Submissive, horny and happy

This slave has been feeling particularly submissive today. In part because the horniness is clearly getting stronger, horny dreams and waking up with sensitive teats and a glowing cunt giving regular erections. In part also because of its upcoming use by SIR. It can feel the humiliation of Master "booking" it for a session with SIR like a whore, requiring it to be obedient and well behaved for SIRs pleasure. And it suspects this time SIR will be tougher on this slave which makes it a bit nervous. But all in all the pig is really looking forward to being used by SIR which will make it feel like the slave it is.

In the metro it was thinking about how Master likes to see His slave with its tongue stuck out, thinking back how that began for this slave a couple of months back with one of the first pictures it sent, how it felt stupid looking like that. Over the last few months, sticking out its tongue has become a strong horniness trigger for this pig, probably because feeling horny and making pictures with tongue stuck out have been such a regular combination, but also because it now associates it with getting a cock shoved in. The humiliation of feeling stupid is in itself a horny and strangely liberating feeling. In the metro, thinking about all this, this pig opened it snout slightly and let its tongue rest on its lower lip, a subtle variant that nevertheless made it feel like it looked stupid and brought out its horniness.

But this slave has also been feeling strong and happy today. Happy to be a horny slave like Master wants it to be, happy to be a slave, able to gain pleasure from giving pleasure, in that sense happy that SIR is looking forward to getting this horny pig to play with. Also happy with Master and thankful for the training He has been giving His slave. A training that it has felt some effects of in its session with SIR last time (e.g. getting horny when called a pig or told to stick out its tongue) but also some benefits: an increased ability to surrender, which allows it to be more able to just do whatever it is told and also to undergo the feelings and emotions that come up even if they are unpleasant or difficult. This is a tool that this slave hopes Master will keep developing, as it has the feeling it will open doors for this slave. This slave is curious to see how it can apply this next Tuesday and also in future sessions with new clients.