First instructions for its session

This piglet has certainly been feeling a deepened sense of slavery the past few days. A very real experience that its body and mind are owned by Master, free to give away as He sees fit. Seeing Master shift into second gear. A continuous horny and distracting nervous tension knowing what's soon in store for it, but also feeling that the solid ground this slave thought it was standing on, having some kind of control and free will, is a situation that Master might allow but can also take away at any moment.

Tonight Master has given the pig bits and pieces of information about what it can expect: a long session with a firm and strict treatment. It also got its first set of instructions for sunday that it will receive daily this week:

• Where to be and at what time: it has to wait in front of a nearby train station where SIR will pick it up and also return it afterwards.
• How it should be dressed: a wide boxer short under its trousers, a shirt that is unbuttoned without a t-shirt underneath so that its chest hair is visible. A plug in its cunt and a ball weight on its balls. 

This slave is mostly looking forward to experiencing SIRs enjoyment in having a slave to use how He wants, feeling that it is looked at that way and used that way. It is also hoping to prove to Master and to itself the steps it has made the past few months when it comes to surrendering and to its more firmly embedded sense of being a slave. Sometimes it has to fight off some worries that it might run into certain limits, not being able to provide what Master and SIR both expect: full and total obedience.

Keeping itself on edge to fill its balls this evening it feels horny and frustrated. As it is imagining Masters cock in its snout and SIRs cock in its cunt as Master told it to imagine, it is riding the large plug and sucking on the ball gag. It is thinking about what might happen to it sunday, the fact that Master has asked SIR to make His slave undergo certain things He wants it to undergo, the humiliation of the way it is instructed to wait for SIR and what further instructions it might get, and the lack of control it feels about the whole thing.