Submissive feelings abound
This slave has been having a lot of submissive feelings today.
The slave had no permission to stimulate its teats. Although there is always hope or desire to get this permission, and even though also today the pig teats were begging for stimulation which was very frustrating, this slave can use that time to calm down a bit physically and there will be enough stimulation the coming week, including a loan out to SIR. Nevertheless being dependent on that permission and getting it or not at Master's prerogative remains something that makes this slave feel nicely controlled.
Still the horniness was there and the slutty feelings needing a way out, translating into a desire to please with its body. Little things, like when this slut was showering and drying itself off it stood with its legs spread, rubbing its body and its ass, like it was acting in some cliche porn movie but instead driven by feelings that came from inside. Imagining it was being watched by horny men and feeling how it wanted to please. Feeling exposed, watched, getting horny and hard from this letting go of inhibition.
The desire to be used can be very frustrating. Yesterday's dream had a certain general submissive feeling to it that has been lingering yesterday and today. Together with the horniness it makes that serving is constantly on its mind. Which makes that the slave looks forward to its training and to serving SIR next week...its neck locked in a heavy chain, a naked playtoy, horny and begging to be allowed to pleasure SIR's cock with its mouth.
And just general submissive feelings, easily triggered by thoughts and situations. As an example this slave watched a series in which a strict head master of a school spoke sternly to one of the students, which caused a nervous tingle in this slave's stomach. Knowing of course that this slave too can be sensitive and "vulnerable" to that kind of authoritative attitude, which is something it can love and fear at the same time. It hopes in time that sensitivity will become stronger as there are deeply submissive feelings of being under control and feeling its place as a slave connected to it.
The slave had no permission to stimulate its teats. Although there is always hope or desire to get this permission, and even though also today the pig teats were begging for stimulation which was very frustrating, this slave can use that time to calm down a bit physically and there will be enough stimulation the coming week, including a loan out to SIR. Nevertheless being dependent on that permission and getting it or not at Master's prerogative remains something that makes this slave feel nicely controlled.
Still the horniness was there and the slutty feelings needing a way out, translating into a desire to please with its body. Little things, like when this slut was showering and drying itself off it stood with its legs spread, rubbing its body and its ass, like it was acting in some cliche porn movie but instead driven by feelings that came from inside. Imagining it was being watched by horny men and feeling how it wanted to please. Feeling exposed, watched, getting horny and hard from this letting go of inhibition.
The desire to be used can be very frustrating. Yesterday's dream had a certain general submissive feeling to it that has been lingering yesterday and today. Together with the horniness it makes that serving is constantly on its mind. Which makes that the slave looks forward to its training and to serving SIR next week...its neck locked in a heavy chain, a naked playtoy, horny and begging to be allowed to pleasure SIR's cock with its mouth.
And just general submissive feelings, easily triggered by thoughts and situations. As an example this slave watched a series in which a strict head master of a school spoke sternly to one of the students, which caused a nervous tingle in this slave's stomach. Knowing of course that this slave too can be sensitive and "vulnerable" to that kind of authoritative attitude, which is something it can love and fear at the same time. It hopes in time that sensitivity will become stronger as there are deeply submissive feelings of being under control and feeling its place as a slave connected to it.
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