itself to SIR (as this slave is expected to call the user of Master's property) for a first inspection and treatment. That causes all sorts of feelings, an undercurrent of feeling very submissive, some fantasies of what SIR might put it through, some nervousness about the whole thing. This is now actually happening! But maybe the most intense feeling today was this feeling of a lack of control. Knowing Master and SIR are chatting, maybe making arrangements and this slave doesn't get to know or have any say in it. Knowing SIR can now read all about this slave's inner world and about what Master puts it through. But it also feels Master's dominant inspiration, which is what this slave loves to feel but which also makes it nervous because He is speeding up: He now also ordered this slave to put the link to its blog on its Recon profile, and state that it is owned and that Master is lending His property...

This evening Master emailed His slave telling it that He contacted the other interested Master today, that this person seemed serious, that Master is going to see what arrangements He can make with him and that that is all this slave needs to know. That it will have to wait and see. This slave didn't expect He would take action so fast and is now in a very nervous submissive state of mind. Things just took a serious turn and this slave feels very much not in control. But this is such a fundament of its slavery, Master being the one controlling what happens to His slave, and if Master does decide to arrange for His slave to go and serve this person it will have no doubts about doing it, despite the nervous knot in its stomach it feels now and will surely also feel when the day comes. It will do it, not just because it really has no choice in the matter but also because of its innate desire to provide pleasure through its slavery and humiliation. As there was still some irritatio...

Opening the pig snout and sticking out its tongue, as in this pig's profile picture, is definitely now a trigger for this pig's horniness and desire to suck cock. It almost always feels the inclination to do this right after waking up in the morning. And this morning was no different as the pig was horny, its teats tingling, and the pig cunt was aching for attention, glowing and stimulating. An unknown Master contacted this slave on Recon the other day. This slave messaged him it was already taken but that its Master is looking to loan it out to others at some point without this slave having any say as to who it is loaned out to or for what. Today this slave read this Master's response saying that he was certainly interested in that. So this slave informed Master of this person's interest in His property. That has certainly stirred up this slave's feelings of slavery. The horny thoughts and nervousness surrounding the idea of being given to someone else for thei...

This pig is sitting here rolling its pig teats between its fingers, pulling on them, slightly stroking them, hurting them, and it is in extacy. Its cock is rock hard and leaking and its prostate is throbbing from all the stimulation. Master allowed this pig the rare privilege of stimulating its teats today. This to compensate for the lack of a butt plug in this pig's cunt to stimulate the pig instead; there is some irritation caused by the base of the plug so Master takes it easy. He wants His pig to stay horny though so having His pig stimulate and frustrate itself using the teats is the next best option. By now it is so used to only playing with itself on command that it sometimes has to almost remind itself that it has this permission and overcome a subtle resistance to "just" start stimulating the teats. As it did covertly throughout the day through its sweater at work. As it did indulging itself during a bathroom break, getting undressed and having a bit of a stimu...