Feeling like a slave

As the day approaches that this pig will be loaned out to SIR, the predominant feeling is that it is really looking forward to the experience. Not because the pig is relaxed about it, actually it has been feeling quite tense today, it knows it will be intense and challenging, thoughts keep popping up about things SIR might do to it or have it do that make it very nervous, but as it is not in control anyway there's no point in worrying about that now, it will just have to see.

But it also feels really horny thinking of the arrangement. This is not playing around. It will really have to undergo and surrender to whatever SIR wants. It will have to swallow its comfort, pride and preferences to make SIR enjoy Himself. Master expects this of His pig and also expects its full obedience. It feels like a real slave and that is a very satisfying feeling that it is willing to invest a lot in.

So amid all the distracting and intense feelings and sometimes worries it has been having the past week there has not been any doubt about going through with it, and so the pig will be present at the instructed place and time sunday. The pig is thankful that SIR let it wear a coat against the cold and will open it in the car.

In other news: the pig has been wearing a metal ball weight around its balls for more than 24 hours now. Yesterday evening the pig forgot to ask when the weight could be removed until Master was already to bed, and Master also didn't instruct it to remove it. So it had no choice but to go to sleep with the weight and this morning Master told it to keep wearing it so it still is. Possibly it doesn't even come off until it meets SIR on sunday.

The pig also wore the plug for about 24 hours before Master ordered it to take it out this afternoon. The plug was very pleasurable and was making the pig horny, but with the fingers the pig could feel a few sore spots. Master doesn't want to take any risk and wants to make sure His pig cunt is fully available and usable for SIR on sunday.

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