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Slimy humiliation

This evening the pig got to explore THE IMPALER...with its mouth. It had been receiving orders to smear its precum on it for a few weeks and so something like this was in the back of its mind. The pig was told to lick and pleasure it, imagining how it would soon slide into its cunt. Edging with clover clamps swinging on its teats, Titan in its cunt. Licking it made the dried up precum slimy again; the texture, the salty taste and the re-activated smell were making the pig retch. It felt humiliated but encouraged by Master's enjoyment. It still has the taste in its mouth as it is writing this blog post. The pig was reminded of the fatness of THE IMPALER by being told to try to get the cock head into its mouth. Which after a while it finally managed. In the process the soreness of opening its jaws wide reminded it of yesterday's ball gag. The pig has THE IMPALER standing on its desk so it can look at it as it is working during the day. Tonight the pig is to take it to bed a...

THE IMPALER

The slave felt horny and submissive when it presented itself for its training session this evening. Gagged and with the Titan in its cunt as ordered. Producing a leaking cock for its Master by playing with its teats. Smearing the precum on its new fat dildo, which from now on will be called THE IMPALER. Master gave the dildo this name based on the slave's suggestion, because of the role it will have in its life. The pig has yet to feel it in its cunt but it will be trained to take it all the way in, to sit on it, be impaled on it, in ways that will certainly not always be comfortable for the slave, but satisfying for its Master. To the slave, the all caps name that Master chose helps to feel the respect and submission it should feel towards this object of dominance, a symbol of Master's dominance. During its training session Master had the pig focus on THE IMPALER and imagine it sliding into its cunt. He said He might let the slave cum when its cunt manages to take it quite...

Submissive feelings and frustration

The pig climbed in bed last night with a straining stiff cock that would not go down, feeling frustrated as it was trying to fall asleep despite its horniness. It dreamt of slavery, being naked and horny and woke up horny again. The slave got up, put the plug back in its cunt and felt submissive reading Master's remark about having the pig wear a bigger permanent plug at some point. It has been feeling a pressure in its balls especially the past few days since the ball weight training last Thursday. The blue balls feeling adds to the frustration due to the association with them being under pressure and ready to burst. And the deep horniness of not having cum for a couple of weeks and fueled by its plug today is causing a horny submissive tension. It saw some pictures online of slaves submissively sucking cock and was thinking about its loanouts to SIR, to the moments of anticipation before being allowed to take his cock in its mouth. The desire, and the gratitude when it finall...

About having no choices

This morning the pig put the plug in its cunt again. The plug is now normally comfortable during the day and fueling the horniness. It feels a certain relief that it can now wear it continuously during the day more or less without issues, that it can be plugged like its Master wants. Sometimes it feels like a slightly humiliating invasion, sometimes there is a deep horny glow and some frustration. There are times that it forgets it is plugged. It likes to think that it means its cunt will accept its presence as the default and get so used to the plug that it will feel wrong and empty without. Master commented that a slave needs clear structures and that as a slave it does not have to think, simply do what it Master tells it to do. There is a certain liberation in not having to think about the choices, about what it wants, and to yield that to its Master. For instance it does not have to think whether it wants to be experiencing frustration and pain each weekday evening in the trainin...

Plug, dildo, getting fucked

This slave has had the heavy chain locked around its neck for nearly two weeks now. It is getting used to the feeling although in bed it really makes itself known and its weight and how it is tangled around its neck each morning when it wakes up is an immediate reminder of its slavery. Getting up, putting the plug back in its cunt for the day. That has been another ritual for the past two weeks, another thing that is starting to feel normal. The horny glow that the plug produces at moments during the day, the relaxation of its cunt, surrendering because it knows the plug is not going to stop invading it, causes a submissive feeling. And so does the knowledge that next week the fat dildo will be the focus of its training sessions and that it will enter its cunt as Master will start dilating it. The horny submissive bent over position last week and fucking itself with the Titan plug are still in its memory and make it horny to imagine again. Vulnerably exposed and available to be fuc...

Balls training

This evening the pig's balls received some stretching training. Master had it attach its ball bag weight, stretched taut standing on the floor during the edging. He commanded it around, making it stand up with legs spread, walk around feeling everything bounce and torture its balls, and made it repeat standing up and sitting down for a while. Alternating between feeling the weight on its balls or the mat digging into its ass and the Titan pressing deep in its cunt. All the while making sure to swing all the weights on its balls and teats. The black clamps with heavy weights torturing the teats as it was edging slowly and focusing on the stimulation of its teats and cunt as the primary source of horniness. Its teats feeling horny, painful, overstimulated as the pig kept itself near orgasm. As it is writing this, its teats are horny and sore and the cords of its balls sensitive. When its Master left, the slave was told that it was allowed to watch stimulating videos during the re...

Bending over to get fucked

The pig's cunt with the Titan plug still inside is feeling frustratingly horny right now. Master had it ride on its Titan plug in anticipation of the new dildo that will be initiated soon, and had it further smeared with precum. It got horny from feeling it move in its cunt during the teat play, and from the pain of grinding its ass on the mat in the process. The slave was told to bend over with legs spread, clover clamps with weights hanging down from its teats, which was a humiliating and horny submissive position. Master told it to imagine that it was offering its cunt to be fucked. It was fantasizing about being made to stand like that at a sex party, very exposed and inviting, open for business. Ready for anyone to fuck it, with Master's approval, as a slave with no rights to prevent any horny guy from doing so. Master made it move the Titan plug in its cunt and heavily swing the weights on its balls, which made the imagination of someone roughly fucking it and thrusti...

Edging and teat play for its Master

This pig was again given time off from a session this evening, and instead it was given permission to play with its teats and to edge. It made use of that permission in a slow, sensual kind of stimulation of its teats and some slow edging. Feeling what feels good, just drenching itself in the horny feelings, letting them flow freely. Softly rubbing and pulling its enlarged pig teats. Feeling the plug in its cunt glow hornily. An upkeep of its horniness. Of course the pig gets a lot of horny pleasure from its stimulation, but it actually experiences its slavery quite strongly in doing so. And that is not even so much because of the frustration of arousing itself without cumming, the blue balls at the end. It is the meaning of the permission that it feels when it indulges, the knowledge that whatever horny pleasure it experiences is always for and under the control of its Master. And, how fundamental He wants that horniness ingrained in the pig, the importance He places on it being an...

Anticipating the suffering and the dildo...soon enough

Master told the slave to prepare for a couple of heavy sessions and the initiation of the dildo this week. And seeing the dildo standing on its desk kept that on its mind today. Being given the prospect of heavy sessions always puts the slave in its place a little bit, as it can feel the dominant pleasure of the fact that this is simply something that can be done with and to the slave, that it has no choice about. At the same time the suffering and frustration in the sessions is what it needs. Aching balls this morning reminding it of its reality -- always the frustrating buildup of seed over the period of weeks, followed by a repeated release in severe pain and suffering. And then it just starts over again... This evening however, Master decided to not yet use the slave after it reported that it felt it needed some space for itself and for how it was feeling. As a slave it never finds that easy to do, but it helps that Master expects the honesty from His slave and that it is impor...

Maybe the large dildo soon

Tomorrow the pig's training sessions will continue again. Endurance of frustration and pain to provide its Master with some pleasure. The horny humiliation that that is its place. A place of lowness that it craves to feel in all kinds of ways. That it is a body to toy with and a piece meat to fuck. And perhaps this week Master will initiate His large dildo by having it inserted in the pig's cunt. Then it will be feeling its cunt stretched open, which will make it feel its surrender and defenselessness in its position as a slave. Its body violated this way if and when its Master chooses to. And writing this makes the plug in its cunt glow hornily. The plug has now been in its cunt all day every day for a week. It was driving the pig crazy with horniness this morning, teats tingling, pressure in its balls, straining erections. Erections with no purpose, just a natural primitive response to the pent up horniness. When its cock will be locked up, it will even be denied those ...

Inspiration by slave with weights on nipple rings

After a couple of days of horny intensity, this weekend Master is giving the pig's body some rest. Plug in its cunt during the day remains a constant, but no edging, and also a break from the suction cups. So that the skin can have some rest and its body can recharge before the training continues. Yesterday on FetLife the pig saw this picture of a slave, naked in chastity with weights hanging from his nipple rings, doing some work in the kitchen. It was triggered by the picture knowing that Master will want the pig teats ringed as well and has also previously mentioned the idea of attaching small weights to them for the pig to feel on a permanent basis. Thoughts that are going to the slave's mind as it sees such pictures, especially with the suction cup training and the feeling of their constant stimulation fresh in memory, and its teats stinging a little bit from their effect. The plug in its cunt is intensifying the moments where it gets horny by how it presses against i...

Slave regime continues

This slave spent the day mostly inside as probably many others. A day in which it was feeling its body a lot as Master has it on a regime that is keeping its horniness peaked. Plug in its cunt, suction cups on its teats, edging for 5 minutes every hour. The edging has the purpose to increase the pressure in its balls. Master will have it cum three times in a row next time. And the slave cock is simply a means to achieve this pressure increase by dialing the horniness and sperm production up, time and again. Bringing itself near orgasm, keeping itself there for a few minutes, and then stop again. The precum production apparently cannot really keep up with this, and was noticeably less today. The plug in its cunt all day is adding to the horniness, making it feel its cunt, and reminding it constantly of its purpose, to be filled, trained, fucked. The large dildo standing on its table, waiting patiently to stretch it open. The suction cups on its teats are the most intense, physical...

Edging session with sore teats

It is a submissive feeling to wake up frustrated and with a heavy slave chain around the neck. It is a chain that SIR provided and which it wears when being loaned out to him for use. The circumstances unfortunately did not allow a loanout today. But the slave chain, which has been constantly around the slave's neck since monday morning, has certainly helped to keep it in a mindset of submission. This evening Master had the slave gagged and edging with the black clamps on its teats. The dildo in front of it which was further covered with precum during the session. The slave can only look at it and imagine what it will do to its cunt. Master is thinking of starting with the training next week. And to prepare it He had it watch videos of slaves whose cunts were being invaded by big dildos. Like this one , a well trained cunt preparing for a fist, and this machine fucked slave . The slave was a bit afraid when the black clamps were put on its teats because of how painful they were...

Training of already sensitive pig balls

After another day of wearing suction cups and swinging of its balls, the pig could feel its teats and balls well. Increasing the pressure in its balls by hourly 5 minute edging sessions got it frustrated. Its cunt constantly feeling the plug. And this evening in its training session the plug was again replaced by the Titan and when it started playing with its teats they felt sore but also super horny. Sitting with legs spread, balls hanging getting its cock to leak it was feeling horny as it was imagining that it was making its Master horny with its being a horny pig. Clover clamps with weights went on the pig's sore teats and created an intense horny pain as if they were directly clamping and pulling the nerve bundles in its teats. It was reminded of its slave status by the fact that Master ordered it to get its ball bag weight. Feeling the humiliation that its balls would receive heavy training when they were already sensitive, knowing that its Master knew this and wanted it ...

Sleeping with the dildo, dildo on its desk

The pig slept with the dildo in bed, connecting it in an intimate way to the object that is going to regularly stretch its cunt open. Feeling the size, the shape and the weight of it during the night made it feel horny and submissive. And today the dildo was on its desk, making the slave horny, feeling the dildo's dominance, a constant confrontation, like it was claiming the space in its daily life, a constant reminder also of why it is there and what it is going to do to the pig's cunt. For the rest it was another day of ball swinging with legs spread, an exposed position, and suction cups on the teats during its work day, with chain around its neck and plug in its cunt. Hourly edging. Burning teats at the end of the day from the stretching, and sensitive balls feeling as if they are already under a lot of pressure. In its training session this evening Master trained the desire and anticipation of the pig cunt for the big dildo, and had the pig watch videos of slaves takin...

An object of worship and dominance

The slave was booked to be loaned out to SIR coming Thursday, but due to the circumstances surrounding the Corona outbreak, Master and SIR decided it would be better to not use the slave. It is looking forward to being of service to SIR once the situation allows for this again. And as said yesterday the slave was working at home today, plug in its cunt, suction cups on its teats and slave chain around its neck. Master wanted it to sit with its legs spread as much as possible, letting its heavy balls swing, and also to edge for 5 minutes every hour to encourage the pressure buildup in its balls. The suction and edging frustrated it. The spread legged position and the swinging of its balls made it feel like a horny pig. The plug was making its cunt super horny. So the horniness was playing a central role in its day. This evening in its training, the pig was having its new dildo in front of it on its desk. It has not yet tried out the dildo in its cunt, that is Master's prerogati...

Working from home the coming time, like a slave

The spreading of the Corona virus is leading to some drastic measures for many people, and it makes that the slave will be working at home the coming weeks. That creates possibilities for a more explicit expression of its slavery, and Master will have the pig working with its plug in its cunt and tomorrow morning also the heavy slave chain will be locked around its neck. He might be giving the slave small orders as well if He feels like it. The slave is excited about being able to feel its status even more clearly the coming time and thankful to its Master for making it feel what it is. And of course it provides an extra opportunity to wear the suction cups for longer periods of time to train the pig teats. Something that generates both excitement and a nervous tension, the intensity of the cups all day and the knowledge that this will increase the speed at which they will be enlarged. For the rest the slave is feeling the horniness climb further, which makes it feel submissive. Th...

New dildo arrived

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The past days the slave has felt the after effects of its torturous orgasm session. A sore glowing ass reminding it of the spikes and a horny cunt from the impalement. Already the horniness is climbing fast again, and that creates a slavelike feeling. Balls drained by its Master only to face the next period of chastity and pressure buildup. The horniness fueling its desires to be available to be used by SIR next Thursday and pleasure his cock with its slave mouth. Master commented that since the slave shot its second load already after 15 minutes, it should surely be able to cum three times next time. And the slave is looking forward to working harder and suffering longer next time, to meet its Master's expectations. Its cunt and ass are already getting horny again from the feeling memory. The new dildo that Master chose for the slave arrived yesterday. Holding it and feeling the weight made the imposing size extra real. A size that is creating a horny tension, knowing Master w...

Cumming twice, in pain

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The pig has a painful red ass and teats, and shaking legs, from an intense session in which Master had it cum twice in a row while sitting on its torture bench. It had had a frustrating day, it had a slight case of blue balls and like yesterday its teats had been craving the painful stimulation. So it was looking forward to the black clamps on its teats, with extra weights like yesterday. Gagged, and with its standard plug in its cunt. First the pig was on all fours slobbering on the plug of the torture bench to make it wet for what was to come. Feeling the standard plug in its own cunt, warming it up for the impalement. Master had it squat over the plug and then sit down on the spikes. Pressing its ass down on them. In great pain but super horny too. It was to get off the plug, back to a squatting position and then after a while ramming itself back on the bench, refreshing the pain this way, moaning. The pain and the burning shaking upper legs from the squatting positions helping ...

Teat torture, chastity developments

The pig is once again frustratedly horny after a training session with edging and teat torture. The slave does not have to expect cumming and in fact Master talked about several options for a chastity device for His slave to wear. He also sent it a picture on FetLife of a pretty cruel device for inspiration, the pig got very horny from the deviousness, and from the imagined suffering that would occur with any erection attempt. A good punishment for a slave and stern reminder that it is under strict control...a masochist part within the pig craving that kind of torturous predicament. The extra weights on the pig teats have become the default now...and this evening they even got to wear some extra because they were enjoying the weights so much. The teats were craving the pain. Master expected the pig to keep swinging the clover clamps on its teats with about 150g hanging from each clamp. When near the edge of orgasm that turns into such a horny pain...and so frustrating too. With that...

Ball weight training, new steps

Nightly frustration and waking up very frustrated in the morning have been something for the slave to deal with the past few days. This morning was no exception, a painfully throbbing cock and a moaning slave. The pig snout was ball gagged during its training this evening, adding to its slavelike feeling. The training involved the ball bag weight, Master had it do squats and walk around with the weight swinging from its balls. And He made it stand in the corner for 15 minutes with its legs spread while edging, it felt the humiliation of standing there -- put there -- knowing it is simply something to obey because that is what it is a slave for. The pig had extra weights on the black clamps as Master wanted and got super frustrated while edging and making them swing while sitting on the Titan plug. Feeling its whole body burn with horniness. Its cunt super horny and thinking about the new 11 inch dildo that it ordered. Master is also thinking about some new things to have His slav...

A new challenge for the pig cunt

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Master had a horny slave today who again had a frustrating night and morning, feeling well aware of its slavery and that it is controlled, feeling submissive from the pleasure that its Master takes in the slave's frustration and sexual suffering which are therefore part of its daily life. This evening the pig's training was picked up again and Master had it suck its dildo during the edging. Swinging the black clamps on its teats and the weights on its balls. Feeling impaled by the Titan plug. Edging and associating the cock sucking with the horniness flowing through its body and horny stimulation. Feeling like a slave, working on its primary purpose. Feeling the dildo enter deep, letting it fuck its throat. Master wants to train the pig cunt further and that means depth and width training. He selected some suitable implements that will be a challenge for the pig but made its cunt horny in anticipation. To start out with, the pig was told to order this big 11 inch dildo tha...

Preparing to get back in the rhythm

Frustrating hard erections in bed last night made the ball weights squeeze its balls and made the pig moan in frustration and torment. And so it got up with a blue balls feeling, the feeling of being under control, a submissive owned feeling. Increased by Master promising it a couple of hard sessions the coming week to make up for lost training... Back into the rhythm of horny stimulation, frustration, humiliation and pain. Something the pig looks forward to because of its need to be used and to feel its status as a slave. And so it is also happy that soon SIR will be borrowing the slave again from its Master, for an evening to play with it, have it suck his cock no doubt, being available for whatever happens to give him pleasure. Because that is what using a slave is about.

Being livestock

The pig is clearly starting to feel better from its cold and is anticipating the continuation of its training next week. Its teats tingling and longing for the stimulation and the clamps. Looking forward to a plugged cunt and sitting naked on its pain mat. Working for its Master on further filling its pig balls with seed. Today more thoughts of being livestock, living life as an owned and kept animal. A fantasy that for this pig combines degradation, control, a primal outdoor connection and a certain lack of inhibition, freedom to leave human concern for dignity behind. Naked and dirty as its normal state, kept locked up, eating what is fed to it, used and bred and trained as its Owner sees fit. The pig went for a walk and felt the weights on its balls swing, knowing Master is cultivating low hanging pig balls. The pig is also just very horny...a horny energy starting in its underbelly that it can feel in its whole body and makes it feel submissive and full of desires, and makes it...

Animalistic inspirations

The pig has slightly sore balls from the ball weights today, as they have been swinging and pulling on the balls all day and often got a quick squeeze from getting trapped when getting up after sitting. It is a horny kind of soreness, a frustrating dull pressure that puts its mind to its slavery and pigdom and to being under control, daily mild suffering that it has gotten used to. It gives a subtle but profound submissive feeling to know that it does not wear the ball weights for a temporary thrill or horny feeling, but because it is made to wear them, permanently, for weeks, months, years on end. Whether it enjoys them or not. Often it is in the mundane moments, like when cleaning the kitchen counter, that it reflects on this as it feels its movements causing the ball weights to swing. The pig got inspired by some pictures from a guy on FetLife . A pig with heavy chain around his neck slobbering food from a trough that other animals are at the same time also eating from. Crawli...

Frustration while sick

The pig was still having this odd combination of feeling sick and being very horny today. A frustrating horny / slightly painful pressure in its balls, prostate, and tingling teats. Horny waves in its body that seem to flow with little restriction. The horniness making it feel submissive and controlled, frustrated. It knows that what its body needs is rest. But the horniness makes that it can't help having these horny desires for humiliation and use. In this horniness it was watching a some horny videos. Seeing guys fuck themselves with dildos causing a horny desire in its cunt. And a few videos of men pigging out, following their horny pleasures as they please, jerking off and then cum. A freedom this slave no longer has, and its horniness is not for itself, it is a state it is in only because that is pleasing to its Master. And in the peaks of its frustration, it can often feel the "gravity" of that reality.

Pig balls

The slave has been spending a few evenings under a blanket instead of being trained by its Master. Its body is getting some necessary rest to get better from its cold. It feels fluish but somehow the horny energy remains pretty strong in its body and so it feels its slavery in the frustration of the horniness buildup, nagging in its body, and the lack of control it has over being kept this way. It has been two weeks since MemasterU had it cum with the strong pain of the black clamps on its teats after having used the slave for the evening. And for the slave always an unknown when the next release may happen. And feeling the horny humiliation of being a pig, being called that and trained to think of itself like that by its Master, who found yesterday's photo of being attached by the balls appropriate for a pig. Held in place like a piece of livestock. Animalistic low hanging balls that He is slowly but surely creating on this pig. Feeling the heavy weights on a permanent basis, pu...

Ball weights

The horniness is a constant reminder of the pig's slavery and so are of course the weights on its balls day and night. This morning waking up with a pressured feeling from the weights. A horny feeling to wake up, sit up in bed with knees bent, put its balls between the thighs and then let them slowly drop, feeling the heaviness of the weights pulling them down leaving its stiff cock pointing forward in frustration. Knowing that the balls are carrying that kind of weight 24/7. The balls have pretty much gotten used to the extra weight and there is surprisingly little discomfort in the sense of pinches and burning, perhaps due to the weather getting warmer, perhaps due to the added flexibility of wearing two weights on top of each other. It makes the weights a bit more comfortable to wear. On FetLife the pig saw a picture of a slave with a ball weight, sitting on a stone ridge with a metal ring attached to the ridge between his legs, that his ball weight was attached to with a l...

Caught a cold, still horny

Unfortunately the slave has caught a cold and it was not fit for service; to prevent worse it spent the evening resting rather than serving its Master. It was nevertheless feeling quite horny and frustrated by how that horniness was nagging in its body. That put it in a similar mindset as yesterday: aware of its chastity, aware that it is kept horny without a break whether the slave feels good or bad. As something that goes without saying, just a normal state for a slave. At some point in the future perhaps affirmed by a chastity device, setting the slave further apart from normal men who can get hard and have sexual gratification when they choose. Made aware of that every time the slave cock tries to become erect. Not feeling fit, but also a horny slave thinking about humiliation and use.

Chastity device thoughts

Today the horniness was a bit calmer than yesterday and the slave enjoyed just being horny and happy knowing its horniness is under its Master's control. In the evening as the suction cups went on its teats and made them burn, the horniness climbed to frustration again and it was having thoughts about wearing a chastity device. A desire to feel its slavery in the constant confirmation and reminder that this control has been taken away from the slave, and that its horniness is meant for the horny pleasure of its superiors. And thinking about the training of its cunt. the pig would be getting its "relief" in a different way . Tomorrow the pig's training will continue again and its horniness stimulated further. Heavy filled balls and frustration for the pleasure of its Master.