A pain in the butt, feeling frustrated, and humiliating itself

This slave has the feeling that it has been talking about the same topic over and over lately: the horniness, the frustration, the plug. It can sometimes be a bit difficult to write a blog post daily especially when not much has happened and there is not much more to tell than how horny and frustrated it is, how the plug stimulates that even further. Not surprising though as that frustration seems to have been the main focus of its slavery lately. Master keeps it horny and frustrated for His pleasure, and this slave has to suffer that frustration but is also enjoying the horniness and above all the control, not being allowed to do anything about the ever increasing horniness, having to wait patiently until Master grants it release.

Today was a challenging day plug-wise. During the night the plug started hurting and this continued throughout the morning and afternoon. The same spot that was causing trouble a few days back started becoming painful again. Maybe it hadn't healed properly yet even though the pain was gone. As the irritation was bearable this slave wanted to see whether it could maybe work through it, but late in the afternoon it became clear to it that the pain wasn't going away and luckily it got permission to remove the plug.

What a relief. The pain is like an off switch for the horniness and not long after the plug was removed, the horniness and the frustration returned quite strongly. On the train ride home this pig contemplated asking Master for permission to stimulate its tingling teats, instead it decided to deal with its frustration by humiliating itself, taking a degrading picture to try and please Master. It went into the train toilet, stripped naked and kneeled on the dirty floor, feeling piggish and depraved with its tongue stuck out for an appropriate self portrait. Nothing extreme but enough for this slave to satisfy its inner pig a little.

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