Full of submissive desires
A slave kept horny makes for a slave full of submissive desires. And in the weekend, when the slave has time to relax, these come up strongly. But this slave also feels that these longings and desires seem to be getting stronger, more urgent as time passes.
The controlled feeling of being kept horny and frustrated, the longing to always be kept like that. Its sexuality taken control of, used only for and aimed at the pleasure of its Master and users. Yes it gets frustrated, the longing for sexual release never far away, but that just makes it feel the control even more and that in turn fuels the horniness. Being kept like this, is what it needs.
This longing to be low in status, for that feeling to become ever more strong, real, and pervasive. In the bar this evening the slave was feeling frustrated about that, was picturing itself naked and kneeling, or standing, as the men drank their beers. The slave seen as something useful only for pleasure and fun. It sometimes feels such a strong desire to show/prove its submission, lower itself, be humble and respectful, make it clear in every way that the satisfaction of its superiors is the only thing that counts.
Desires for pain. The slave's ass is feeling mostly normal again with the occasional soreness reminding it of the punishment bench. And that memory makes its cock stiff. It is looking forward to more pain training, it cannot deny. The suffering is real but so is the stiff cock. And the image planted by its Master of being pressed down on the spikes of the punishment bench while its throat is being fucked and having its teats played with, is stuck in the slave's head. That combination of pain, use/abuse, horniness, a spread open cunt and a fat cock in its mouth makes its cock throb in the horny dominant assertion of its status as just a stupid slave to use.
And then reading Master restate His goal of turning it into a true pain slave, one that gets off on suffering for its users, makes its cock throb in submissive excitement. And so does thinking of cumming only while in severe pain, also because of how deviously it thinks that contributes to this goal.
A controlled gimp, a pain pig, existing to be used like a piece of meat to torture, getting off on its own pain and suffering. Thinking of being shaped and rewired in this direction and noticing the effects of that already, is super thrilling.
The controlled feeling of being kept horny and frustrated, the longing to always be kept like that. Its sexuality taken control of, used only for and aimed at the pleasure of its Master and users. Yes it gets frustrated, the longing for sexual release never far away, but that just makes it feel the control even more and that in turn fuels the horniness. Being kept like this, is what it needs.
This longing to be low in status, for that feeling to become ever more strong, real, and pervasive. In the bar this evening the slave was feeling frustrated about that, was picturing itself naked and kneeling, or standing, as the men drank their beers. The slave seen as something useful only for pleasure and fun. It sometimes feels such a strong desire to show/prove its submission, lower itself, be humble and respectful, make it clear in every way that the satisfaction of its superiors is the only thing that counts.
Desires for pain. The slave's ass is feeling mostly normal again with the occasional soreness reminding it of the punishment bench. And that memory makes its cock stiff. It is looking forward to more pain training, it cannot deny. The suffering is real but so is the stiff cock. And the image planted by its Master of being pressed down on the spikes of the punishment bench while its throat is being fucked and having its teats played with, is stuck in the slave's head. That combination of pain, use/abuse, horniness, a spread open cunt and a fat cock in its mouth makes its cock throb in the horny dominant assertion of its status as just a stupid slave to use.
And then reading Master restate His goal of turning it into a true pain slave, one that gets off on suffering for its users, makes its cock throb in submissive excitement. And so does thinking of cumming only while in severe pain, also because of how deviously it thinks that contributes to this goal.
A controlled gimp, a pain pig, existing to be used like a piece of meat to torture, getting off on its own pain and suffering. Thinking of being shaped and rewired in this direction and noticing the effects of that already, is super thrilling.
pig31 has similar desires, to be used as a URINAL by dominant men as well as MISTRESS'S in BDSM scene's & has lived the life at a motorcycle bar in Houston, Tx., while handcuffed between urinals.
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