Pain pig developments?

Last night in bed was interesting: the slave balls hurt because the ball sac was contracted from the torture and were feeling squeezed by the ball weight. It can say that there was no pleasure in that feeling and it actually made the slave get up and soak its balls in a cup of hot water to loosen the ball sac. But the situation made it feel very controlled -- used and then the ball weight as an element of ongoing torture, aware that it is not allowed to take it off. And that feeling made it nevertheless horny.

Today, the pig cock got stiff numerous times today from the feeling-memory of the pain last night. Burning feeling around the ball weight and painful teats reminded the pig of its training. But those sensations themselves were also fueling the horniness. It feels like the pain and pleasure/horniness seem to be coming closer together on a physical level. Creating this longing for more pain training, even with the suffering involved. A bit of a paradoxical love/hate relationship. During the actual training too: suffering and simultaneously wanting to escape/be done with the suffering and wanting more of it.

Something that has been going on for a while already of course and the suffering whilst forced to have several orgasms in a row spring to mind, as does the weird combination of fear and attraction it currently feels towards its punishment bench.

That paradox, that masochistic need for suffering and humiliation/degradation is also something that can also increasingly arouse the pig when it sees other slaves give themselves in that way. Because it is such a slave-like need. Not just accepting that aspect of their slavery because they have no choice, but needing it, fantasizing about it, longing for it. Getting horny at the thought. Like the pig was experiencing today.