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Cock sucking training for the loanout

A horny cunt, painful and super sensitive teats, a throbbing erection...just the start of another day for this slave. Master was proud of this slave for hurting its teats for two hours with the clamps yesterday which is of course a nice feeling for the slave. When it started stimulating them this evening they felt very horny and a bit painful still, and the slave knew they would be clamped again during the edging phase of its training. Horny and painful teats: business as usual. This pig is being trained to become a true cock sucker / deep throat slut. It is occasionally thinking with desire about the fantasy / future reality that Master gave it when its cock sucking training began well over a year ago, and how He had seen another cock sucking slave being used: taken to a bar, expected to stay in a crouched position next to its Master, sucking the cocks of any guy Master wants while He is talking to them. This evening its skills were trained for about an hour: very slow deep thro...

Edging and pigging out

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Master wants a super horny slave to loan out to SIR next Thursday. So this slave will have a few frustrating days ahead. This evening Master was unfortunately not available for a session but He gave this slave some assignments to keep it busy for the evening and to keep its horniness up. TitanMen dildo in the cunt Edging for at least an hour wearing the black clamps on its teats and watching stimulating videos After getting these instructions the pig's body responded: it felt super horny for the rest of the afternoon and had a stiff cock -- its cunt was longing to be filled and its teats were longing for the pleasurepain. Anticipation Required to spend the evening of horny edging, the pig gave in totally to the horniness, feeling slutty. The pig sat on the couch and watched videos of guys fucking themselves on big dildos. It also watched some more videos of titten-sau , e.g. this one hanging with a dildo in his ass . Many videos of pigs in uninhibited horniness. Th...

Submissive feelings abound

This slave has been having a lot of submissive feelings today. The slave had no permission to stimulate its teats. Although there is always hope or desire to get this permission, and even though also today the pig teats were begging for stimulation which was very frustrating, this slave can use that time to calm down a bit physically and there will be enough stimulation the coming week, including a loan out to SIR. Nevertheless being dependent on that permission and getting it or not at Master's prerogative remains something that makes this slave feel nicely controlled. Still the horniness was there and the slutty feelings needing a way out, translating into a desire to please with its body. Little things, like when this slut was showering and drying itself off it stood with its legs spread, rubbing its body and its ass, like it was acting in some cliche porn movie but instead driven by feelings that came from inside. Imagining it was being watched by horny men and feeling how ...

Horny dreams and teat play

The horniness and slave conditioning are sometimes haunting the slave's dreams. Last night this slave woke up from a pretty vivid dream feeling as if it had just been used for real. And as often when this slave wakes up at night it was super horny, squirming and moaning, massaging its cunt in frustration. In the dream this slave was lying naked on its back on a bed in a small room. It was some sort of slave tryout / "speed date" event where men could subscribe and then try out the different slaves for 20 minutes at a time. One after the other came into the room. Some playing with the slave, hurting its cock and balls, and a lot of them enjoyed using the slave's mouth to spit in it. One man dropped the contents of his mouth in the slave's mouth, which appeared to be something that had the taste and consistency of mashed potatoes, and the slave was of course expected to swallow it. The slave remembers feeling super grossed out about it, hating it, but at the same ...

Afterglow

The slave spent the day in the afterglow of yesterday's session , where its cock and balls were tortured. A few small red spots and discolorations on the bottom of the slave cock reminded it of the painful edging. Sensitive balls, like a slight kicked-in-the-balls feeling, from the weight. The slave thinks back to the feeling of leaning back in its chair and feeling the weight pulling hard on its balls, the clothespins painfully rattling as the slave was keeping itself near orgasm. Such a double feeling of pain and pleasure. And the slave got to experience a sensitive rubbing of its clothes against the teats, horny and annoying at the same time. And an opened up cunt, throbbing prostate, feeling the effects of the plug yesterday, longing for more. Feeling horny and with nothing to do about it, this slave watched one of the prison videos in which the prisoner was bound on a steel chair without a seat. As he was sat, bound and powerless, the guard inserted a big steel plug or hoo...

Cock and ball torture for the slave

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The horniness is getting stronger and moving to the foreground more. After yesterday's session this slave woke up in the middle of the night super horny, moaning and squirming in bed with a stiff cock, massaging its cunt in frustration, feeling so slutty. Today at work it felt really horny too, especially in the afternoon a horny desire in its cunt and teats. Enjoying the constant pull of the ball weight, causing the slave balls to rub against the inside of its trousers. Master decided to make the slave suffer a bit this evening and gave it some pain training for its cock and balls. 5 clothespins along the bottom of its cock and 6 clothespins on different places on its ball sack, plus the 1.5 kg weight attached to the slave balls so that the rope was tight when the slave was sitting down. Then the slave was told to stand up, legs spread, and stimulate the cock head and piss slit of its cock. Followed by having to slowly bend through its knees and getting back up while swingi...

Ball weight effects and cock sucking ambitions

This slave is enjoying the subtle submissive feelings that are caused by the ball weight having been re-applied. This morning at home it got horny walking around naked and feeling its balls swing. The slave balls constantly noticeable during the day. A controlled feeling as if the slave balls are constantly gripped and pulled. This evening the extra ball weights were applied again as well in its training session. Heavy balls for the slave. It swung the balls while stimulating its teats and riding on the plug to get its cock to leak precum as required. The slave was given more cock sucking training while watching this heavy cock sucking training video on a loop. Ordered to mentally place itself in the position of this slave. Horny to watch for this slave, the humiliating hood, slutty lips that force the mouth open, the mechanical forced deep throating, a machine with no mercy. Blindfolded with total focus on the sucking and no way to back out of it. And horny to watch the strugglin...

Ball weight re-applied, and cock sucking training

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Looking forward to another training week

The warm weather causes this slave's balls to hang nice and low, which is a pleasant horny feeling. With the cock ring protruding the cock and balls a bit, they have more space to swing, especially in loose shorts, and it creates a constant awareness of the slave balls and a desire for the ball weight. Just like the slave cunt, which can still be felt from the plug wearing. The horny sensations when stimulated and "afterglow" after being trained already make it feel like this pig has a real cunt, and this slave is looking forward to further training to open it up more. The slave is also looking forward to being further trained again. To get its tingling teats stimulated, hurt, to have its horniness increased to frustrating heights. With its loan out to SIR coming up in a little over a week, it suspects there will also be more cock sucking training for this whore. A whore whose services need to be maintained and further developed so that it can provide optimal pleasure...

Summery days

A few warm, almost summery days makes the long Easter weekend almost feel like a holiday. This slave was also given some space by its Master, who e.g. said He won't be giving this pig another day with the plug in its cunt. Master also did not yet require the slave to hang the ball weight back on its balls, maybe also because the little wound on the slave cock is still not fully healed. But it is going in the right direction and this slave is looking forward to the controlled feeling of the weight, imagining that it will feel extra "present" after having been off for a while. So what this slave has to remind it of its status is its permanent cock ring, letting its presence known by constricting every erection somewhat, and of course the horniness that it can't do anything about. This morning it made the slave wake up with a firm constricted erection and tingling teats. And it has been feeling its cunt today, like yesterday, which also kept it horny. And with this w...

Afterglow and conditioning effects

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The plug has given the cunt of this slut a good workout and today it felt "opened up" and was easy to explore with fingers. A bit of sensitivity including a sensitive sphinchter from the stretching made that the pig had a horny night and that it felt its cunt today as if it has been fucked. The pig teats are sensitive and horny, and it makes the pig horny to focus on them, the way they are tingling in a frustrating way, longing to be stimulated. After a week with two orgasms, Master said this pig now won't be cumming for a while. But today the horniness was clearly rising again and the slave has been feeling submissive about the lack of control it has over its horniness. That relief is always so short lived. When this pig had an orgasm on Thursday, its dildo was deep in its throat, as ordered by Master. This evening the pig was getting really horny thinking back to that moment. Thinking of that invasive feeling in its throat, being fucked deep orally, makes the slave ...

Another day with the plug

The pig had a frustrating night last night (surprisingly so, right after having been allowed to cum) as the slave cunt was recuperating from spending the day plugged and made it really horny during the night, horny teats from the clamps and a horny cunt. This morning the plug went back in as ordered. The cunt is not yet at the level where it can bear this larger plug 24/7. And that makes that the slave currently experiences the periods that it has to wear the plug more like training runs, working towards achieving that goal somewhere in the future. From the smaller plugs the slave knows what it does to its horniness and its submissive feelings when it feels that it can wear the plug indefinitely, to know the plug will be a constant presence, always causing that inescapable horny glow, and that experience is something it looks forward to also with the bigger plug. There were some moments today that the plug felt comfortable enough to remind the pig of that state. And with this bigge...

Cock sucking conditioning and another orgasm!

This pig spent the day plugged. The constant stretch and horny sensations caused the pig to be constantly aware of its cunt as it went about its work day. This evening Master showed the pig a forced blow job training video for inspiration. Humiliating to be so mechanically fucked and forced to take the invader time and again. Master gave this slut some more cock sucking training and conditioning its craving for it as well. It got a small taste of the dildo's cock head and then was told to focus on its desire to pleasure the cock in front of it. But first the black clamps went on its teats and then Master told the pig to ram the dildo straight into its throat, holding it there for a long time. Back to pleasuring the cock head and then again taking it quickly deep into its throat. Imagining it being Master's hand, pushing it down on the dildo. Some slow cock pleasuring and sucking ensued, and the pig was told to pull on its balls, riding on the plug while edging. And the...

Cock sucking, getting plugged again

This slave slept well in the afterglow of the strong pressure-relieving orgasm that it had been fantasizing about for a while. The horny tension was diminished a bit today, the slave nevertheless had a pressured feeling in its balls from yesterday's squeezing and pulling. This evening it was "business as usual" for the slave, and the slave body responded with horny desire to the anticipation of its training session, so the pig got home from work with a stiff cock. This slave is booked for a loanout to SIR in two weeks, and Master wants it super horny by then. Master let the pig ride on its long evening plug and had it put the dildo in front of it on its desk, so it could focus on the cock head while firmly playing with its teats, getting horny and imagining that it was SIR's cock and that the pig was longing to get it in its mouth. After a bit of anticipating cock in horniness, including having to hover its mouth just above the cock head, the pig was finally to...

Allowed to cum

After another very horny and frustrating session Master let the pig cum today. Edging with the TitanMen dildo in its cunt and manipulating the black clamps on its teats, this pig was told to watch more of titten-sau's videos. Told to imagine sitting in front of the slave and also getting itself horny. And to imagine the humiliation of him ejaculating over this slave... Master had the pig stand with legs spread, chest out, swinging the clamps on its teats, and keep itself close to cumming while it pulled hard on its balls and rubbed over the plug in its cunt, getting itself in a horny and slutty state, moving its ass accordingly, seeing its horny feelings mirrored in a video of titten-sau. So horny, so frustrated.... In this state the pig was more than ready to shoot, and could sense that Master might just let it. First it had some begging and pleading to do, which very much reminded the pig who controls its orgasms and that cumming is a privilege. A slow and frustra...

Edging in frustration

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This evening Master had the pig further stimulate its horniness and build pressure in the slave balls. He made the pig gag itself and watch videos from titten-sau , a user on xhamster, for inspiration while edging and rocking itself on the TitanMen plug in its cunt. The videos show a horny slut and tit pig really giving in to his slutty and exhibitionist side. Driving himself crazy with lust, exposing himself in that state. For instance,  showing off his ass wagging a tail that has been plugged in his cunt, sticking out his tongue in pure horniness, super horny from playing with his nipples ...or in another video exposing his cunt and swinging heavy weights on his nipples ...the heavy weights creating a desire for more pain to its teats and luckily Master ordered the pig to play with the clamps and it got horny from twisting and pulling them. And the pig was also told to play with its loaded balls, the pig squeezed them and rolled them between its fingers, wanting to feel that bl...

Ready for further training

The horny frustration can come in waves. Yesterday during the day 'pleasantly horny', yesterday night in bed very frustrated with a throbbing slave cock. Deep primal horny desires in the night, an intense image / dream in which the pig was being edged by its Master, so horny and frustrated and all control lost. An urgent strong desire to get a cock in its throat, to get its cunt filled, as the pig exposed its ass by removing the blanket and rubbed its cunt. Always a bit embarrassing to describe in this way but it is how it is. Today that frustration continued off and on, and this slave was just spending the day horny with sex constantly on its mind, a lot of desires to be used as a slave. Master has said that this conditioning will only get stronger, which is a super horny prospect. And after a few days without stimulation this slave is feeling very ready for its training tomorrow, for the horniness, the humiliation and the pain. To be conditioned further...

Chastity thoughts

Weekends are a moment for this slave to relax and unwind from the busy week. They are also usually somewhat frustrating sexually, lots of submissive fantasies and desires, but as a slave not in a position to act upon them, just have to wait. Different from the weekdays which are full of distraction of work and full of sexual stimulation by being trained by its Master. The horniness just continues regardless. Today the horniness was not so overwhelming which makes it pleasantly present, at other days it may be super frustrating. In any case a constant companion and being horny all the time makes this slave feel submissive, often during the day aware of its status as an owned slave not in control of its own sexuality. At some point a chastity device may further assert this status as Master has indicated a few times. Horny fantasies about being made to wear a chastity device put aside, this slave thinks that actually not being able to get an erection anymore, not being able to feel an...

Frustrated fantasies

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Yesterday's relaxed edging and teat play session has caused this slave to feel horny and frustrated today. A horny cunt and throbbing prostate from riding on the dildo yesterday. Pressure in the slave balls, blue balls feeling. And sensitive and horny teats. A regular state of being for this slave. In general this slave notices that its body is slowly getting more horny and sensitive and that is a great feeling, to be always horny and willing to serve. It comes with more and stronger desires and fantasies too. The prison / lockup theme of recent weeks is a good example. The slave with the eyeless hood in the video yesterday made this slave today fantasize about being made to wear such a hood for the evening, awkward and frustrating to have to do everything in the dark, no possibility to watch TV, read, etc. Focused instead on its sensations and e.g. the feeling of the plug in its cunt. Sight as a privilege that can be taken away for the slave. Master's fantasy of being tortur...

Horny edging on the couch

It is a strange sensation to be without a ball weight. Small things that the slave is used to, tucking its balls between its legs when it turns on its side to go to sleep, for instance, are done automatically but don't make much sense now. A weird feeling to the slave balls when walking around with just the cock ring, and this slave misses the constant pull of the weight. In fact it makes the slave think about the heavier weight that it may be made to wear at some point. It feels good to the slave how its Master makes a point of the importance of the weight and stresses how it will be back on as soon as possible. It strengthens the feeling that the ball weight is a mandatory and standard part of this slave's body. This evening this slave was feeling horny and submissive, but its body didn't react with the usual stiff cock to stimulation from the plug and teat play. So Master decided to stop the session and had the pig instead play with its teats and cock for the rest of...

Torment

A small wound on the slave cock right at the edge of the ball weight made that Master decided to have His slave temporarily remove the weight for a few days. It has been wearing its ball weight 24/7 since it went back on after its summer holiday last year, and it is once again a weird sensation to be without. Only when the weight is gone the pig notices how much it is used to the constant pull and swing of it on its balls. The pig woke up with a used feeling because of its painful teats, and enjoyed how horny and sensitive they felt. This evening they got treated with the heavy black clamps again, which felt intense right after they went on. The slave was told to watch a horny video. It put on one of the prison-themed videos. Two slaves used in a way that happened to be fun for the guards, one of them locked in a small hole under the floor, the guard pissing on this slave through the grid on top and then spat on. Locked, humiliated and powerless to do anything about it. The pig sto...

Piggish horny surrender

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One thing this pig enjoys about being kept so horny all the time is how it feels when it wakes up at night or in the early morning. No thoughts yet, no inhibitions, just this pure horny slutty feeling, rubbing its cunt, feeling how sensitive and horny its teats are, moaning, totally relaxed and giving in to the horniness. In that same vein it was struck by a fantasy today of spending the day on the floor, Master going about His business as the pig was in its own world doing its thing, keeping itself horny and slutty, playing with its teats and fucking itself with its dildo in total animalistic surrender and exposure, so that its Master has something horny to look at when He wants. Master further brought out the pig side in this slave this evening by having it gagged and wear the pig tail in its cunt, feeding it the fantasy of being kept in a mud and straw covered pig sty with other slaves, where it can crawl around grunting and wagging its tail, all pigs instructed to try and take ...

Loss of control

The pig is feeling horny and frustrated once again while sitting on the TitanMen plug in its cunt after its training session, in which its horniness was firmly stimulated. Just another day of blue balls. Master brought up the topic of a chastity device for this slave and then proceeded to feed the pig with horny fantasies as it was playing with its clamped teats and edging while sucking its dildo in a steady rhythm for about an hour. Being locked in a device that prevents access to the slave cock would be a further loss of control. It would further enforce the slave's feeling of ownership and its frustration of being horny without the ability to get erect. It would be painful at times, and there would probably be days that the slave hates having to wear it. Humiliating how it makes it very clear to the slave's users that they don't have to cater to the slave's pleasure, only the other way around. Working on pleasuring an erect cock while its own cock cannot get erec...

More submissive feelings

Like this slave wrote on Friday, these submissive feelings can sometimes be intense . Again today. During a long walk and train ride the slave had a lot of time to reflect on its status as a slave in the form of memories of its use, how it is trained and conditioned to think and feel in certain ways, what is to come in the future and how deep this can go. But in its current state that came with feelings of nervousness, humiliation, loss of control...a deeply horny tension but also a knot in the stomach kind of feeling. Longing for the feeling of being deeply controlled, for the authoritative attitude of Master expecting full obedience from the slave and the slave constantly wanting to prove that He can, not wanting to disappoint, because that is just the nature of things. Fearing the strength of that longing too. The submissive feelings were easily triggered. By the slave's own little thoughts and fantasies that pop up constantly, or by things the slave sees, whether it is a guy ...

Frustrated teat play

This slave spent the day making sure it stayed very horny, as ordered by its Master, by firmly stimulating its teats. The pig was deeply enjoying the stimulation, but also getting very frustrated by it. The slave was already so horny and this stimulation only increases it. A man sitting down at a nearby terrace table, shortly grabbing his cock to rearrange it, little things like that were stirring the pig's desires. The pig felt submissive and slightly humiliated from being made to feel this super horny and slutty with sexual use constantly on its mind, being shaped into that day in day out. Under control, no escape from the constant horniness, but no desire to get away from it either. Stimulating the teats, firmly rolling them between its fingers can sometimes almost feel like jerking off, and can get the slave cock to near orgasm, leaving it very sensitive afterwards. The stimulation relaxes and opens up the pig's cunt and makes it horny. Going rough and hurting the tea...

A day of nervous submissive feelings

Submissive feelings can sometimes run deep and be intense. Today this slave was at an event surrounded by many business men, really feeling a bit low and vulnerable. A feeling as if many of these men could, if they knew and wanted to, bring this slave down to a deep submissive place by being authoritative, grab it by the balls as it were. A feeling caused in large part by the constant strong horniness. Today it was back in full force. And the horniness and submissive feelings are very much tied together. Today that meant: Feeling controlled, kept in this state of almost painful blue balls and regular straining erections, feeling the humiliation of its frustrated fantasies of jumping into a toilet stall to jerk off and get some relief. Really nothing more than fantasies, it is by now deeply engrained in the pig's mind that that is not allowed. No outlook on when its next orgasm may be. Looking at men around it that are free to do as they please. Feeling its teats tingle, the h...

Afterglow, and cock ring & ball weight discomfort

This morning the pig woke up with a throbbing erection and felt that the cock ring and ball weight were uncomfortably, almost painfully tight. The ball sac was thick and contracted which this slave knows can be an effect of being hurt. It also has it happening to some extent e.g. sometimes after going for a run where the ball weight has been bouncing up and down a bit, or if there has been some pinching of the skin at work during the day (which used to happen a lot in the beginning but has become rare lately). Master was prepared to let the slave remove its attire for a day if things didn't get better, but luckily during the day the ball sac relaxed more, giving more space to the whole thing. Making the regular erections, reined in by the cock ring, no longer painful, just frustrating. The balls itself are pretty sensitive, too. Even now that the ball sac is nice and loose again and the balls are hanging low, the slave has this blue balls feeling, an uncomfortable pressure as if ...

Clothespins torture and conditioning

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Master promised the pig another heavy session this evening because of its limited availability this week, and that is what it got. The pig has been feeling pretty intensely horny lately (something is definitely happening there) which makes that it has horny frustrating nights with semiconscious horny desires, and that there is always this undercurrent of submissive horniness throughout the day. Intense but also blissful. Frustration mixed with the blissful surrender of being fully allowed to be this horny and not having to worry about wanting to cum because that is not an option anyway. And also today it was frequently walking around with a stiff cock and frustrating horny desires going through its head. In that super horny mind set the pig cock was already hard and leaking when it made itself available the way Master wanted it to tonight: ball weights, TitanMen plug in its cunt, and ball gag in its snout. Playing with its teats, firmly riding the plug in its cunt and getting so su...

Some thoughts on slave motivations

This slave keeps on feeling horny and submissive in what it experiences as an interesting phase in its training. Super horny, filled with strong feelings of pleasure of being a slave and being owned, filled with strong desires about being seen and used in that way and feeling thankful when it is. Not even so much because being used is horny (although it often is) but because what this slave feels it needs more than anything is to experience its slavery as a reality, as a way to live its life, and being used regularly is a strong way to get that lifestyle and its status confirmed. Like the session yesterday. Yes there is a horny side to it, but like often with the training sessions it was also filled with discomfort and pain and it gave the humiliating feeling of being used and then left alone to suffer for a while longer before being allowed to stop to go to bed frustrated and with painful teats. Always the hard work, the suffering, the frustration, always the lying in bed with painf...

Teat torture and cock sucking predicament

The pig had one of those nights where the horniness trapped in its body caused a bit of a restless night filled with lots of horny slutty submissive feeling dreams and today it was feeling super horny and super submissive. It must have shown too because when it was having one of its "rushes" of horny submissive feelings a colleague asked if everything was OK. This slave is not available for training tomorrow and Thursday evening and when it told its Master, He responded by saying the pig would have to work harder on the remaining days. Yes Master, thank You Master . The slave did feel a strong thankfulness, although not completely certain what precisely for, and it felt a certain humiliation of responding in this servile submissive way, but it was what it felt. In this submissive state, just asking Master for instructions for the evening session as it always does caused an instant strong horniness / stiff cock, and nervousness. Not nervous about what may come as a response,...