Discomforts, and booked for SIR

Nighttime discomfort / pain of the cockring and ball weight due to erections from the plug have been plaguing the pig over the weekend. It is where it knows it is a slave. Some part of it might be cursing its frustration, the predicament, but a much stronger part feeling that this is part of its life and not something it has a choice about. Just something it has to deal with.

The same goes for the fact that its cunt has been feeling a bit irritated from the plug today, making it walk and sit in certain ways to lessen the discomfort and avoid pain. Some part of it thinking what a relief it would be to be allowed to remove it, to be able to relax, a much stronger part wanting to be able to stay plugged and please its Master, hoping the irritation will subside, feeling that being plugged is how things should be.

The suffering causes a certain resigned, humble feeling that makes it feel submissive and respectful to the control its Master has where it is not about its own enjoyment. It has the same feeling about the prospect of a chastity device which Master is getting more and more convinced the beast needs. So it can focus on being there for the pleaure of others and so that the restraint of its erections serves to remind it of that fact on a constant basis.

The irritation of the cunt hasn't stopped the plug from serving as such a reminder as well today. For instance it was on the train again for a while, sitting bent forward to avoid pain from the plug. The subtle fucking when it was undergoing the shaky ride, and the way it was sitting, made it think about being fucked, bent over and relaxing its sphinchter to allow a horny guy the entrance they are entitled to. The plug causing a frustrating horniness, a horny aching / throbbing feeling in its cunt.

Another thing that made it horny is that Master booked the pig for use by SIR -- a regular user of His slave -- in the not too distant future. Making it feel thankful to be whored out and used again. Used for whatever he likes to do with it. Thinking about pleasuring his cock with its mouth and throat, used like a cock sucking whore, makes it feel submissive and horny.

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