Submissive feelings and frustration

The pig climbed in bed last night with a straining stiff cock that would not go down, feeling frustrated as it was trying to fall asleep despite its horniness. It dreamt of slavery, being naked and horny and woke up horny again. The slave got up, put the plug back in its cunt and felt submissive reading Master's remark about having the pig wear a bigger permanent plug at some point.

It has been feeling a pressure in its balls especially the past few days since the ball weight training last Thursday. The blue balls feeling adds to the frustration due to the association with them being under pressure and ready to burst. And the deep horniness of not having cum for a couple of weeks and fueled by its plug today is causing a horny submissive tension.

It saw some pictures online of slaves submissively sucking cock and was thinking about its loanouts to SIR, to the moments of anticipation before being allowed to take his cock in its mouth. The desire, and the gratitude when it finally gets to. Sometimes it can be somewhat humiliating just to feel its own submissive desires, the low inferior status that it seeks, its needs to serve and submit and be used. But they are deeply satisfying feelings as well.

Master told the slave to start thinking about an appropriate name for the new dildo that is going to be invading its cunt the coming time. The feelings it has been having so far about the dildo and that it has described on this blog, of it being an object of worship and of dominance, the knowledge what it is going to do to its cunt and how it is a tool for Master's control over the pig's body, these feelings go through its head as it feels the humiliation of thinking about a name that fits how it views it.