Reflection on its feelings of slavery

This holiday this slave had some time to reflect on the developments of its feelings of slavery and it feels almost like a new perspective is dawning as it comes to realize more and more how deep those feelings actually run, and that they are maybe not motivated by horniness (although they are causing a lot of that) but by a drive for self actualization, a drive to grow and to live a life more true to its inner reality and feelings, and to work on that which is in the way. Feeling more clearly what surrender of control really means, feeling how intense and powerful that can be, feeling what this slave is really giving. Facing internal conflict and struggles because of it, because not being in control can also be scary, humiliating and very vulnerable. And feeling that there are certainly a lot of obstacles to the surrender that this slave will have to overcome sooner or later. The life of a slave not easy, but with a lot of potential to be very fulfilling.

This slave is dealing with some personal emotions that are in the way and for that reason its Master allowed it take some time for those instead. Still with the pig tail in its cunt and extra weights on its balls to make it feel a bit of its slave status nonetheless.

The pig's cunt clearly has to get used to the plug again, after an evening and night sleeping with t the plug felt cramped and uncomfortable today due to the sphinchter being tired and this slave knows from experience that it can take a while before its cunt surrenders and accepts that the plug is not leaving. Master certainly didn't remove it today.