Thoughts on the desire to be controlled
Today is the 5th day in a row for this slave being constantly plugged, during daytime and at nights with The Hitch and in the evenings either with its pig tail or with the TitanMen dildo/plug. It makes this pig horny and it is enjoying the control which doesn't let it forget its status as an owned slave. Today this slave could feel a bit of a sore spot in its cunt and Master said that as long as it doesn't get worse, the plug stays in. Such enforcing statements and the fact that the plug is still feeling nice and horny as it is writing this (so indeed no necessity to remove it), strengthens the feeling of its cunt being owned and that this slave has to get used to the fact that the stuffed feeling, the horny stimulation on its prostate and the nightly frustrations seem to be a permanent situation again.
The desire to be controlled, to give up control, can be almost impossible to explain to those who do not feel the same way. And yet it can feel strong and fulfilling to be controlled, to have no say or power. Most of the control Master exerts currently is sexual in nature, such as the fact that this slave is allowed an orgasm typically once every few weeks and only after getting permission from a satisfied customer. Of course the weekday evening training sessions and also the requirement that the slave wear its cockring and ball weight 24/7. Sometimes that feels thrilling and horny, such as when its cock is straining in the cock ring creating a frustrating loop with the plug, or when this slave is not wearing trousers or wears loose-fitting ones and can feel its balls swing low and heavy as it walks. But it is not always a thrill, there are of course mundane or annoying aspects as well such as clanking noises at work, and painful pinching of the skin of the ball sack when moving in its seat. But even those serve to remind this slave of the control it doesn't have; it doesn't have to consider removing the cock ring and/or weight, because Master wants them on.
This slave found an interesting blog about a guy who is living as a housebound slave in permanent shackles, an extreme form of control with a lot of practical implications. It is insightful and this slave can relate to many of the considerations and reluctances surrounding the need to give up control, and it is a fascinating example of how the need for slavery can lead one down a path that seems so opposite to what many would consider an ideal life (who would want their freedom constrained?), and yet for those who are drawn to it contain such a strong potential for fulfilment.
The desire to be controlled, to give up control, can be almost impossible to explain to those who do not feel the same way. And yet it can feel strong and fulfilling to be controlled, to have no say or power. Most of the control Master exerts currently is sexual in nature, such as the fact that this slave is allowed an orgasm typically once every few weeks and only after getting permission from a satisfied customer. Of course the weekday evening training sessions and also the requirement that the slave wear its cockring and ball weight 24/7. Sometimes that feels thrilling and horny, such as when its cock is straining in the cock ring creating a frustrating loop with the plug, or when this slave is not wearing trousers or wears loose-fitting ones and can feel its balls swing low and heavy as it walks. But it is not always a thrill, there are of course mundane or annoying aspects as well such as clanking noises at work, and painful pinching of the skin of the ball sack when moving in its seat. But even those serve to remind this slave of the control it doesn't have; it doesn't have to consider removing the cock ring and/or weight, because Master wants them on.
This slave found an interesting blog about a guy who is living as a housebound slave in permanent shackles, an extreme form of control with a lot of practical implications. It is insightful and this slave can relate to many of the considerations and reluctances surrounding the need to give up control, and it is a fascinating example of how the need for slavery can lead one down a path that seems so opposite to what many would consider an ideal life (who would want their freedom constrained?), and yet for those who are drawn to it contain such a strong potential for fulfilment.
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