Anticipating the suffering and the dildo...soon enough

Master told the slave to prepare for a couple of heavy sessions and the initiation of the dildo this week. And seeing the dildo standing on its desk kept that on its mind today. Being given the prospect of heavy sessions always puts the slave in its place a little bit, as it can feel the dominant pleasure of the fact that this is simply something that can be done with and to the slave, that it has no choice about.

At the same time the suffering and frustration in the sessions is what it needs. Aching balls this morning reminding it of its reality -- always the frustrating buildup of seed over the period of weeks, followed by a repeated release in severe pain and suffering. And then it just starts over again...

This evening however, Master decided to not yet use the slave after it reported that it felt it needed some space for itself and for how it was feeling. As a slave it never finds that easy to do, but it helps that Master expects the honesty from His slave and that it is important for its well being. The dildo will be waiting for it nevertheless; heavy sessions and feeling the large dildo in its cunt will happen soon enough.