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Unfortunately this slave was not feeling well today and was not fit enough to serve for SIR's pleasure this evening. Master and SIR have rescheduled the loanout to next week. The beast feels thankful and is looking forward to that opportunity and the chance to provide the pleasure he requires and deserves. Soon enough the pig will be sucking SIR's cock and rimming his ass, and whatever else he may want, and it will have the chance to show its willingness to please and desire to subjugate itself. Thinking about that makes the beast horny. But its first priority is feeling better so it can be of use again.

As the days of not being allowed to cum increase, so does the pressure in the pig's balls and prostate which is a nagging, sometimes even a bit painful blue balls feeling. Reminders of the slave's lack of freedom and of its purpose of suffering for the pleasure of its Master. But the constant horniness is also a submissive pleasure. The beast woke up with a stiff cock and a horny cunt from the Titan yesterday which made it feel slutty. It folded away the blankets and was lying bare-assed, spreading its legs and rubbing its cunt in horny desire, as if it was being watched. Horny frustration but a horny uninhibited / exposed slutty feeling of sexual surrender. This evening the slave was given some rest in preparation of its loanout tomorrow. It has a submissive feeling thinking of its role as SIR's object of pleasure and is looking forward to being and feeling used. Being so horny is fueling that desire. When it was rubbing its cunt this morning it was thinking of how it ...

Thursday this slave will be rimming SIR's ass. A first time for this slave and something that has been playing through its head the past days. To the slave a very submissive activity that it imagines will make it feel its low position, reminded of being there only for the service and the pleasure of SIR. Thinking about it already makes it feel that way. Because its Master made His slave available for use, SIR has the right to use the slave in whatever way he enjoys without a need to concern himself with the pleasure of this slave, and in fact can expect the slave to do its best to provide the pleasure he is entitled to. Experiencing that as the reality of its existence is thrilling, and it makes the slave horny that it will be used in this particular way, horny from the humiliation and from how it will confirm and strengthens the above point in its mind. This evening Master had the pig wear its suction cups to train its teats, and the Titan in its cunt. In this state it was to ...

Horny in bed last night and squirming in frustration this morning when waking up. The slave has been frustrated the past couple of days and also today it has been feeling the horniness nagging in its body, its teats horny and tingling... That horny frustration is something to both love and hate. This morning: fantasizing about permanent chastity, about rarely/never cumming again. This evening: fearing that very same idea, feeling like the horniness is driving it up the wall, suffering from how it nags in its body, somewhat nervous for the stimulation in its training session just pumping more of that horniness into its body. The horniness makes it very much long to be used, humiliated, and so it is looking forward to a heavy session Thursday. In preparation Master had His pig practice its cock sucking. Frustrated from teat play and slow edging, and feeling the clover clamps hurt its teats, it spent about an hour sucking in a slow rhythm, keeping the dildo in its throat balls deep fo...

Again horny frustration and submissive feelings today. Waking up with a painful throbbing cock, rubbing sensitive against the blankets just like its teats. As always informing its Master of its frustrating horniness, but also knowing that it will be left in that frustration and that its desperation will just please its Master. A daily reminder that this is its life, no release and no control. Instead, longing to be used, humiliated, treated like the slave it is. Thinking of that need a lot during the day. And also needing the feeling that it has no choice in the matter. That next Thursday it will be used because SIR wanted to use it and Master decided to give him that pleasure, and that it is sent over once again like a whore to do SIR's bidding. It is almost difficult to put it in that way without sounding unwilling. But it is certainly not with reluctance, but with horniness and desire to please and to feel its place as a slave, and thankfulness for the opportunity, that it wil...

The pig was very horny today and dealing with its sexual frustration after now 85 days with no orgasm. Meaning today a glowing prostate and a slave cock that was often hard and throbbing. Freshly shaven teats made them tingly and sensitive under its clothes. Pent up horniness coursing through its body. The frustration making it feel submissive. The ball sac was loose and relaxed which made its balls hang low and heavy, swinging and brushing against its thighs. Always a bit of a humiliating feeling, balls that are clearly permanently stretched. And they are under pressure, a feeling best described like as if they have just been squeezed or hit. A feeling that fits the fantasy that is going through its head yesterday and today of them being abused by them being punched or kicked, which is a humiliating torture. Vulnerable, sensitive, inviting slave balls, and as it can imagine, fun to make the pig squeal and see it struggle with agony versus its need to endure it and prove itself. Or...

This pig is left in a frustrated state today after yesterday's session. Walking around with a stiff cock all morning, suction cups doing their work to enlarge its teats. Making them horny, burning, tingling. A horny cunt, blue balls. A slave, kept aware of its lack of control and kept ready and willing for use and abuse. Master is working on getting this beast to have real low hanging balls, always full and ready to be abused, punched, kicked. The ball weight that is hanging from them 24/7 helps with that, and so does the regular ball training with extra weights, like yesterday. It gets horny from picturing itself on all fours with its legs spread as its Master kicks its balls because He feels like it. Struggling to stay in position, to keep its balls accessible for more despite the pain, wanting to give itself for His pleasure. And realizing its place in life as a punching bag, just an object for horny entertainment, undergoing humiliation and suffering to provide the pleasure...

The pig presented itself for its training session this evening, horny, sitting on the Titanmen dildo and with extra weights on its balls including the 1.5 kg bag resting on the floor under tension, as is standard. Stimulating its teats and massaging away the pain from yesterday soon got it in a frustrating horny state, its cock leaking. Naked and legs spread, imagining its horniness in full view for Master's pleasure. The black clamps with extra weights attached felt intense when applied, biting hard into its teats, and the pig was instructed to edge really slowly while making them swing. It was mostly using this pain and the feeling of the dildo in its cunt to get itself to the edge. Licking up the precum like an animal. It was then time for some training of the balls of the beast, and Master had it stand up and swing the bag on its balls, and then walk around while making all the weights swing. Trying to keep its body relaxed and letting the horny and painful sensations in as...

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Last night the pig felt super horny / slutty and submissive from yesterday's session and the horny stimulation, feeling its sensitive and painful teats and a horny ache in its cunt. Unfortunately it woke up from pain of a developing sore spot and the plug had to be removed for today. After having been plugged for so long it was feeling a horny afterglow and an emptiness in its cunt today, and a desire to feel the plug again. And a very "open" feeling, difficult to describe but it is a feeling as if it is presenting itself to get fucked every time it bends down. Feeling like a slave. The knowledge of soon providing rimming service to SIR has been playing through its head quite a bit today, and was causing a submissive feeling, a humiliated feeling of really being an object for use. Something that gives it a stiff cock right now just writing about it. Horny that this is its reality, loaned out for the pleasure of SIR and others, expected to make that its only focus, and...

Master told the pig that SIR wants to be rimmed by it when it its loaned out next week. A good way to use a slave and so if he wants that, it will happen. To the pig that will be a first time. It is also special in the sense that it is not something it finds easy to do, and so it expects it will be feeling deeply humiliated and also that it will make it feel its place as a slave by being used in that way. That feeling is something that it can already look forward to and makes it feel very horny and submissive. Truth be told, its training as a slave so far and the constant horniness, and probably also some conditioning by being made to edge to rimming videos early on in its training (and this evening as well), have already changed its perspective on this act and so in its mind it is already less difficult as it felt when it started as Master's slave over two years ago. But it has never been a hard limit and the slave was assured from the start that it would at some point be provid...

Nighttime discomfort / pain of the cockring and ball weight due to erections from the plug have been plaguing the pig over the weekend. It is where it knows it is a slave. Some part of it might be cursing its frustration, the predicament, but a much stronger part feeling that this is part of its life and not something it has a choice about. Just something it has to deal with. The same goes for the fact that its cunt has been feeling a bit irritated from the plug today, making it walk and sit in certain ways to lessen the discomfort and avoid pain. Some part of it thinking what a relief it would be to be allowed to remove it, to be able to relax, a much stronger part wanting to be able to stay plugged and please its Master, hoping the irritation will subside, feeling that being plugged is how things should be. The suffering causes a certain resigned, humble feeling that makes it feel submissive and respectful to the control its Master has where it is not about its own enjoyment. It ...

This slave's throbbing cock in bed last night, painful from the restrictions of the cock ring and ball weight, was accompanied by a rather vivid dream of a horny guy eager to use the slave and in the process at some point fed it some Viagra. Funny how dreams sometimes incorporate the physical sensations of the moment. The pig was sitting on the couch looking at inspiring and arousing pictures of slaves being used, as it felt the plug glowing in its cunt and making it horny. Feeling submissive, thinking about its own status as an object of pleasure, plugged for its Master's enjoyment, its slave cock throbbing because it hasn't cum for so long. Which not only serves as a reminder of its lack of control and of being owned, and of its punishment, but also feels appropriate, fitting for a slave. And it can enjoy that staying horny and deprived makes it willing and focused on and deriving pleasure from the pleasure of its users. And longing to regularly experience being u...

The weekend has started for the pig and as it is writing this post, it feels the horniness of the plug still in its cunt, pressing against its prostate. Constantly filled up for more than a week now. Feeling it all the time, sometimes uncomfortable but horny most of the time. This afternoon a long train ride where the shaking of the train was translating into the plug and made it horny. Its teats sensitive and a bit painful from being stretched today, a couple of hours with the suction cups to cultivate pig teats. And it is thinking back to its training last week, stimulating its horniness, extensive sucking of its dildo and painful teats. And the image of servicing with a funnel in its snout, the degradation of being made to drink piss. That degradation has already been part of its fantasies, as its Master knows, and now the reality is slowly but surely following. And as far as its Master is concerned, it will be trained to long for it.

The pig was given a relatively relaxed evening today: edging while wearing the suction cups. It got horny watching one of the prison BDSM videos Master had sent it a while back, in which a prisoner was naked and hooded, and used for some extensive fucking. The prison guard using his fingers, having him bend over and fucking him with the baton before sticking his cock in for some good pounding, the prisoner clearly just a piece of meat to fuck. Naked and hooded and powerlessly used in that way and the pig felt its own desires to be fucked, and got horny thinking back to being fucked in a similar way by MemasterU. At the same time it was edging and feeling the plug glow in its cunt, edging as slowly as possible and trying to let the horniness of the plug and the horny burning/stretching feeling of the suction cups do the work of bringing it to the edge, the stimulation to its slave cock simply an aid rather than a main focus. The horniness was enjoyable, also had the slave hump the a...

This evening Master had the pig gagged. Sitting impaled on the Titan dildo with its legs spread and gagged made it feel submissive as it was working to produce a leaking slave cock for its Master, working to make itself horny. Master asked if the slave enjoyed the slave cocktail MemasterU had given it (it did), and He told it that eventually it would be drinking piss straight from the source. For the slave very humiliating to drink piss but also horny and very much asserting its position as a lowly pig, used as a urinal. Master had some more imagery of being used as a whore to plant in its mind, its cunt being so filled with cum that it leaks out, or plugged afterwards to keep it in. And being chained between urinals, with a funnel in its snout, waiting for men to fill it with their piss. An especially degrading situation, and one that made it very horny to imagine. Master made the pig look for videos in which slaves are being pissed in the mouth or drink piss straight from the coc...

Feeling the plug in its cunt all day is a reminder to the pig of its owned status and keeps it horny. That wearing the plug is relatively issue free, and that it can continue to wear it 24/7 is horny, but also a very relieving feeling; a cunt that is more useable for its Master's pleasure. The cunt is sensitive, and still has to be treated a bit carefully, but so far so good. This evening Master was not available and ordered the pig to spend the evening edging with the Titan in its cunt and the black clamps on its teats for at least an hour and a half. Keeping it busy with feeling its horniness and pig status. It watched some horny videos and browsed FetLife as it was keeping itself on the edge, feeling horny and slutty and frustrated. Licking up the produced precum as required, like a pig. It edged slowly to focus on the horniness itself, the feeling of the Titan in its cunt and the horny pain of the clamps on its teats. Although for some reason the clamps were particularly pa...

The beast received pictures and a video from its recent loanout to MemasterU, so it could see itself being used and eagerly sucking MemasterU's cock. Its service as a slave / whore was evaluated, as always, because although the slave may happen to enjoy the loanouts or parts thereof, in the end the only thing that matters is the pleasure and satisfaction that its users derive from loaning the slave from its Master. It was told that its cock sucking skills have been reasonably satisfactory to MemasterU. Room for improvement, so Master gave it some substantial cock sucking training this evening. Put to work for an hour and a half with the dildo in its throat and clover clamps on its teats. The first half hour combined with ball weight training: standing with legs spread and bent over, whorishly moving its ass while slowly taking the dildo in its throat, and imagining that it was sucking a horny guy while at the same time another was firmly and roughly fucking it. The next hour sitt...

The pig is still plugged day and night and the plug is keeping it horny. It is thrilling to notice that its cunt has been coping with the plug pretty well up till now, and it will have to see if it will be possible to wear it for a longer period of time, where being plugged can start to feel like the default for this slave again. The plug constantly stimulates its cunt and produces horny waves. It activated the pig's horniness in such a way that it spent the day having slutty thoughts (even lowering its trousers in a fitting room today, bending over, made it feel horny) and desires for being used, treated and humiliated as a slave and horny animal. And with a frustrating desire to grab and play with its teats or stimulate its horniness more actively in other ways even though that would only bring more frustration. And it can enjoy as a slave how all that is probably exactly the effect its Master intends by keeping it plugged. It will feel that tomorrow when it sits in front of ...

The pig is currently so horny... The plug in its cunt has been causing submissive feelings, constantly being filled up and knowing it is required to stay that way because its Master wants it plugged. Forced to feel its presence throughout the day and frustrated from the horny waves it produces as it presses against its prostate. Causing its teats to tingle in horny desire. A frustrated desire to play with itself, the owned feeling of its body being off limits to itself. Loving that frustration too, the surrender to the horniness and controlled feeling of it. The pig had a night in which the plug caused constant erections, which hurt, as the cock ring and ball weight did not leave much room for the expansion and caused the skin to burn a bit. A different kind of frustration: wishing the erections would stop, having to move and adjust its hardware and lubricate the skin around it. But such discomforts are also part of its life as a slave. And of course made it think about how it woul...

The slave life continues. After a night's sleep with a glowing ass, painful teats and the plug still in its cunt, it woke up with a frustrating and painful erection. The plug pressing firmly against its prostate, and required to stay in. Getting up and ready for another horny day. In the morning the plug felt particularly horny. When the slave went to the supermarket it enjoyed the humiliation of feeling the presence and horniness of the plug in its cunt as it was walking through the aisles, with a feeling as if people could see that it was feeling the plug stimulate its cunt. It spent an extensive time with the suction cups on its sensitive teats today, well aware of them being trained because of the burning feeling they caused. The plug that stayed in its cunt during the day was a reminder of its cunt being owned, like it also clearly felt yesterday, when Master provided it to MemasterU to fuck as much as he wanted.

This evening MemasterU was loaning the slave from its Master to use it as he pleased. The slave was nervous, but also horny and glad to be used again. After entering MemasterU's apartment it undressed and waited plugged and with the chain around its neck in the hallway. Feeling naked and exposed when after a while MemasterU came to get it, examining its body as it stood with its legs spread, and as it was already feeling its heart beat faster from the submission and humiliation, he led the beast on its knees to the living room. It thankfully licked his boots and the leather pouch in front of his cock as MemasterU gave it some welcome whipping. It was then put in darkness with the blindfold hood. The slave experienced a painful treatment, its teats were pinched and tortured with clamps, and were whipped while clamped. Its ass was spanked and flogged hard a number of times and that made the spiked gloves that later stroke and squeezed its ass super sensitive. A ball weight was ...

Tomorrow the beast will be loaned out to MemasterU. It looks forward to that, to being used as a slave for his pleasure, that he can have his way with it. Even the certainty that it can forget about any chance of cumming. A confirmation of its submission and that it is there solely for MemasterU's pleasure (and of course its Master's) and not for its own. It remembers from a previous loanout how that made it feel used and then dismissed. Master gave it a bit of time to recharge for the session and it was thinking back to the previous loan outs to MemasterU. The horniness but also the humiliations and tortures. It knows MemasterU plans on increasing the severity of the sessions and naturally that makes it a bit nervous. But that is part of being a slave, and because its Master loans it out, it has no choice anyway than to endure whatever it is made to endure and work hard on providing satisfaction. Always that combination of longing for it and being nervous about it. Master ...

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The pig's balls were aching a bit today from yesterday's horniness stimulation, a slight painful pressure that was frustrating. And this evening the balls got tortured by its Master. Standing upright in a slutty position while edging, and walking around while swinging the 1.5kg bag between its legs. A horny dull pain in the balls, and a painful burning feeling of its ball sac. Its cunt was horny and the pig was looking forward to sitting on the Titan plug. Master made it ride on the plug also as preparation for its loan out. Getting horny and frustrated from fucking itself. The slave was assured that MemasterU is looking forward to taking the slave hard. And also that he will see to it that the slave is obedient, and that the punishment bench awaits if anything were to displease him. The pig's teats were tortured with the black clamps with extra weights on them, which it was told to keep swinging during a slow but firm edging. Almost like a cock massage. Meanwhile also ...

Blue balls from a day of teat play... Master allowed the pig to do so, to further increase the pressure in its balls. It was thankful for that permission and used it to get itself so horny it was climbing the walls with frustration. But it felt so good too, to give in and fully surrender to that horniness. Maybe only a slave can go so deep into horniness. Imagining that the further it is in that state of deep horniness, losing control, just a horny animal, the more it is pleasing its Master. And it is not distracted by a temptation to grab its cock and shoot its load. Trembling from the pent up horniness it did have to be careful a few times because it could cum just from playing with its teats. That would have been a disaster. Instead, the pig takes its horny frustration and seed-filled balls to bed as it should. The frustration and blue balls it experiences hopefully satisfy its Master. Tomorrow starts a new round of training sessions by its Master, its cunt plugged again, and it...

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Just a horny and frustrating day today. Waking up with a throbbing cock, painfully constrained by its cockring. Horny teats and cunt from moving on the plug yesterday. The teats had a long period with the suction cups today. The cups make them tingle and also burn quite a bit, but they don't hurt as much anymore with prolonged suction as in the beginning. The burning feeling is in a sense horny because the pig is imagining that is from the skin being stretched and it is thinking of the humiliation of having obvious enlarged teats. It browsed FetLife for stimulating pictures and potential users, feeling the frustration of being horny without the ability to do anything about it, and its fantasies and desire to be used. The suction cups stimulating the horniness, nothing to do about it but let that in and let it course through its body.

Painful teats last night, and horny frustration this morning with balls that were feeling sensitive from yesterday's use. Master chose a somewhat calmer and shorter session for the slave this evening, and had it first get itself horny and leaking by playing with its teats, then edge with the black clamps biting and swinging on its teats and riding on the Titan plug in its cunt. The pig was told to watch videos of slaves being machine fucked as it was feeling the plug move in its own cunt, and let it imagine to be machine fucked like that in front of a webcam audience. Horny and humiliating to be on display like that, powerless, especially when the audience can determine the way the slave is being fucked. The pig is feeling a bit frustrated now from the edging, with a horny frustrated cunt. Feeling the suction cups stretching its teats, it spent some time searching for inspiring pictures and potential extra users, as Master wants the slave used regularly.

Last night the beast crawled in bed with a stiff cock and horny teats from the suction cups, and was tossing and turning in frustrating horniness for a little bit before it fell asleep. The pig was available to serve its Master again this evening and it was feeling nervous from the horniness and the submissive feelings of being naked and horny for its Master's pleasure and knowing He was up for some torture of the slave. In this nervous horniness, the pig was frustrating itself by playing with its teats as ordered, with its legs spread and sitting on the Titan, while its Master was making it think about its upcoming loan out to MemasterU next week, where it can expect some heavy use as an object to play with. The edging this evening was slow but firm as ordered, and the pig kept itself near orgasm that way. Master reminded it of the fact that it can still edge right now, with a chastity device it would have both hands available for its teats and it would only still be able to c...

The feelings surrounding its slavery have been varying a bit the over the past days. From feelings of humiliation to the thrilling feeling of being low in status, and feeling honored to serve, and today back to everything feeling just a bit more humiliating again. From the feeling of the ball weight pulling and swinging on its balls when getting up in the morning with a stiff cock that is not its own, to the stretchy/tingly feeling in its teats from the suction cups and no control over the reality of them being enlarged, to being loaned out or displayed on cam and being seen as nothing more than a play toy for all such things, a low status reality that is creating shivers. And the nagging horniness, and the "vulnerable" feeling it creates of having no control and being open for business, full of frustrated desire. That vulnerable tension it can create...today there was a moment when it was standing with its back to a door, and heard it close because someone entered behind...