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A busy day

This slave's horniness was a bit less present today. Not very strange, it had a challenging day ahead at work that took up its attention and concentration. Although that also made this slave feel a bit less submissive, the obligations this slave has to Master are of course ever present: sending Him revealing pictures of itself being horny, which it especially felt when it woke up this morning, wearing the plug all day and keeping Master informed of how His pig cunt is doing. This pig is happy that the plug has been feeling mostly good and stimulating today. It was allowed to take it out while doing sports in the evening. That is not for the pig's comfort and that is also not why it asked for permission; the reason is that heavy exercise while being plugged tends to cause irritation to the slave cunt and it knows Master wants to avoid damaging His property.

Desiring to suck cock

Last night hasn't been as frustrating as this slave was afraid it would be. Yes it was horny with an erection that wouldn't go down whilst trying to fall asleep, but in the end it was able to sleep pretty well. The pig enjoyed waking up with the plug still feeling nice and comfortable and horny. In this state of half-sleep it was feeling the desire to suck a cock, so it was opening its snout, stuck out its tongue and imagined a cock being inserted. It seems to work both ways, another conditioning effect maybe: any time it is sticking out its tongue like that makes this pig horny and brings up a desire to have a cock in its snout. The plug kept feeling good and horny today, no issues with discomfort. Perhaps the dildo fucking yesterday has had a good effect on the pig's cunt.

Getting a good dildo fuck

Incredible how quickly the frustrating horniness is back already only a few days after this piglet shot its load. Cumming is relieving but because it is so infrequent it does not seem to be a reset to zero anymore. It is like being kept under water for a minute, then being allowed one breath and going back under. The coming months of chastity might prove to be particularly frustrating. So this pig was horny and nervous again today, knowing the session with Master would fill it with more of that frustration. And also because it was told it would be an extra heavy session since tonight is the only evening this slave could make itself available. This pig was told to sit on its TitanMen plug/dildo which is always a bit painful to sit up straight on. Intense but also horny. Master said that is a matter of training so it will be put on this plug more often the coming time. This pig is looking forward to being trained like that, being able to take it better, but also nervous about the dif...

Feeling submissive

If there's anything good about the stupid mistake this slave made yesterday it is that it has left it feeling particularly submissive today. Feeling confronted with the fact that it does not decide over its own body, that Master owns it and decides what happens to it. This slave knows that, of course, but sometimes the realization of what that means just hits it hard and makes it feel put in its place. At the same time Master's cunt was given some rest after three days of continuous plug wear, which made it glow intensely as it was recovering and caused a very frustrating kind of horniness that this slave was "suffering through" all day. And when this slave was taking the train home, seeing all kinds of men that are just free to do as they please, that frustrating horniness and submissive mind set caused thoughts about being used by others again. The horny humiliating thought that although this slave is not allowed to play with itself unless explicitly ordered, if s...

This slave made a stupid mistake

This morning this slave could feel the plug pressing a bit painfully against the sore spot in its cunt, causing quite some irritation like last weekend. Rather than informing Master when it woke up, it decided to wait it out a bit first to see how it would develop. It was probably just hoping the irritation would go away and that it would be able to wear the plug longer than last weekend. Unfortunately it took a message from Master and Him being pissed before this stupid slave realized that that was wrong. In its blog post yesterday it mentioned some irritation, now it was already afternoon and Master hadn't heard anything from His slave about how the cunt was doing. Frankly it doesn't know why it didn't just inform Master righteaway this morning like always. Master concluded this slave is not fully focused on its place as His slave and that it needs a big kick in the pants. Master being angry and disappointed like this feels bad but this slave also just feels genuinely...

The effects of the plug on this pig

One effect of constantly wearing a butt plug, especially when it is feeling comfortable, is that it makes and keeps the rest of the body more sensitive. This pig can then feel its cock brushing against its trousers and gets random erections, but especially the pig teats get really sensitive. They tingle, the slightest movement of its shirt is stimulating, and they demand attention. That is perhaps also an effect of the training they are getting. This is currently maybe the most frustrating, this pig can mentally picture the relief and immense horniness it feels every time when Master tells it to start working on its teats, and that mental picture is enough to make the teats scream for attention, and leaves this pig frustrated that it is not allowed to grab them right there and then. The plug is most intense when this pig is in bed and the body is relaxed. Difficult to be stimulated by it when trying to fall asleep -- the pig needs to get used to that again -- and just a few days afte...

Plugged again

Not even an hour after shooting its load this pig was already feeling horny again, and this morning it woke up in horniness, fingering its cunt in desire. That horniness is a scary feeling when you know you'll potentially have at least two months to go. A panicky feeling of how will this pig manage? It just managed 7 weeks where its horniness was physically stimulated week in week out so it knows it has a lot of frustration to look forward to. Of course that makes this pig already think about how best to find someone willing to fuck it and it is also thinking about what a "date" like that will be like and how it will feel about it. With its pig teats freshly shaven and looking nice and obvious this pig got dressed and was ready for the day. The balls were a bit painful this morning from the weights yesterday, feeling similar to the pressure of wanting to empty them that this pig knows all too well. The pig cunt was feeling fine so the pig was allowed to wear the plug ...

The pig getting its long awaited relief

Waking up horny as always, this piglet was on its belly, sort of half-dreaming of being used, groaning as it was fingering its cunt, desiring to be fucked. So this evening when Master told it to put in the large plug, it felt happy and was really looking forward to it. Desiring its shape, knowing that it is a bit soft and squeezy, wanting to squeeze on it with its cunt, to ride it. And it was happy when it was finally sitting on the plug, ready for Master. And then Master gave this pig a question. Whether it wanted to cum. Having been waiting patiently, silently hoping but never expecting, this possibility for release suddenly became a lot closer to becoming a reality. Knowing it has a chance for release of course increased the desire for it a lot, and with it, the frustration. Some prospects Master provided His pig in the mean time: Soon this pig will have to add another weight to its already heavy stack on its balls so they are trained to hang super low. If it were to get per...

A frustrated beginning of the week

Frustratingly horny again today. Despite the fact that this pig wasn't wearing a plug today due to the sore spot, or maybe because of it, there was a deep burning desire inside the pig cunt. The pig teats were asking for stimulation again and an overall distracting sexual energy throughout the day. So it isn't surprising that this pig felt nervous knowing that tonight Master would have it stimulate the teats and have it edge and that would certainly not help with the frustration. "Too bad you're not wearing the plug, because you're only allowed to cum while plugged, so no chance tonight," teased Master while this pig was in a horny frenzy from giving its teats a good workout. The more frustrated His pig is the more Master enjoys it so the plug probably wouldn't have been its ticket to release anyway. Master reminded it to feel how much its pig cunt is longing for a large plug and soon it found itself again swinging the ball weights and swinging clamps...

A pain in the butt, feeling frustrated, and humiliating itself

This slave has the feeling that it has been talking about the same topic over and over lately: the horniness, the frustration, the plug. It can sometimes be a bit difficult to write a blog post daily especially when not much has happened and there is not much more to tell than how horny and frustrated it is, how the plug stimulates that even further. Not surprising though as that frustration seems to have been the main focus of its slavery lately. Master keeps it horny and frustrated for His pleasure, and this slave has to suffer that frustration but is also enjoying the horniness and above all the control, not being allowed to do anything about the ever increasing horniness, having to wait patiently until Master grants it release. Today was a challenging day plug-wise. During the night the plug started hurting and this continued throughout the morning and afternoon. The same spot that was causing trouble a few days back started becoming painful again. Maybe it hadn't healed prop...

A subtle change in feelings of slavery

Today was a horny but somewhat less frustrating day for this piglet. When it woke up this morning with the plug in its cunt, still feeling good and comfortable and stimulating the horniness, this pig was simply happy. Master told it He certainly intends to keep His pig plugged for a while to come, and also that He was glad to read that His pig has been so frustrated lately. Those remarks felt like little gifts for this pig, happy to feel His pleasure. Less frustrated doesn't mean that this pig wasn't feeling the horny glowing sensations of the plug, wasn't feeling its pig teats tingle as if they had just been getting a workout, wasn't getting random erections pressing against its pants when walking around. Just a bit more bearable than some other days. The horniness is never far away, one horny thought can trigger a cycle of getting an erection,the prostate swelling and pressing aganst the plug, the plug then stimulating the prostate, maintaining the erection and the ...

A frustrating night

This pig had a horny and frustrating night where it woke up with a throbbing erection that didn't allow it to easily fall back to sleep again. Also this morning when it woke up it was super horny and frustrated, the pig teats were tingling and craving attention as this horny pig was wriggling in bed moaning and whimpering. So much for the horniness being bearable...desperate for some sexual attention it practically begged Master to be allowed to plug itself to even though it knew that would make matters worse. But it feels good to feel the constant presence and stimulation. The plug has been feeling pretty good, except for the occasional annoyance where the base of the plug hooks under the outer skin of the perineum and when this happens in public (twice today, once on the train and once sitting in a cafe) this pig has to try to discretely put its claw in its pants to adjust it, or suffer some serious discomfort. If only the base were a little longer. But hopefully today was the ...

Coping without orgasms

Day 44 without an orgasm. That has certainly placed this slave in a permanently horny state. This morning it woke up horny as usual, it just had to finger its cunt, stick out its tongue in frustrated horniness, wanted to hump the blankets. It was particularly aware of the pig teats today, being sensitive under its shirt and being stimulated with movement. Also, a nagging frustrating feeling in its groin, balls and prostate throughout the day and the pig cunt was bit sensitive and was glowing from yesterday's stimulation. And this evening this piglet felt horny and longed for the feeling of being plugged, at least get some stimulation. It wasn't told to plug itself so it will have to wait. Hopefully tomorrow. It is kind of interesting how bearable the constant horniness and frustration actually still is. This slave would have imagined by now it would be climbing the walls. That does happen, there are regular peak moments (waking up at night, waking up in the morning, and of co...

A well stuffed piglet

This piglet was again very horny this morning. The irritation in the pig cunt was gone so it was told to insert its normal plug again. The plug immediately started making this piglet even more horny as it started its work day. In the evening this slave went for some heavy exercise wearing the plug before going home and preparing itself to be available for Master. The plug felt intense during the various exercises and it might have been a bit too much, because when this pig later changed the normal plug for the large one, it was burning a bit and painful against the prostate. When it put on the ball weights, those too started to hurt immedialy so this slave felt a bit panicky about the evening to come, but luckily became a bit more bearable pretty soon. Master made His slave put its normal plug in its snout during the edging. Its snout plugged and its pig cunt plugged, this pig was well stuffed. Although it was difficult not to trigger the gag reflex, it enjoyed sucking on something...

Giving in to the horniness and frustration

Yesterday this pig had to crawl into bed a bit carefully, the cold blankets rubbing its sensitive teats. It went to bed horny and frustrated, and also woke up horny and frustrated, the teats still sensitive. Out of frustration this pig entered its pig cunt with its fingers to get some stimulation. The horniness lingered and stayed present throughout the day. Master had to work this evening but didn't let His slave off the hook. It was ordered to spend the evening arousing itself pretty much as usual: wearing the large plug and ball weights; feeding its horniness by first giving its teats a good workout, then spending the last hour and a half edging its slave cock. All the while inspiring itself by watching videos of pig slaves. When this pig got the order it felt immediately horny but also nervous, knowing how horny and frustrated it already felt and knowing that this evening would intensify that. But there was also an immediate acceptance that this is the decision Master has m...

Enlarging the balls and pig teats

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Tonight, after a while of being unplugged because of the irritation, this slave finally got to put the large plug in its cunt again. It took some effort to put it in but when it was finally in place, it felt good and horny, nicely filling up the pig cunt. With the weights on its balls and a gag in its snout it was ready to make itself available for Master should He choose to engage with His slave. Master had His slave get itself horny and desperate by having it ride on the plug and play with its pig teats. This pig was moaning with pleasure. Later on when this slave was told to also jerk off, it felt especially frustrated, desperate to cum as it kept itself on the edge, the burning feeling of the clamps and the desire for even more stimulation from the plug intensifying that desire. It got a good prostate milking, gobs of prostate fluid "overflowing" during the edging and smeared on this pig's snout.  Master reiterated His plans to train His pig's balls and teats ...

Most happy when feeling Masters pleasure

Master told this pig that tomorrow its pig cunt will be given a hard time again. That remark made this slave happy, knowing it probably gave Master pleasure thinking about the pig cunt He owns and how as its owner He can do with that cunt whatever He wants. This slave is always most happy when it can directly feel Masters pleasure or inspiration, even when that means suffering, humiliation or frustration for this slave. Thoughts of how this slave can provide this pleasure or inspiration are never far from its mind. Sometimes those thoughts can be a source of frustration in their own right, especially during weekends when this slave has some time and space and these thoughts can start making this slave feel a bit needy. Since this slave feels horny most of the time that can at times make the desire to be used or at least to feel the connection to its Master very strong. Master is of course not looking for pleasure from His slave all the time and that is also not realistic. Besides t...

Frustrated and too eager for the plug

Unfortunately, the plug had to be removed again this morning. After a horny night and morning waking up with the plug pressing on the pig's prostate, the sore spot in Master's slave cunt was hurting from the plug. It had to spend the day without the plug helping it stay nice and horny. Probably the pig was a bit too eager yesterday asking Master whether it could get the plug back in its cunt when the sore spot was not totally gone yet. What is good is that it does not feel like the plug is actually causing the sore spot, it just worsens it a bit and prevents it from healing. As soon as it has gone away, this pig can most likely look forward to another hopefully longer streak of continuous plug wear. Without the plug in its cunt, this piglet felt a bit frustrated today. Not so much from being desperate to orgasm after being kept chaste for 38 days now (actually, the longest chaste period so far in this slave's lifetime!), although that long stretch of pent up sexual ener...

Low hanging balls

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Today this slave woke up horny with sensitive teats from yesterday's treatment. The pig's balls were a bit sore from the weights and as this pig got up and walked around its house still naked it also felt how low they already seem to be hanging due to Masters training. They were swinging about due to their fullness and heaviness. It is horny to see and feel the effect of the training, this slave's body parts being shaped the way Master likes them to look, and knowing that the stretching is permanent. The pig cunt was still sore so this slave got a bit of rest from the plug. In the evening, right before it was going out, Master told it to put it back in. It immediately started stimulating this pig's horniness again and it went out with a stiff cock in its pants. When this slave was sitting in the metro later that evening, there was a man standing right next to it, this pig's snout almost at the height of his crotch. It couldn't help but stare. This pig w...

On all fours, thinking of being used

Today the plug was taken out. This pig might have overdone it a bit with the dildo session of Tuesday night, leaving the cunt a bit sore. The plug wasn't giving that much rest so it started hurting today. This evening Master required His pig to be plugged again but tonight it is getting some more rest, just to make sure there are no further issues and this pig can hopefully start another long period of being plugged tomorrow. Tonight Master gave this pig a fantasy / prospect of being put in a sling at a sex party, legs spread wide,a closed hood, slave cock in a chastity device, balls bound, cunt all greased up and ready for use. The text "Fuck me hard!" on its belly. The challenge: keeping track of how many men have fucked it. If correct at the end of the party, it gets to cum, if not, it gets spanked for each men that actually fucked it.The pig will have to try its best to encourage men to want to fuck it, if Master gets the feeling that the pig is not trying hard enou...

Cold shoulder

Well, it's been just one of these days, a stressful day at work and urgent issues that required this slave to work late and not be available for its Master, missing an opportunity to be and feel intensely under Masters control and training, suffering in frustration, humiliation and pain for His pleasure. When it informed Master that it would not be able to serve Him it got a simple reply: "Ok". This slave must often do without knowing what Masters feelings or thoughts are when it sends Him messages, humiliating pictures, or when it submits blog posts for His approval, or in this case when it is excusing itself. Sometimes that can be a bit difficult, feeling like a cold wind. It has to keep in mind that it is just a slave doing as instructed and should in no way expect to be treated as anything more. It reminds this slave that this is not a relationship between equals. The pig cunt was a bit raw and sensitive from yesterday's abuse so the plug stimulated this pig...

Getting a ride on a dildo

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This pig was able to sleep reasonably well last night, but did wake up in the middle of the night, getting incredibly horny from the plug stimulating its prostate. It didn't know what to do with itself as it was moaning and whining whilst the plug continued to make the sensations stronger and stronger. In frustration this pig started rubbing the plug with its claws, to...what? get more stimulation, get less stimulation, anything. Twisting, turning in its bed, finding no position in which it could gain some control over the sensations. It had to ride it out before it could get some sleep again. Today the horniness continued, encouraged by the plug causing quite a few erections throughout the day. And in the evening Master gave it a new dose of frustration. He was in the mood to have His slave suffer a bit sitting on one of its dildo's, the TitanMen Trainer #3. It is just a little too long to be able to sit on it fully without causing pain, as Master knows. He let His slave sit...

Hello horniness, hello frustration

After the holiday period in which this piglet was relatively "free", it is now incredibly horny again after Master has had it stimulate and frustrate itself all evening (i.e. a normal weekday night in this slave's life). First Master required His pig to make itself super horny by playing with its teats, then it was told to put clamps on them and jerk its slave cock, keeping itself on the edge of orgasm for the rest of the evening so it goes to bed horny and frustrated. This piglet hasn't cum in over a month and it is clearly overflowing; gobs of prostate fluid being released every time this pig reaches the edge, helped by the pressure of the plug. Master said that it will be quite a while before it will be allowed to shoot its load. This pig certainly wasn't expecting to be allowed an orgasm tonight, but was hoping maybe soon to get some relief. The large evening plug in this pig's cunt feels intense and horny, more so than its current day-to-day plug but ...

Permanence

The permanent presence of the plug is starting to hit this slave a bit on a psychological level. With the old plug, this slave found that the cunt could go a day, maybe two plugged before getting painful. This slave was then "freed" of the plug for a day or a night or sometimes a little longer to give Master's pig cunt some rest. Now that it has a plug that the pig cunt seems to accept without any issues, there is no need to take it out and that makes this slave realize all the more that there might just never be a day or night without a plug any more. Not that this pig doesn't enjoy the feeling of Master's pig cunt being stuffed with a plug. It does. It's just the reality of permanence that now gives this slave a particular feeling of being owned, being possessed. Last night this pig had real trouble falling asleep, moaning as the plug was relentlessly stimulating the prostate, causing a moist throbbing super sensitive slave cock that would not go down, a...

Riding the Ryder

Two full days of being plugged and no sign of pain or irritation that would require the plug to be removed. What a relief! The Tantus Ryder is by no means perfect for this piglet, but it feels like it can at least be worn for a much longer period than its old plug. Not perfect because although the annoying feeling when taking a walk is mostly gone already, the flat base of the Ryder is a bit smaller than that of the old plug, and the end at the perineum side can sometimes be swallowed a little too deep into the cunt and then gets trapped under the perineum skin, pressing uncomfortably against it. But for the rest, the Ryder does feel super nice in the pig's cunt and especially this evening it has been driving the pig's horniness substantially. It feels good to squeeze and ride on the plug and to surrender to the sensations that occur, at first a tingling horny glow which then becomes stronger and spreads outward, making its whole body sexually charged. The pig thorougly enjoy...

Trying out the new plug

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This pig woke up happy to be still plugged this morning and like yesterday evening, there was no sign of discomfort, just horny pleasure and a throbbing slave cock. All morning it got to enjoy its sensations. This afternoon, just as the pig had removed the plug for a toilet break,  the new Tantus Ryder plug arrived and this pig was allowed to try it out immediately.  The Tantus Ryder has about the same dimensions as its current plug, but as it is made from silicone it feels a bit more soft but also a bit non-slippery. What was immediately noticeable is the difference in how it "sits" in the pig cunt: where the old plug would give some pushback on the inner sphinchter, requiring maybe a slight continuous effort to keep it in its cunt, the Tantus Ryder just sits firmly in place, the pig cunt sucking it in like a pacifier. And because it is softer it feels very nice to squeeze it. For the rest the sensations are similar: the pig is constantly aware of the plug, it gives...

Needing the plug

This eager pig was excited because it was expecting to receive the new plug it ordered, the Tantus Ryder, in the mail today. Master decided to leave His pig unplugged, wanting to try out the new plug in His slave cunt instead. Unfortunately the package was delayed and will probably arrive tomorrow. In the mean time, this pig was spending the day without the plug and was missing it, longing for it. Stimulation of the pig cunt is the only kind of stimulation that this pig is currently allowed and it was certainly craving for some stimulation. So every now and then it used its claws to massage and finger Masters pig cunt. It was fantasizing about somebody being there (Master, or somebody chosen by Master) who would have full freedom to play with the pig's cunt whenever and however they wanted, and that this pig would have to open up and let it all happen, not only feeling submissive and available but also craving the stimulation itself like a pig in heat. This evening this pig told ...

The humiliating consequences of a permanently plugged cunt

In bed last night, the plug was really starting to hurt and this pig couldn't find any position in which the irritation would calm down, so unfortunately it had to remove it from its cunt. This pig was going to a (regular) sauna today so it had already asked Master for permission to take out the plug. It was worried people might see it. It certainly wasn't sure whether Master would allow it and so the answer it got this morning was a bit frightening but not too surprising. Although the pig was allowed to leave the plug at home today, that was purely because Master assessed that His pig cunt needed some rest, not because of the humiliation this pig might feel wearing a plug visible to the other sauna visitors. Its first reaction was disappointment. Not only did Masters response reinforce the whole "permanently plugged - no excuses - no exceptions" intention, it also reinforced His intention to humiliate His pig. This pig loves feeling these intentions and was now n...

Struggling with the plug

Except for short toilet breaks, the pig has been plugged since yesterday morning. It slept with the plug in; as the body relaxes the presence of the plug always feels extra intense. Luckily it didn't impact its sleep and this morning the pig woke up horny with a throbbing slave cock that was leaking precum from the stimulation it was getting from the plug. After taking its daily self-humiliating pictures to send to its Master it went about its day. Master wants to see how long it can take the plug (of course within the reasonable). But this afternoon and evening have been a bit of a struggle. Like yesterday, the plug regularly got uncomfortable, started burning and aching a bit, but not so much that it felt like it had to be taken out. Since this has been a recurring issue, this pig is looking to see if there maybe is a better plug to wear for longer periods. After doing some research on which plugs come recommended, it has ordered the Tantus Ryder, which has the same dimensions ...

Looking stupid, being stupid

This pig started 2018 nice and horny -- it hasn’t had an orgasm for almost four weeks now -- and Master ordered it to put a plug in its pig cunt. It knows Master wants it plugged all the time if possible, and this pig longs for the ability to make this more and more of a reality. To that end it is looking at plugs that are maybe more suitable for long term wear than the plug it currently uses. In fact, when researching all the available options this pig found that it is starting to long for a plug that is maybe also a little bit bigger, for a more stuffed feeling. For the most part of the day the plug felt good and stimulating, even taking a long walk this afternoon. During the evening the plug started to give a bit of an uncomfortable burning sensation and this pig was afraid it would have to take it out at some point. Luckily, the discomfort went away after a while and the pig could continue to enjoy its plug giving off a nice deep glowing pleasure in the pig's cunt. For this...

The prospect of being loaned out

As Master owns this slave He can also decide how to use it. One particularly intense way in which He intends to do so is to loan out His pig to other men for their enjoyment. A fantasy at first, this is now rapidly becoming more and more of a deep desire for this pig as well and that will mean at some point it will happen. The way this pig knows this is rapidly moving from fantasy to reality is that it notices how often it thinks about it, when in public it finds itself imagining, almost mentally trying out the idea of having to serve random men it encounters. Sometimes the feelings take on a certain idealized form, more a horny fantasy perhaps, maybe just a strong desire for sex caused by the pig being horny all the time, at other times much more realistic, where the pig realizes its humiliating reality, how invasive it is to be deprived of the privacy and control over its own body, and the level of submission required, and also feels how extremely nervous it is about this actually h...

Control and surrender

A major part in this path to slavery consists of slowly but surely giving up more and more privacy and control to Master, and learning to surrender to Masters decisions over its life. Giving up control puts this control in Master’s hands. This slave finds that this requires a lot of trust. Trust that Master uses this control in a responsible way, that He knows what He’s asking and monitors what it does to the slave physically and mentally, so that the slave doesn’t have to concerned about this and can just obey and surrender. One example is the following. As previously described, Master requires His pig to make itself available for use several times during the week. Master knows that this takes a certain physical and mental toll on His slave. Now, there are days that this slave is normally not available (Fridays and in the weekend). A few weeks ago, after four subsequent evenings of serving in the chat, this slave found itself with an unexpected evening off at Fridays. This slave ...

Training and conditioning

One of the purposes of the weekday chats are to keep the pig’s horniness at a peak. The pig is required to get itself as horny as possible as quickly as possible once it is available, using the sensations of the plug, and is then often ordered to play with its pig teats and much later into the chat is then finally allowed to touch Master’s slave cock and play with it to keep it on the edge of orgasm. Even after the chat ends and Master leaves to wind down and relax before going to bed, the pig has to continue edging, usually until 11 pm at which point it usually has been edging for about an hour and a half. The pig often goes to bed horny and frustrated and wakes up very horny the next day. The pig teats will often still be quite sensitive and tingling from the stimulation and the clamps. The weekday chats are also used to train and condition the pig. Although it might not be always aware of exactly in which ways it is being conditioned, it has noticed its effects already in the w...

Humiliation of the pig

This piglet has to feed its Master with a regular stream of pictures in which it exposes and humiliates itself. He likes to see it spread its butt cheeks for a clear view of the pig cunt, or see it wear its plug. He also likes to see the pig being hard, horny and desperate, sticking out its tongue whenever its snout is in the picture. It is humiliating to always look like that, no way to “look normal” and save some of its dignity, of course that is one of the reasons He wants this, making the pig look ridiculous but it also symbolizes its desire to have Masters cock in its snout and ultimately to stick its tongue deep inside its Masters asshole (more on that later). In the beginning, this pig felt nervous and quite a bit of humiliation every time it hit the “send” button, realizing to what extent he was exposing and humiliating itself. Currently it has become more of a routine, but this piglet still enjoys doing it, knowing how his self-degradation and the pictures themselves please i...

A horny piglet

Being horny has rapidly become a fundamental part of this pig’s existence. Master decides when it gets to have an orgasm, which currently seems to happen about once a month, although He has said these periods will get longer and longer. It will not get to orgasm for free and will often have to humiliate itself through extensive begging first. When it does finally get permission, it shoots a big load in a long and explosive orgasm. An orgasm does not mean slave time is over of course, and Master likes to reinforce this point by having the pig humiliate itself and smear all the cum on its snout and over its head where it has to let it dry up and is not allowed to wash it off until the next morning. The last time He had it wear nipple clamps for a long time beyond the point of orgasm, the horniness being gone leaves just the pain, and this pig found itself counting the minutes in agony until it was allowed to take them off. The orgasm relief is of course a short-lived pleasure and fo...

Taken by surprise

Let me start with a small introduction describing how this all began. If someone were to tell me half a year ago that I would be going deep down this path of slavery again as I feel I am now going, I would have told them with a certain confidence that they were wrong. Not that I haven’t always been drawn to it in some way or another. I have had some D/s relationships and experiences in the past, but the last one was some ten years ago. After that relationship I concluded for myself that although there are intensely exciting aspects to full-time slavery, it also causes a lot of frustrations limiting how real or sustainable it can be in the long run. I thought that maybe I am just not able and/or willing to give myself completely, having too much a will of my own. Besides, my deep desires for slavery and submission clashed with my desire to be and be seen as a strong, independent man. I thought that maybe I should consider myself more a sub, seeking out occasional encounters to live...

Introduction

Welcome to the blog of slave piglet. This blog will describe the process that this slave goes through as he discovers and deepens his identity as a slave. For a few months now, this slave is owned by a Master who he doesn’t call by His name; to this slave He is simply Master. Similarly, He doesn’t call this slave by name; to Him he is simply a stupid pig that does what it is told and He will use whatever terms for His pig that help reinforce that image. Master has required His slave to write a daily entry to describe his experiences, feelings and thoughts which He can use to better understand and control His slave and lead it further down the path of slavery. He now requires the blog to be public as that contributes to the humiliation of this pig and deepens its feelings of slavery. All posts will have to be approved by Him first and He may direct the contents of the blog as He sees fit. Even though this slave will remain anonymous, Master has made it clear that the slave may also...