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Today this pig was in a pretty submissive state. The plug wasn't all too comfortable but was still causing a lot of frustrating horniness and the plug somehow felt particularly invasive and controlling. In the train back home this pig got so horny from the stimulation and the rocking motion and the cock ring exerting its firm grip on its erection, that the horniness drove it up the wall. The submissive feeling expressed itself in little things; the pig was triggered by men it saw outside and felt a desire to lower its head in deference and sink into its submission. When walking on the street, it felt a desire to put its hands behind its back and when it did it felt submissive doing so. In the metro, a fat guy sat behind this slave and it had the fantasy that he felt free to start playing with its neck. First secretly/"accidentally", then when he noticed that this slave did not resist, he started exploring the pig's body more full. This slave of course knowing better...

Back to being a plugged pig today after spending the night without a plug due to some discomfort. Like yesterday, the plug was having a strong effect in the pig's cunt, keeping the pig horny throughout the day. The pig teats are slowly recovering from their torture and were feeling sensitive and horny. In the afternoon this slave was going for a long walk which gave the cunt a bit of a workout from the subtle but constant motion of the plug. It caused a bulge in its trousers quite a few times as it could not control its horniness. This in turn put some pressure on the cock ring and ball weight which were causing some annoying pinching where the two metal parts meet. This slave has been wearing both the cock ring and the ball weight non stop since it came back from its holiday, for almost 4 weeks now. The pig balls are constantly feeling the pressure, pull and/or swing of the weight, and even at night the weight pulls on its balls unless it lies on its stomach. It never forgets ...

Last night in bed this pig was already horny again, feeling the session still in its body. Its cock was straining in its cock ring. This morning the pig teats were sore and horny and the pig wished it could have another good orgasm to further relieve itself of its horniness. Instead, Master put a plug in the pig's cunt. The frustration increased further throughout the day as the plug was strongly stimulating the pig's horniness. It had yesterday's use on its mind a lot, enjoying the afterglow of being a horny pig for SIR's pleasure, and today it was already longing for more. The pig wanted to just grab its teats and give them a good workout, but they are not for this pig to play with without Master's permission. Feeling horny and submissive and triggered in the desire to be used by men it encountered throughout the day. The plug stimulated by a rocky train ride and the pig's cock painfully hard. So the day after SIR generously permitted this pig to cum, rath...

This evening the pig was on duty to service SIR. SIR picked it up at the station and in the car he played with the pig's cock and the pig was told to play with SIR's. After entering his house the pig stood at attention with its legs spread and its hands behind its back, focusing on SIR's cock, presenting its body for his enjoyment. The pig was told to strip and its hands were bound behind its back. The pig enjoyed the vulnerable feeling as SIR had free access to the pig's body and made sure to extensively play with the pig's teats. The pig was then told to kneel and suck SIR's cock, which it had been looking forward to.  SIR made the pig hold his cock deep in its throat. After a number of seconds this slave tried to breathe as it had practiced with the dildo but SIR's cock was too deep inside and blocked its air way. Not knowing how long to go still this slave panicked a little but then SIR allowed it to release; after 20 seconds as this slave had been pra...

At the evening before being whored out to SIR, it is not surprising that Master gave this pig one more good cock sucking training session. Told to put the pig tail in its cunt so it looks like the stupid pig it is. Using its pig teats to make itself very horny for Master, and to produce precum to smear on the dildo. When it was time to start edging, the pig got a choice which clamps to put on its teats. It was wondering whether Master was hoping or expecting that it would pick the tougher black clamps. But with the pain of yesterday's black clamps fresh on its mind (and its teats still feeling painful from them) this slave chose the clover clamps instead. It was sure that whatever choice it made, it would be made to suffer anyway. Master made the pig hurt itself by playing with the clamps, turning them, pulling them, a horny pain to supplement its edging. Like yesterday, the clamps stayed on until the end of the session as ordered, a little over an hour and a half. The cock suc...

Last night this slave had to finally remove the plug because the cunt was feeling cramped and burning and so today Master gave the cunt some more rest. That felt strange after having had a plug in its cunt constantly for over two weeks, nevertheless this pig was feeling very horny from the afterglow, the aching feeling of its cunt recuperating. Although the plug felt painful it doesn't feel like there is a real issue so this pig knows that pretty soon it will be plugged again. In its training this evening, the pig was further prepared for its service. As this slave got undressed and sat down awaiting its Master, its legs spread, it felt extra naked and exposed now that the hot days are over and the temperature is getting a little lower. Master told this slave to stimulate its teats hard, and to lick up the precum that appeared. He put it in the right mind set of the horny whore that it is, begging to be used good and hard by SIR. First the black clamps were put on the pig's...

This pig is getting more horny by the day and this evening its horniness was further stimulated in its training session. With a stiff cock this pig was sitting naked on top of its pig tail with its legs spread, horny for its Master and ready for its training. Despite the plug still being uncomfortable and a bit painful from time to time today, the pig tail felt nice and horny. The pig teats had been feeling horny, sensitive and itchy today, almost literally, and so the pig could not wait to "scratch" that itch. Master wanted the pig to get a hard leaking cock fast, and soon it was playing with its teats feeling relieved but also frustrated from the horniness that the stimulation caused. Soon the pig was on all fours sucking its dildo. Thorougly enjoying the feeling of pleasuring the cock head by moving its tongue around it, and then slowly taking it deeper into its throat, keeping it there for at least 20 seconds each time. All the while edging, getting further conditioned ...

This slave had a fun but tiresome weekend. Yesterday it had friends sleeping over and today it was helping out at some other friends' new house, lots of painting, sanding etc. A weekend that gave it a bit of a distraction from its horniness that is getting stronger every day. Its submissive feelings haven't been too intense recently, but that is fine and it doesn't change its status as a slave or its obligations to its Master. Its submission feels "calm" and pleasant, where this slave is just enjoying the reality and matter-of-factness of its status as a slave. For instance when this slave asked its Master for permission to skip its mandatory blog post yesterday because it would not have a good opportunity to write it, it was feeling very submissive from having to yield this decision to its Master. It was not nervous about it or anything, just feeling a pleasant deep subservience, feeling its position as Master's slave. Emotionally it was like it was on its ...

Master wants this pig plugged non-stop, as a constant reminder of its slave status, of being controlled, and also to keep up its horniness. This pig has come to want to be plugged for the same reasons and is just enjoying the constant presence, stretching feeling, and horny stimulation, even if at times frustrating. After almost two weeks of being plugged continuously, this pig has the feeling that its current plug ( Doc Johnson TitanMen The Hitch 4" ) is indeed suitable for long term wear in Master's slave cunt. The first week this slave used a condom on the plug because with its previous plug that seemed necessary to prevent issues with friction. When those issues occur that can prevent Master from safely plugging the pig. But now the pig's cunt has perhaps toughened up a little bit because it has been wearing its plug without a condom for over a week now and it is hardly causing any issues and giving a lot of horny stimulation. Horny waves of pleasure again in the met...

Like yesterday, last night was horny and frustrating as the pig teats were so sensitive and horny and the plug was stimulating the pig and forcing erections that are firmly constrained by the cock ring. The cords of the pig's balls were a little more sensitive than normal today but for the rest they felt pretty fine. To Master that made it clear that they can take more and so it knows what to expect in the near future. A relatively light training session this evening for the pig. It made itself horny by stimulating its teats, licking its precum and smearing it in its face as required. Then the black teethed clamps with weights on its teats. The pig was wearing its pig tail in its cunt and was told to crawl around while edging, and after each time it had crawled a round it would be swallowing the dildo slowly deep in its throat and do cock sucking training for a few minutes. The training ended by continuing to train its cock sucking while sitting down and edging. This pig feel...

As the days progress this pig is getting more and more horny and last night it had a bit of a frustrating time in bed where the butt plug was constantly stimulating the pig's prostate and the pig teats were very horny and sensitive to the touch. Today the plug kept on stimulating the pig's horniness and because the pig has to keep the plug in also during its work outs, the pig cunt got some good stimulation from all the jumps, squats and burpees that this slave was doing this evening after work. Gagged and with the TitanMen plug in its cunt this pig was ready to serve its Master. Pretty soon Master ordered this slave to attach a bucket to the weight around its balls and fill it with a quarter of a liter bottle of water. Standing and swinging the bucket between its legs as the pig was feeling horny and playing with its teats. Another quart was added and with clover clamps on its teats this pig was told to start edging and walk around with the bucket between its legs. It had to...

The plug streak continues and this afternoon this pig especially enjoyed how the plug was feeling comfortable and kept the pig horny with a continuous horny stimulation...this pig loves it when the plug is feeling like that and makes it feel horny and controlled. Master had this pig sit on the TitanMen dildo and gagged with its ball gag. The TitanMen dildo felt horny in the pig's cunt, deep and invasive. The gag gets uncomfortable after a while but this pig enjoys how the ball forced into its snout makes it feel humiliated and submissive, and how the next day it can still feel the effect in its jaw. Master is thinking of ways to further stretch the pig's balls so when He told the pig to prepare a bucket and rope and a liter bottle of water for tomorrow, it won't be a real surprise how He is going to use those to further train His slave balls. With the black teethed clamps on its teats this pig had to get on its knees and crawl around for a bit. Getting horny from the ...

Last night in bed the plug was feeling a bit painful so this slave was afraid that it would have to take it out at some point today. Luckily that was not the case and apart from some irritation now and then the plug felt pretty good all day. And horny too, the more comfortable the plug is the more horny it feels. It remembers that also from its smaller plug (the Tantus Ryder) where there are moments that the only feeling that remains is this deep horny glow in its prostate. Master mentioned the metal NJOY plug and said it might be a good plug for this pig as well. It is heavier and therefore probably also feels more present. The stem has less girth to it so it would have less of a stretching effect. But this pig can imagine that it would be a very comfortable and horny plug and reads a lot of positive reviews about it. This evening Master gave this pig some cock sucking training wearing its pig tail plug and extra weights on its balls. But first it was told to get itself horny ...

Master stated that the ultimate form of freedom is the option to give up that freedom and to surrender oneself to another. In the same vein this slave feels that there is paradoxically a certain freedom to be found in the surrender itself, especially if it is total. A freedom from choice, from being dependent on comfort, possessions etc., a freedom from personal norms and values that one was brought up with and might have to change or give up, a freedom from depending on ones self image / identity even. A freedom in which it can be felt that none of those things truly define ones inner self or are truly necessary for ones happiness or in fact that it is more happy when relieved of those things. An ideal to strive towards, surely, this slave knows that this kind of total surrender is certainly not something that can be done overnight and will be an ongoing path with obstacles and limits. But there is a very interesting tension in the process itself, scary and satisfying at the same ti...

Today another day where this slave got to enjoy the plug in its cunt. It was aware of its presence all day, plugged at home and later plugged while walking in the city center, plugged the whole time. The plug is feeling relatively comfortable but from time to time there is also some discomfort/irritation from the constant stretch which gives this slave the feeling that it has to be a little careful in its movements or when it is sitting down, and that subtle restriction keeps its aware of its cunt and its plugged status throughout the day. But as this pig's horniness grows every day that it doesn't cum, so do the horny sensations of the plug, a constant glowing/aching horniness against the pig's prostate, varying in intensity, which also activates the pig's teats which become horny, sensitive and tingly. It is enjoying the horniness but it is also sometimes frustrating, and it is then enjoying the controlled feeling, knowing that the plug will have to stay in, no esca...

Today is the 5th day in a row for this slave being constantly plugged, during daytime and at nights with The Hitch and in the evenings either with its pig tail or with the TitanMen dildo/plug. It makes this pig horny and it is enjoying the control which doesn't let it forget its status as an owned slave. Today this slave could feel a bit of a sore spot in its cunt and Master said that as long as it doesn't get worse, the plug stays in. Such enforcing statements and the fact that the plug is still feeling nice and horny as it is writing this (so indeed no necessity to remove it), strengthens the feeling of its cunt being owned and that this slave has to get used to the fact that the stuffed feeling, the horny stimulation on its prostate and the nightly frustrations seem to be a permanent situation again. The desire to be controlled, to give up control, can be almost impossible to explain to those who do not feel the same way. And yet it can feel strong and fulfilling to be con...

Yesterday's teat torture has left the pig's teats sensitive and tingly and together with its plug it caused a horny night. It was a little bit nervous whether its Master would be disappointed that His slave did not wear the clamps at least as long as the day before. Instead, Master gave it a bit of a break for this evening. No teat torture or edging, more or less free but wearing the TitanMen in its cunt and extra weights until it went to bed. Today at work the pig's teats felt horny and tingly from the torture but also from the plug constantly stimulating its horniness. It could feel its jaws ache a bit from yesterday's ball gag and could also feel that its plugged cunt was a bit tired and sensitive today. The effect of both of this was a feeling that this slave has been calling an "aching horniness". It is a weird combination of being horny and aching/being tired that it can feel in its whole body and which makes it want to open its snout wide and stick ou...

This pig slept with a plug in its cunt and was happy that this morning the plug still felt good and horny. During the day the plug started becoming even more comfortable and horny and slowly but surely the feeling of being plugged 24/7 is starting to return. Strengthened by the fact that this pig kept itself plugged during its workout as Master expects it to do. Lots of leg exercises and kicks made sure the pig's cunt got a good workout. For this evening this slave was instructed to edge while watching videos of slaves being fucked deep, hard and in humiliating ways. It had to do this wearing its ball gag and extra weights on its balls, wearing the black teethed clamps with weights, and sitting on the TitanMen dildo. This slave kept itself on the edge of orgasm as it watched videos of slaves being fucked while bound over a table, with a collar and leash around their neck, their head being pulled upwards as they got fucked, slaves bound in fucking machines, and some slaves getting...

Last night in bed this slave was having semi-conscious dreams about its training. A kind of matter-of-factness to how the dynamic in the dreams felt. Master instructing and this slave doing as told. No thoughts, no feelings of humiliation, nothing remarkable about the difference in status between Master and slave. It was just the way it was, naturally. This slave was reminded of the man it saw in the park the other day with his dog, throwing frisbees, training his dog to start running only when he said so. The same kind of matter-of-factness. Both man and dog taking the man's positon of power over the dog for granted, the pleasure for the man not in being able to give orders to his dog, but in seeing if he can train and shape his dog to achieve certain effects. Another day at work while plugged, the plug again comfortable and stimulating the pig, and reminding it of its status. This evening this pig's training consisted of cock sucking, slow and deep. Wearing the black teet...

This morning this pig started its day by plugging its cunt as ordered by Master and got horny reading the instructions for its evening training: wearing the TitanMen plug in its cunt and extra weights on its balls, it is required to constantly play with its teats to stimulate its horniness. At least an hour and a half of wearing the clover clamps while edging and watching videos of slaves that are skilled at deepthroating. Master wants this slave to become proficient in that as well, and those videos inspire it for its next loan out to SIR. This pig went to work with an erection from the plug in its cunt, and arrived at work with a moist spot in its underwear, so this pig knew it would be a horny day. It was constantly stimulated by the plug, which made it feel horny and happy and satisfied. It was looking forward to the horniness of its evening training and the pig soon had a leaking cock as it started playing with its teats. The TitanMen plug as always deep in the pig's cunt,...

After a few days of relative rest, tomorrow Master is having this piglet wear a plug in its cunt again. This pig is looking forward to the feeling of control and how the plug constantly stimulates the pig's horniness once its cunt has come to accept its continuous presence. It is even looking forward to the nightly frustration of the plug, not giving its horniness a break, keeping its cock hard in its cockring and how the contractions of its erection then causes its cunt to contract on the plug, creating a constant cycle of horny stimulation. Last night in bed this pig was also feeling a bit frustrated because its teats were horny, sensitive and tingly, and moving in bed just seemed to stimulate them whenever they came in contact with the blankets or mattress. Today they felt stimulated also under its shirt when moving about. That is one thing that having rings in its teats will likely "help with": make them even more sensitive. Master is on holiday so no training ses...

Waking up with a straining erection and tingling teats, hungry for something in its cunt or snout, it was clear to this pig that the horniness is building up again and it was enjoying the powerless feeling of knowing the horniness is once again only going to get stronger, frustrating, shaping the pig's submissive thoughts and desires. It was enjoying the feeling of having no choice but to accept this horniness, no means to relieve itself of it, not for a few weeks at least. Being constantly horny for its Master. Lately many of its submissive thoughts have concerned control and humiliation. During its holiday one of the things it was thinking about was the teat rings Master is planning for the pig. It feels like that is no longer a question of if, but a question of when. For this slave horny in a sexual context, but humiliating in a non sexual context. Something this slave was well aware of when it was out camping, having fun in the water with the neighbour's kids, or just whe...

Relieved for a moment of its constant sexual tension, this slave felt like it slept better than it has in quite a while. Even though it woke up in the early morning from the cockring constraining its erection a bit too painfully. The pig's teats were sore as well and now that it is back from holiday it knows that it will have to get used again to having painful teats regularly. It helps and is only appropriate to treat them with udder cream to keep them in good condition. This slave's nervous submissive tension was triggered in the metro later this evening when a man was sitting across from it on the other side of the aisle and this slave thought he was secretly checking it out. At some point the man turned and positioned himself on his seat so that he was directly facing this slave, which felt like a subtle dominant act, almost as if he sensed this slave's submissiveness and thought, "hmm, this is interesting". This slave felt like prey, nervous as it lowered i...

Today this pig was used by SIR again. This slave was clearly feeling its submissive nervousness as it got dressed as instructed, locked the slave chain around its neck and went on its way to the loan out. In the car this slave was told to play with SIR's cock which was already hard and SIR was playing with the slave cock getting this pig hard and horny. This slave was told to undress and SIR applied clover clamps with heavy weights to the pig's teats and put a vibrating plug in the pig cunt. The weights pulled the clamps off a few times, dropping to the floor, and making the teats sore and raw. The pig had an outstanding punishment for a few mistakes so SIR told it to get on all fours to receive 50 hits on its ass with the leather paddle. Then he sat on the couch and let the pig crawl over to first sniff and then suck his cock. SIR led the pig by the chain around its neck as it was crawling to the bedroom for more cock sucking and pleasuring. It took SIRs cock deep in its s...

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It felt good for this pig to be back in training by its Master today. The pig had been longing for the horny stimulation. It felt very horny to spread its legs super wide as it was making its cock leak by stimulating its teats. Open, exposed and deeply horny for its Master. This slave felt that Master was also enjoying having His horny pig back, and that He was looking forward to soon having the pig wear a plug 24/7 in its cunt again, and then moving up to a bigger one, making sure the pig has a stiff cock almost permanently. Master also expressed His intentions with the pig's body; rings in the pig teats, a PA in its cock, a ring through its snout, slave tatoos on several parts of its body. Asserting His ownership of this slave's body. For Master to modify His slave in this way is very intense /scary  for this slave. With the tatoos it is wondering if it will ever get to such a point in its slavery that it is prepared to surrender to such permanent marks of its slavery. At...

This holiday this slave had some time to reflect on the developments of its feelings of slavery and it feels almost like a new perspective is dawning as it comes to realize more and more how deep those feelings actually run, and that they are maybe not motivated by horniness (although they are causing a lot of that) but by a drive for self actualization, a drive to grow and to live a life more true to its inner reality and feelings, and to work on that which is in the way. Feeling more clearly what surrender of control really means, feeling how intense and powerful that can be, feeling what this slave is really giving. Facing internal conflict and struggles because of it, because not being in control can also be scary, humiliating and very vulnerable. And feeling that there are certainly a lot of obstacles to the surrender that this slave will have to overcome sooner or later. The life of a slave not easy, but with a lot of potential to be very fulfilling. This slave is dealing with ...

7 weeks of chastity has put this slave in a deeply horny and submissive state. Spending three weeks in relative freedom but super horny and with no permission to touch itself strengthened the feeling that its body is not its own. Lying in bed with horny teats and a stiff cock with nothing to do than surrender to being horny and long for the moment that its body is used again. The urge to cum has been increasing by the day. A pressure in its balls and in its prostate, the pig's mind constantly bombarded with all kinds of submissive feelings and fantasies (more on those in later blog posts). The need to get fucked or to feel a big plug in its cunt. Especially the first few weeks of its holiday it was counting down the days till its next chance to cum. Knowing that it is not even counting down to a sure release, but that it is dependent on being able to please SIR to satisfaction. When this pig came home it had its slave attire waiting for it on the table: the cockring, ballweight...