Some thoughts on slave motivations

This slave keeps on feeling horny and submissive in what it experiences as an interesting phase in its training. Super horny, filled with strong feelings of pleasure of being a slave and being owned, filled with strong desires about being seen and used in that way and feeling thankful when it is. Not even so much because being used is horny (although it often is) but because what this slave feels it needs more than anything is to experience its slavery as a reality, as a way to live its life, and being used regularly is a strong way to get that lifestyle and its status confirmed.

Like the session yesterday. Yes there is a horny side to it, but like often with the training sessions it was also filled with discomfort and pain and it gave the humiliating feeling of being used and then left alone to suffer for a while longer before being allowed to stop to go to bed frustrated and with painful teats. Always the hard work, the suffering, the frustration, always the lying in bed with painful teats.

Waking up, reading Master's response on its blog post, always something that sends it into the day horny and/or submissive and this morning He tapped into the prison fantasies by comparing the slave's torture yesterday to a harder situation of being chained to the bars of the cell in a position of suffering (weights on balls and teats, a big dildo in its cunt) for hours on end, forced to watch one slave after another being used by the guards, fucked in their mouth or asses.

And so that left the slave with a hard cock, it is of course a specific fantasy (and probably a very tough reality) but in general the thought that its Master views His slave as His property to use in ways He likes, puts it in a submissive mind set and when it feels His inspiration it makes it want to work hard at its own possibilities (physical and mental) to give itself more totally.

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