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This slave has some family circumstances to deal with and yesterday it asked its Master for permission to skip its required blog post given the mind set it was in. Sometimes this slave feels restricted / limited in its ability to fulfil its slave obligations, and it feels good that this is not a problem and that it can deal with it from its position as a slave, by just respectfully asking for permission, thereby acknowledging it is always Master's decision to make and not the slave's. In this case, being allowed to skip its blog post went without saying and that was much appreciated by this slave. Feeling that its status as a slave and its feelings of slavery can continue in good and in bad times has always been special, and the fact that it feels important tells the slave that these feelings exist within a rather fundamental part of itself. Another thing that always continues, is being horny. This morning the slave cock was frustratingly throbbing within the restrictions o...

Waking up with a sore cock was painful but also horny as an instant reminder of being a slave whose genitals have been tortured by its Owner, as something He can do. The soreness was caused by some little wounds from the clamps and one of them unfortunately meant that the ball weight had to be removed today to let the skin heal. A weird light / naked feeling today and also at the start of its training session this evening. Sitting naked and horny and working to get itself horny, always under time pressure to get a leaking cock as quick as possible, forcing it to really let the horniness take over, letting it in deep and strong, to the pig always a reminder that the horniness is for its Master and His purposes, not primarily for the pig's own enjoyment. In this session there was more torture for the pig and this time the teats would have to do the work (= cause the suffering for the pleasure of its Master). And Master wanted to make use of the slave throat and have the pig shove t...

The pig presented itself for its Master this evening, as always naked with legs spread and sat on the Titan plug. The pig was gagged, horny, feeling submissive after yesterday's news and both excited and a little anxious about what would be in store for it this evening. Master gave the slave a pretty intense torture session to endure. It is what it is there for, a slave that He can make to suffer for His enjoyment. Black clamps went on its teats, and Master wanted extra weights, 6 clothes pins on the underside of its cock, and a burning candle under the pig balls. It was ordered to keep edging and swing the clothes pins and teat clamps. Quickly clear that it would be suffering. Part of the torture was that it had to repeatedly squat over the candle with its balls close to the flame for 5 seconds, the flames stinging a lot as the pig was moaning and whimpering and could again smell burned hairs. After a while it could sit down again but was to keep its balls as close to the fl...

The pig was feeling its horniness nag and its teats tingle today, super sensitive from the suction and causing a horny frustration. The horniness mixed with a submissive tension, feeling its place and status as a slave. Together with a horny cunt creating an owned controlled horny pig feeling. Master has some new challenges in mind for the slave, which will revolve around heavy humiliations and intense pain/torture. One thought Master had concerning humiliation is to let the pig wear a hollow metal plug with a metal ball inside that will clank and move as it is e.g. walking in the supermarket. Aware of its slave status, very conscious of the feeling of the plug in its cunt which is now audible to others. Getting horny maybe too from being made to undergo that, and the whole thing creating a loop of horniness and humiliation. In light of intense tortures, the slave can already mentally prepare itself for when it will be made to cum again somewhere in the future, which will be a se...

Waking up in frustration with a painfully constricted stiff cock is always the first experience of the day and a blissful reminder of its slavery and controlled status. The pig spent the day pretty relaxed, and so horny, a horny pig enjoying how it makes its whole body horny and sensitive and in desire. And also how its horniness, its submissive feelings and fantasies now more and more feed into each other. Enjoying some horny memories and fantasies that popped up and made the slave cock throb today. Like the memory of sitting naked, blindfolded with legs spread in front of SIR who planted his boots in its cock and balls, grinding them under his sole. As worthless pieces of flesh not useful for anything more than such treatment / torture to have some fun. And the long teat play he administered, the pig losing itself in the horniness and frustration as it went on and on, its body his to play with. The pig feels its teats tingle in horny desire at the memory of that. And the thought ...

A slave kept horny makes for a slave full of submissive desires. And in the weekend, when the slave has time to relax, these come up strongly. But this slave also feels that these longings and desires seem to be getting stronger, more urgent as time passes. The controlled feeling of being kept horny and frustrated, the longing to always be kept like that. Its sexuality taken control of, used only for and aimed at the pleasure of its Master and users. Yes it gets frustrated, the longing for sexual release never far away, but that just makes it feel the control even more and that in turn fuels the horniness. Being kept like this, is what it needs. This longing to be low in status, for that feeling to become ever more strong, real, and pervasive. In the bar this evening the slave was feeling frustrated about that, was picturing itself naked and kneeling, or standing, as the men drank their beers. The slave seen as something useful only for pleasure and fun. It sometimes feels such a s...

Today the pig was very horny. The slave cock stiff and throbbing, frustrated but happy to be a slave and to be reminded so often of that status and the consequences thereof within its life. Deep horniness, frustration, suffering, hard work, humiliation, lack of control. Horny from two weeks chaste but also from the experiences and "impressions" of last week. The cock and ball torture with the clamps on Monday and the horniness / longing for pain that created the next day. Getting horny purely from feeling the sore ball sac at work the next day. Wednesday's predicament of hovering over the punishment bench, feeling the ever widening tip of the plug press in its cunt, spreading it open, its upper legs burning, postponing the inevitable impalement and suffering of taking a seat on the spikes. The burning ass in combination with a horny cunt, both while sitting down and the day after. And today the slave's ass is still a bit sore and its horny cunt drove the pig t...

This slave's ass was burning today from yesterday's sitting on the punishment bench. Together with a horny feeling in its cunt and the frustrating horniness nagging in its body, the whole thing made it feel pretty submissive. The burning feeling made sitting a bit painful, which was a horny reminder of its suffering yesterday. Sitting on the punishment bench, it must admit, was very painful but not as excruciating as it had feared. It has the feeling Master might have had a similar conclusion, and He assured the pig that a real punishment would involve sitting on the bench for a couple of hours. And while the pig was feeling deeply horny from its teat play and feeling the Titan stretching its cunt open, Master made it imagine having just cum while sitting on the spikes before being made to suffer on the bench for a couple of hours -- the horniness gone, pure suffering and punishment. In any case enough reason to keep its fear of misbehaviour, now that the slave knows how one...

Yesterday's blog post gave Master some ideas...having His slave sit on the punishment bench and only allowed to get off after cumming 3 times in a row...being required to cum a number of times in a row and for each failure earning an hour on the punishment bench...enough fun stuff to do to the pig. Reading those ideas right after waking up this morning, once again squirming in horny frustration, put the pig in a very submissive mind set, having a blissful feeling about not being in control, living a life in which it can be tortured for some horny fun whenever its Master feels like it. And this evening that meant Master had the pig sit on the punishment bench for a first try out. It felt horny about that, curious, and somewhat fearful to soon be sitting down on it, not knowing how painful it was going to be. Master had the pig first get on all fours to lick and suck the plug, swinging the black clamps on its teats and edging slowly but firmly. The horniness meant hardly any st...

Last night in bed was interesting: the slave balls hurt because the ball sac was contracted from the torture and were feeling squeezed by the ball weight. It can say that there was no pleasure in that feeling and it actually made the slave get up and soak its balls in a cup of hot water to loosen the ball sac. But the situation made it feel very controlled -- used and then the ball weight as an element of ongoing torture, aware that it is not allowed to take it off. And that feeling made it nevertheless horny. Today, the pig cock got stiff numerous times today from the feeling-memory of the pain last night. Burning feeling around the ball weight and painful teats reminded the pig of its training. But those sensations themselves were also fueling the horniness. It feels like the pain and pleasure/horniness seem to be coming closer together on a physical level. Creating this longing for more pain training, even with the suffering involved. A bit of a paradoxical love/hate relationship....

This evening the slave was suffering in horny pain, in a relatively intense session of edging with 10 clothes pins on its balls and later 5 more on the underside of the slave cock. Yesterday's horny pig mode was soon reactivated by the teat play sitting on the Titan plug. The ball weights were left off so the slave had some suspicion its balls were going to suffer in some other way. Belonging to its Master, hanging there for His pleasure. First it was told to edge with one hand and play with its balls with the other, and it gave them a good firm warmup massage. With 10 clothes pins applied to the balls, the pig was then told to crawl around on the floor. Legs spread, sticking its ass up and it felt as if it was presenting its cunt to be taken, which it wanted. Instead it was having the Titan plug pressing deep inside for its cunt to suck on. Feeling the pain from the clamps brushing against its inner thighs, an extra incentive to keep them spread well while crawling. With 5 m...

If the slave thought it was feeling frustrated yesterday, today that ramped up even more. The pig was feeling overwhelmingly horny, driving it up the wall. Aching balls, stiff cock, glowing prostate, horny energy flowing through its body. Feeling needy, filled with fantasies of being used hard. Horny urges and not knowing what to do with itself...except enjoy/undergo the horniness and deal with the frustration, as a slave with no freedom or rights with regard to its own sexuality. At some point this horny beast went for a short walk to cool off, wearing sweat pants to give its balls some space to hang. But it was feeling like such a pig, the horniness was coursing through its body and its cock was stiff the whole way. It was probably clearly sticking out and visible, but it did not care. It was not that it wasn't humiliated and thinking about who might be seeing it, but the desire to give in to how it was feeling just was stronger...becoming one horny beast, walking around, feeli...

The slave was feeling somewhat frustrated today. It was very horny, a throbbing prostate, stiff warm and glowing slave cock, sensitive teats. Its whole body so sensitive; just pulling its pants down was feeling erotic, making it slide its hands over its ass in slutty horniness, as if it was offering its ass for use. Longing to be used, mouth and ass available without restriction, only eagerness to please. In the supermarket was what seemed to be a gay couple, two very butch guys and one in particular looked very dominant, used to getting what he wants. That triggered its own feelings of submission and service. Those could be felt in the imagination that this man was going about his day, all his needs tended to by a humble slave, focused and attentive to those needs, and this guy expecting nothing less, because that is just how things naturally are. The pig balls were still feeling somewhat sensitive from the treatment last week which felt like a nice and horny reminder that they be...

The slave woke up horny with a throbbing cock at the start of the weekend. Its balls tortured yesterday evening and now feeling the effects. And feeling the submissive bliss of how it is now just absolutely normal that after a week of not cumming and having its horniness stimulated, it is just left in that state by its Master. A state of frustrated desire, waiting and longing for the next time it is made use of. The default state of a slave. Browsing online it got horny from an image of a slave with his head pushed under water in a bath tub by his Master, whilst another slave was fucking it. Symbolizing what a slave is for: objectified, horny, violated and struggling, used this way for the enjoyment of its superiors. In the train the slave was looking at other men and was mentally playing with its feelings of submission and respect, "practicing" looking up to them as superior, higher in status, even with guys that it would not naturally feel that way towards. It made it f...

The pig was very horny today and enjoyed being in that state. Its teats somewhat painful and very sensitive to the touch of clothing, and a horny cunt. Yesterday's ball training could be felt on its balls but this evening in the training session they felt like they were ready for the torture Master apparently had in mind, as He said they would be getting it tonight. Its slave balls are there for its Master and it felt excitement about its Master's desire to torture them, and that made its cock stiff. Soon it learned that part of the torture would involve candles. The slave was told to stand up and so its balls were getting some "regular" training from the pull of the weights and the bag hanging from them. It was told to drip candle wax on the slave cock, a horny pain sensation that made the cock glow and covered in a nice layer of wax. Then it was told to slowly walk around while edging and it felt how the Titan moved in its cunt and the black clamps swinging from...

The pig woke up with a stiff cock and a horny cunt, that it wanted to rub and show. Stiff slave cock and tingling teats. When it came home from work, the suction cups went on, which felt horny and the pig also got horny at the idea of its sensitive teats becoming larger. And this evening it felt ready for a training session. Pretty soon it was feeling so horny...rolling its teats between its fingers, feeling the Titan in its cunt and giving itself fully to that horniness, letting it in deep, in order to get its cock to leak precum as quickly as it can for its Master, as He requires from it. Legs spread, showing itself, the horniness coursing through its body. The black teethed clamps on its teats for about an hour and a half of edging. The pig was getting hot from the horniness and from riding on the Titan, a frustrated horny feeling in its cunt. Playing with the clamps as ordered. Licking up the precum. Just following orders without thought. Master made it stand up for some ball...

Master owns this slave, and as such, He determines how it spends its time, and on many weekday evenings the slave is being trained into a horny pig, a slut, a whore, or used for torture, for fun. Today it could feel the effects of yesterday's session, e.g. a horny cunt and sensitive teats from having been clamped. And from the suction cups this morning. This ownership continues when the slave is not feeling fit or well enough for a session or a loanout, like this evening. It is something that it feels ever more fundamentally, that even when the slave reports this to its Master, that it is still its Master that gives it the space it needs, rather than the slave "canceling" a session, like one would report sick at work. Even though the outcome is the same, there is a difference. And maintaining that sense of being owned, remaining under control, gives a certain warm submissive feeling that makes the slave want to be humble in its status report to pay respect to that own...

This evening the pig's training continued and Master had the pig gagged, its mouth not needed for anything else and as the pig surrendered to having a ball firmly forced between its jaws, it was feeling submissive -- and ready for further training. The slave's balls need a pressure buildup again and the slave was made to stimulate itself, playing with its teats and slow edging with clover clamps. One hand edging and the other playing with the clamps. Told to stand up, swing the weight on its balls and the pig was giving in to the horniness, the pain sensations, moving its ass and feeling the Titan move in its cunt as it was slowly walking around, feeling slutty, letting itself go. Smearing the precum it produced on its head. The beast was told to watch some videos while continuing to edge. It watched  a horny video of a slave made to train its balls by hitting it with a hammer . As this slave watched and edged, it used the pain of the clamps and the feeling of the plug in i...

Tomorrow it is back to work for the slave. Serving its Master, stimulation of its horniness to build up the pressure and frustration, being trained as a horny animal, and an object of torture. This weekend the pig could come by after last week, used like a play toy by SIR and licking his asshole, and by doing so taking a new step in the repertoire of services it has to offer to provide the pleasures that men it is loaned out to deserve. This slave is pretty certain it hasn't been the last time that it is required to lick a man's asshole. It may grow to like and love it, or it may not, in either case for this slave that does not matter so much. Primarily because given its status it will just have to do what it is ordered to do, what is expected of it. But it is also to an ever growing extent deriving its pleasure from serving and pleasing as a slave regardless of the contents of its service. And to this pig the humiliation is horny, and being required to do things it finds d...

Just two days after orgasm and this pig is frustratingly horny and fantasizing about another release that it knows will not come any time soon. Its balls are literally aching again. This slave always finds these first few days after orgasm mentally challenging; feeling how frustratingly short-lived the relief of sexual tension is that an orgasm brings, feeling how horny it already is, and knowing how infrequent it is experiencing the privilege of orgasm. It drives home the realization of its status and how almost all of its slave days are spent horny and are often frustrating. Somehow that currently feels more daunting again. But the pig is happy to be suffering that horny frustration and gets horny from the lack of control. The pig teats are tingling, itching, sensitive from the suction cups yesterday, yearning for some attention. Its cunt in a horny afterglow of the plug that unfortunately had to be removed this afternoon due to soreness. Nevertheless this fantasy / desire for st...

Memories of yesterday's use by SIR were lingering today. The experience of rimming his ass in particular, almost as if the beast could still feel/smell it. Having been blindfolded all evening it did not see anything but pictures and videos were made by SIR and Master sent those to the slave, so it could relive the experience and see itself as a horny slave, hard at work to provide pleasure, feeling a mixture of horniness and humiliation. The privielege of a big liberating orgasm yesterday, after nearly 100 days without cumming. And this morning the slave cock was already painfully straining in the cock ring again, and that was also due to having slept with the plug still in its cunt. It has been wearing it all day just like the suction cups on its teats. Intense when they start burning more and more as time progresses, as they are doing their stretching work. The plug and the cups in that sense have kept the body of the beast in an activated state and aware of its ongoing status ...

This evening the slave was loaned out to SIR and it went on its way with its cunt plugged and the slave chain around its neck. When it arrived the door was ajar and it had instructions to strip and then stand in the hallway facing the door and wait. When it heard SIR approach its heart started pounding faster and the slave was blindfolded, its hands cuffed behind its back, and was getting what felt like some kind of posture collar around its neck. It was then grabbed by the head and led / dragged inside for the start of its service. The pig was sat down on a stool in front of SIR sitting on the couch. SIR planted his shoes against its cock and balls and pushed it in its face to lick. The pig was hard and felt like a toy when SIR played with its teats and started applying clothes pins all over its body and one or two on its stuck out tongue. And then whipped them off with the crop. The pig was ordered on its knees and SIR buried its head in his crotch and ass, its nose pushed in, ...

Tomorrow the pig will be having SIR's cock deep in its throat and it will be performing first time rimming service. It is looking forward to being used and to the humiliations that await it. Master told the slave it better get a good review from SIR, otherwise the punishment bench awaits. This slave will do its best to please and although the fear of the punishment bench is not its main motivation, it must say that it creates a horny submissive tension to have that threat hanging over its head. Not as some fun game but as a very real aspect of its life: to be loaned out for use with no choice in the matter, and required to perform to the expectations of its users or suffer the consequences. This evening the pig was made to edge slowly but firmly while swinging the black clamps on its teats. Master felt like having the pig get on all fours and crawl around for a while, dragging the bag attached to its balls around. During the edging afterwards it watched rimming videos as it frust...

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The horniness is getting stronger over time but also deeper. Today at work it was enjoying feeling that way. The slave would have thought by now it would be dying to be allowed to have an orgasm, but it is also very much longing for the horniness, the forced restraint, and how submissive it makes it feel. Which just creates this inner happiness of being a slave under Master's control, always deeply horny and willing to be used. This evening the beast was looking forward to servicing its Master again in a training session. He made it prepare for the loanout next Thursday, and that meant cock sucking training. First standing up and bent over with legs spread, so that it could swing the bag on its balls, giving them some training. A horny pressure of weight, an intense version of the pressure it feels throughout the day. Swinging the clover clamps on its teats as well. Bent over like that it could feel the Titan push in as it made slow movements with its ass feeling slutty. The co...

The pig was again feeling very horny today, making it constantly think about serving and being used, getting hard, feeling controlled. Its fantasies and submissive feelings easily triggered also by stuff on TV. Getting horny from the status difference of a guy in a series being sent away by some high status men to do some menial task as they discuss more important matters. A boxing match with horny looking bare chested men made the pig think about being made to wrestle naked for the enjoyment of horny spectators. The pig's balls were hanging low and loose today, that always makes the slave realize and think about how they are slowly but surely permanently stretched as time goes on. And even with the weight pulling down on them, the ball sac was loose, which means the weight is hanging on and stretching the cords inside, which it could feel, and it felt the pig balls rub low against its thighs, warm and filled with seed. The pig's balls hanging low and accessible, nice tar...

The horniness is getting stronger again. Today the pig woke up with a frustrating erection as always restricted by a cock ring that does not budge. And it has been enjoying the horniness today, making it feel under control and enjoying its status as a pig that is kept constantly horny and willing. Looking at inspiring pictures on FetLife of slaves being used stirred its own desires for the same. A slave bound bent over and fucked by a fucking machine. A slave forced to jerk off naked outdoor while being verbally humiliated. Another slave naked outdoor, kneeling with a cock deep in his mouth, looking well stuffed. As this slave will soon be feeling SIR's, hoping to make him horny from having a willing slave's throat available for his enjoyment. Horny from thinking about that and about how it is its task, its duty to please horny men as per Master's will. Now that it has been out of it for a few days this slave's submissive feelings have a certain "urgency" ...

Although the slave was not feeling well today, it has been feeling pretty submissive too, and feeling almost a certain frustration about not being able to express those feelings. It is currently so much more about wanting -- needing -- to serve than when it started as Master's slave, when perhaps the feeling of having to do as told, the thrill of that at times being at odds with the slave's desires, was more on the forefront of this slave's feelings, feeling its slavery through the feeling of not being in control. But the submissive feelings lately also tell it more and more that it is a privilege to serve and something to be thankful for. That it wants to be low in status, craves the humiliation because it asserts that low status, and also wants to lower itself as a way to pay respect. Because from that place it can experience the other side of the same coin, the authority and the dominant pleasure of a superior in control of the slave, getting what they want because t...