Thoughts on control and humiliation
Waking up with a straining erection and tingling teats, hungry for something in its cunt or snout, it was clear to this pig that the horniness is building up again and it was enjoying the powerless feeling of knowing the horniness is once again only going to get stronger, frustrating, shaping the pig's submissive thoughts and desires. It was enjoying the feeling of having no choice but to accept this horniness, no means to relieve itself of it, not for a few weeks at least. Being constantly horny for its Master.
Lately many of its submissive thoughts have concerned control and humiliation. During its holiday one of the things it was thinking about was the teat rings Master is planning for the pig. It feels like that is no longer a question of if, but a question of when. For this slave horny in a sexual context, but humiliating in a non sexual context. Something this slave was well aware of when it was out camping, having fun in the water with the neighbour's kids, or just when it was walking about bare chested because of the warm weather. It thought quite a bit about what it would be like to be in that situation with heavy rings in its teats. To look so overtly sexual in such contexts is difficult. Quite a step further than the much more subtle humiliation of having its teats on display due to the circles it is required to shave around it. But ever since Master first expressed the intention to the pig that He was going to put rings in the pig's teats there has been this ongoing rocky process of acceptance. Accepting its status as possession, which makes it Master's choice to make, and accepting the consequences of that choice. It's probably the best thing this slave can do for itself.
Last Thursday this slave was allowed to wear a coat to travel to SIR, because of the weather. This pig kept its coat a bit unzipped so SIR's big slave chain around its neck was visible to others when it was underway. Partly because it had the feeling that was what its Master would expect anyway, and partly because it wanted to experiment with its feelings surrounding the humiliation, to see if it could let in more of its feeling of being on display as a slave rather than trying to feel like mister 'normal guy' who just happens to have a chain around its neck. It helped to put it in a submissive mind set and fueled its nervous tension.
Lately many of its submissive thoughts have concerned control and humiliation. During its holiday one of the things it was thinking about was the teat rings Master is planning for the pig. It feels like that is no longer a question of if, but a question of when. For this slave horny in a sexual context, but humiliating in a non sexual context. Something this slave was well aware of when it was out camping, having fun in the water with the neighbour's kids, or just when it was walking about bare chested because of the warm weather. It thought quite a bit about what it would be like to be in that situation with heavy rings in its teats. To look so overtly sexual in such contexts is difficult. Quite a step further than the much more subtle humiliation of having its teats on display due to the circles it is required to shave around it. But ever since Master first expressed the intention to the pig that He was going to put rings in the pig's teats there has been this ongoing rocky process of acceptance. Accepting its status as possession, which makes it Master's choice to make, and accepting the consequences of that choice. It's probably the best thing this slave can do for itself.
Last Thursday this slave was allowed to wear a coat to travel to SIR, because of the weather. This pig kept its coat a bit unzipped so SIR's big slave chain around its neck was visible to others when it was underway. Partly because it had the feeling that was what its Master would expect anyway, and partly because it wanted to experiment with its feelings surrounding the humiliation, to see if it could let in more of its feeling of being on display as a slave rather than trying to feel like mister 'normal guy' who just happens to have a chain around its neck. It helped to put it in a submissive mind set and fueled its nervous tension.
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