Shaking and trembling as the day comes closer
The pig got new information and instructions for its upcoming loan out arrangement.
When this pig came home from work its house was not yet warmed up and as it was making the pictures of itself wearing the shirt it was feeling a bit chilly. Surely that will be much worse when it is waiting outside with just the shirt and no coat at the station and the pig found itself already checking the weather temperature for next sunday.
As the day comes closer and the pig gets more details, the reality of what is going to happen to this pig is also getting more intense. Today as it was getting more of the feelings of lack of control and deepened sense of slavery it noticed that it is also been feeling fear for Master, for the control He has and how He can apparently use that to put this pig way beyond its comfort zone. Without showing mercy, as it feels in the communication and as was also apparent when Master notified this pig that He had to work tonight, so no chat, but He assured His pig that it would get instructions to keep itself busy. So it found itself again spending all evening playing with the teats and edging itself to stimulate its arousal.
SIR will put a chain on the pig's neck and the pig received a photo showing the chain. The pig also received a picture of SIRs cock that it can focus on to prepare for sunday's events. It was looking at it during its ordered self arousal tonight, opening its snout and sticking out its tongue, imagining the feeling of SIRs cock inserted. Having also received pictures of some of the implements SIR intends to use, it became clear to the pig that He might keep its snout forced open so it will be even more helpless about SIR inserting His cock. But this pig has more holes and Master probably told SIR to thorougly fuck His pig, as He said He wants to develop the pig cunt as the focus of its slavery. This pig knows it might have a chance to cum this way, it is allowed to jerk off while being fucked and if it gets permission from SIR it can cum. Surely that would only happen if SIR is very satisfied with the pig's behaviour but even then it cannot count on anything.
This pig was certainly struggling a bit today to be honest, both physically and mentally. It hasn't been sleeping very well the past few nights from the submissive tension and the frustrated horniness, so it felt a bit shaky and distracted, and was occasionally getting unhelpful thoughts, i.e. can the pig handle it, can it handle the long duration of this first session, the reality, the intensity of it. Finding all sorts of reasons why it cannot. But reminding itself that it is a slave and has no choice in the matter helps to re-center its focus and surrender. It will be serving SIR but also Master, that is a double motivation to not disappoint.
- The pig is never to look SIR directly in the eye, but is to keep its eyes lowered, aimed at SIRs cock that it will be serving
- The pig will never speak on its own to SIR, only when He asks it a direct question and then it will end its answer with a clear "SIR!"
- The pig was told to make pictures for SIR of the shirt and boxershort it will wear on sunday
When this pig came home from work its house was not yet warmed up and as it was making the pictures of itself wearing the shirt it was feeling a bit chilly. Surely that will be much worse when it is waiting outside with just the shirt and no coat at the station and the pig found itself already checking the weather temperature for next sunday.
As the day comes closer and the pig gets more details, the reality of what is going to happen to this pig is also getting more intense. Today as it was getting more of the feelings of lack of control and deepened sense of slavery it noticed that it is also been feeling fear for Master, for the control He has and how He can apparently use that to put this pig way beyond its comfort zone. Without showing mercy, as it feels in the communication and as was also apparent when Master notified this pig that He had to work tonight, so no chat, but He assured His pig that it would get instructions to keep itself busy. So it found itself again spending all evening playing with the teats and edging itself to stimulate its arousal.
SIR will put a chain on the pig's neck and the pig received a photo showing the chain. The pig also received a picture of SIRs cock that it can focus on to prepare for sunday's events. It was looking at it during its ordered self arousal tonight, opening its snout and sticking out its tongue, imagining the feeling of SIRs cock inserted. Having also received pictures of some of the implements SIR intends to use, it became clear to the pig that He might keep its snout forced open so it will be even more helpless about SIR inserting His cock. But this pig has more holes and Master probably told SIR to thorougly fuck His pig, as He said He wants to develop the pig cunt as the focus of its slavery. This pig knows it might have a chance to cum this way, it is allowed to jerk off while being fucked and if it gets permission from SIR it can cum. Surely that would only happen if SIR is very satisfied with the pig's behaviour but even then it cannot count on anything.
This pig was certainly struggling a bit today to be honest, both physically and mentally. It hasn't been sleeping very well the past few nights from the submissive tension and the frustrated horniness, so it felt a bit shaky and distracted, and was occasionally getting unhelpful thoughts, i.e. can the pig handle it, can it handle the long duration of this first session, the reality, the intensity of it. Finding all sorts of reasons why it cannot. But reminding itself that it is a slave and has no choice in the matter helps to re-center its focus and surrender. It will be serving SIR but also Master, that is a double motivation to not disappoint.
Nice pig
ReplyDeleteYou can wear a coat sunday but in the car it is open the Sir wil not that the pig is ook
To night at home a read it beter
The Sir