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Again a frustrating morning for the pig as the plug pressed hard against the prostate and its cock fought against the constraint of its cock ring. Unfortunately the slave cunt developed an irritation from the plug, and in the afternoon Master ordered the pig to remove it as a precaution. The afterglow of a few days plugged made the pig frustratingly horny with a sensitive prostate. Watching a few stimulating videos only frustrated the pig further. Another example of a gimp , made to endure some heavy suffering. And this pig letting itself go in the mud, uninhibited. Tomorrow under Master's direction the pig will be further feeding its horniness, getting horny for Him, frustrating itself and filling its balls for Master's pleasure. He likes the pig horny and frustrated and so that is its life.

A pretty normal day for the slave, visiting family and later enjoying the nice weather on a terrace with a drink. But also horny and with its cunt still plugged. Feeling that large plug stretching and stimulating its cunt all day. Phases of frustrating horniness where the plug is stimulating the prostate and puts its body in a heightened sexual state, with tingling teats and a stiff cock, phases of horny pleasurepain where the cunt is aching and throbbing and sucking on the plug, and phases of plain discomfort where the plug hurts a bit and makes it a challenge how to sit comfortably. The pig is plugged because Master requires it, its only option is to constantly deal with these sensations, and they don't let this slave forget who owns it. Some morning frustration from the plug The pig did a little bit of looking around for gimp suits and gimp inspiration. It stumbled across the YouTube channel of Nappy Drool , a gimp controlled and made to wear pvc and plastic raingear,...

Watching the videos and pictures that were made by SIR yesterday made the pig feel horny and submissive as it re-lived its experiences, remembered the pain of the punishment and how horny it felt when it was sniffing, licking and sucking SIR's cock. Seeing itself eagerly taking it deep into its hungry mouth time and again. The humiliation of the pig's head clamped in position, made to gag on SIR's cock, struggling for breath, simply because that amused him. And overall, seeing the humiliating confirmation of it being a slave, low in status, controlled, and given to SIR and others time and again, for their enjoyment, expected to leave a satisfied customer. Although the pig was made to release its seed, it went to bed with a stiff cock and woke up frustrated in large part due to the plug still in its cunt. The plug working on the prostate put its body in a horny and activated state, a deep horny glow, causing a sensitive cock and teats that made the pig just want to grab an...

The pig on its way to being used by SIR. Horny, appropriately dressed and with a plug in its cunt. SIR mainly used it to suck his cock. The pig spent part of the evening on its knees as SIR relaxed on the couch, and another part of the evening on all fours on the bed as SIR laid back. SIR had fun gagging the pig a few times by telling it to take his cock balls deep and then clamping its head between his legs, making it struggle for breath as he took humiliating pictures and video recordings. But as always there were also periods where SIR ignored the pig and just let it do its work as he was doing other stuff. Nevertheless, when SIR's cock slipped out of the pig's mouth a few times the pig quickly took it back in as it saw SIR absentmindedly reaching for his whip for a correction. The slave was of course also punished for its stupidity a while back. It can still feel its ass right now. SIR first gave the slave's ass a good paddling and then started hitting its cock a...

The slave was tasked with more cock sucking of its dildo this evening. In preparation for SIR taking his pleasure tomorrow. This slave is expected to wear the outfit that is standard for a loan out to SIR : pink boxers, a pink shirt and of course the heavy slave chain around its neck, and a plug in its cunt. As it is nice weather tomorrow the slave is expected to not wear anything over its shirt, as always the shirt has to be buttoned down a bit so its chest hair shows, and of course the slave chain well visible. Humiliating for the slave to travel like that, but that is just something that comes with being controlled. Master asked whether the pig had further thought about being a gimp. That is certainly in its fantasies, to be seen and used as a play toy of course, but also in increasing ways controlled, limited, made to suffer because it gives pleasure to the user. Master pictured the slave plugged and locked in a closet in closed gimp suit, with a cathether in its cock leading to ...

Master was not available this evening and put the slave to work. At least an hour of cock sucking training wearing the ball weights, clover clamps and Titan in its cunt, while edging and watching a stimulating video. The slave began its task horny but also with a certain humiliating awareness of its position, aware how it is viewed, how self evident it is that Master can make it spend its evenings like that, having it shove the dildo uncomfortably deep in its throat over and over again, whether it wants to or not. A controlled slave working for its Master. The deepthroating already went a lot better than yesterday and the pig trained its ability to keep the dildo deep in place, stretching its throat, alternated by somewhat faster deep throating. Like yesterday, the slave got super horny from riding on the Titan and feeling the pain of the clamps swinging, and again it edged slowly, letting its cunt and teats do the work to get and keep it on the edge of orgasm with just a bit of ...

After more than a week away, horny without stimulation, this evening the pig's training commenced again and soon the pig was in horny ecstacy stimulating its teats and moving on the Titan in its cunt, legs spread, getting itself horny for its Master. Feeling the 1.5kg weight standing on the floor pulling on its balls. With the black clamps on its teats the pig was told to edge slowly and think about its upcoming loan out to SIR, looking at the dildo in front of it. Hanging above it with open mouth. Licking the piss slit. Getting hungry. The deep throat training started out a bit difficult as always after a bit of a break, first lots of retching and slime. But soon the dildo slid in a bit more "easily" as the pig slowly stroked its cock to keep it on edge of orgasm. Which was easy due to its horniness and the horny feeling of its stuffed cunt and the pleasurepain of the black clamps swinging on its teats. Master sent the pig an article called REREAD: What is a Gimp?  w...

The ball weight has been feeling better today. Much less of the contracted ball sac and burning skin, which is annoying and causes a need to constantly reach in and readjust things, and more of the pull and pressure and the slight dull ache in the balls and cords. Those feel good because the pig associates those feelings with full balls ready to burst, with the knowledge that they are stretched and will hang lower as time passes, and with the feeling of the balls being owned by its Master, and that He, in an almost literal sense, got this pig by the balls. When the pig came home after a weekend away, its clothes came off. It felt good -- especially with the current warmer weather -- to just be naked and horny and feel the weight on its balls swing as it was doing some washing and cleaning around the house. Tomorrow Master resumes His training of the pig, and that usually means a filled cunt, stimulated/tortured teats and horny frustration. Its body "knows" that, and its t...

After a week without, the cock ring and especially the ball weight take some getting used to again. Today the pig was on the move a lot and felt the pull of the ball weight on its already sensitive balls, swinging in its shorts. The ball sac tends to relax and contract during the day and when relaxed the weight was stretching the cords from which the balls hang, and pressing down on them, and when contracted the weight had less space and can hurt the skin a bit. Regular cockring constrained erections from the horniness and thoughts of being used did not help in this respect. Either way the presence of its slave metal was hard to ignore today and now at the end of the day things feel a little bit raw and sore. Last night in bed a frustrating moment making the pig moan and insert fingers in its cunt in frustration, opening its mouth in desire for cock. A vulnerable feeling of giving in to the horniness and feeling uninhibited. Today the pig saw this video of a guy locked in a steel pil...

Last week was an interesting contrast between feeling a certain freedom -- being by itself in a big city abroad, exploring and experiencing what it has to offer, going its own way -- and simultaneously feeling owned, kept horny and feeling very frustrated, and thinking about its life as a slave, not in control, focused on service, made available for use to others by its Master, living for their pleasure. And now that it is back home, it is with aching sensitive balls, weighed down by the permanent ball weight, and a cock ring that pushes back on every erection in a frustrating way, that the slave knows it is back in its normal day-to-day existence as a slave. Next week the continuation of its weekday evening training sessions by its Master, and booked for a loan out to SIR. The loan outs may be horny or difficult or both, but what is fulfilling is how they always confirm its position as a slave and its purpose of serving Master and others. It has been a theme in the slave's min...

The slave is back from a very inspiring trip abroad. A trip in which next to many interesting things to see and do, a particularly strong frustrating horniness and strong desires and fantasies of being used as a slave have kept it very much in its place. A week without its cock ring and ball weight but nevertheless the pig's balls felt sensitive and under pressure, a feeling that has somehow become stronger and more regular the last few weeks. And again the thrilling realization of how low they are now permanently hanging and swinging. Of course as soon as the pig arrived home it was instructed to put the cock ring and ball weight back on so it is back in its standard outfit, constraining its erections and weighing down its balls. Tired and jetlagged, the slave doesn't want to do anything else than sleep at the moment. For that reason it was glad that Master did not have the slave present itself for a training session this evening. It assumed Master did not count on the slave...

The loanout had to be canceled this evening and will be rescheduled, so instead Master expected the pig for a normal training session. The session was a more relaxed one, Master had the pig focus on enjoying some edging and stimulation to its teats, while watching some stimulating videos. Master asked which clamps the pig felt like putting on and it chose the black ones because the teats were longing for some pain this evening. A few minutes of intense pain in the beginning as the little teeth dig into the teats, and from there on just the horny pleasurepain of them firmly clamping the teats and making them burn. Master controlled the edging and the pig followed as instructed. First just slowly massaging the cock head and stimulating the inside of its piss slit. Then slow jerking alternating its hands. Then only playing with the clamps on its teats. All in a relaxed horny atmosphere. Relaxing and being horny in Masters presence but still naked, still exposed and controlled in how t...

Master was not available to train the pig this evening. Nevertheless He put it to work in preparation of tomorrow's loan out: at least 1 hour with the clover clamps on its teats, doing its cock sucking training with the weights on its balls and edge its slave cock. The pig was feeling horny and submissive and got to work. It put on some cock sucking training vids in the background for some inspiring sucking and gagging sounds as it kept itself near orgasm and pleasured the dildo in front of it. Varying from very slow to faster, working the dildo into its throat. Keeping it there for minutes at a time. Sucking and pleasuring the cock head. The pig got so horny swinging the clamps, feeling the weight pulling on its balls, keeping itself on edge and feeling almost as if it could feel the pleasure given with its mouth on its own cock. The pig worked like that for an hour and a half and spent an extra 15 minutes edging in horny frustration and feeling the horny pain from the clovers...

The slave sometimes has vivid dreams that add a new emotional dimension to its submissive feelings. Like the dream last night in which the slave felt a certain form of deep control. The Master in the dream was taking control of the slave and the slave was there together with some friends that witnessed the whole thing. The Master, upbeat and almost whistling, with full confidence of the control He had and the performance that was about to happen. The slave was stripped naked, fingers entering the slave's mouth, the slave sucking hard and eagerly on them, the Master controlling it with His instructions, comments, warnings, the slave feeling the tension rise as the Master raised His voice. But there was no humiliation, no thought, the slave was just totally led, totally under the spell. When the Master was away for a moment, it commented to its friends. What did you think of that so far -- pretty intense, right?  As if they had been watching some very real performance. Not witnesses ...

This slave is super horny for its upcoming loan out to SIR. It can look back at the many times SIR has used the slave already and get horny about what's in store for it, and about the opportunities to please with its service and humiliation. Available as a submissive cock sucker whore that can't wait to feel SIR's cock assert itself in its throat and will work to pleasure him for as long as he wants without him having to consider the slave's desires. Available as a fun toy to play with. To punish at Master's request for its stupidity. In that position because it is owned and under control of its Master and it pleases Him to make the slave feel that control. Because beyond all the horny action, for the slave that aspect is the most fulfilling of these loanouts; truly and deeply feeling that it is living a life in which its sex life is fully controlled and its Master at all times has the authority to decide that e.g. the slave is going to make itself available f...

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The horniness is already climbing quite a bit again which is a thrill -- making the pig realize its lack of control, its forced frustration, which in turn makes it horny again. On top of that, horny teats from yesterday's clamps, a horny cunt and balls that feel a kind of pressure like they have just been squeezed. Feeling the weight training. Making the pig aware how its balls are owned. Master reasoned that there would only be two evenings of training before the loan out to SIR next week so He started the pig on cock sucking training this evening. Sitting on the Titan...the dildo standing on its desk in front of the pig. Focused on the cock head. Feeling the desire grow while kept horny from massaging its teats. Anticipation... Thinking of its upcoming loan out, thinking of waiting to please SIR's cock. Thinking of being Master's whore, loaned out for the task of fulfilling his sexual desires. Clover clamps applied to the teats. Told to edge slowly. Finally, the c...

Aching balls, a horny cunt, prickly teats and quite some muscle pain in the thighs reminded the pig of yesterday's session and it gets horny again thinking of being fucked by the dildo and the exploding orgasm that the pig was finally allowed. This evening Master gave the slave a relaxed job. Slow edging while sitting on the Titan plug with clover clamps on its teats. Just focusing on and enjoying the horniness flowing in its body. Feeling the sensations of the Titan pressing in its cunt. Enjoying the horny pain of the clovers digging into its teats. Building up the ever present horniness again. Master asked whether the slave was ready to cum again but then told it not to count on it for a while. The frustrating but deeply horny confirmation of its lack of control and of being allowed to please its Master with its frustration. The pig was booked by SIR next week and can look forward to feeling his cock in its snout and being available as a play toy for his desires. So in prep...

An intensely frustrating night, being thorougly fucked and made to release all that pent up frustration on Master's command...pretty much sums up today. The pig in blissful afterglow now, still sitting on the TitanMen dildo that was attached to the chair so it could fuck itself. Cum smeared all over its head as is always required. The pig had a short night due to the horny stimulation. It took a few hours for the horniness in its body to calm down enough for the beast to fall asleep. A tensed activated body, horny cunt, horny tortured teats, a throbbing cock, an intensely slutty feeling, everything horny. Moaning and squirming. Deep imagery of being handled and treated like a beast going through its head. Fragments like on a farm being led around by a nose ring, like its head being fixed in some metal frame, its tongue stuck out and also fixed. All done with an almost detached, business-as-usual kind of energy from the handler. As in, that is just how an animal is handled. Th...

With the horniness increasing ever more, becoming more continuously and intensely present, it feels as if everything is just a bit more humiliating than normal. The horniness itself caused a nervous submissive feeling. The idea of presenting itself naked for what will just be more stimulation of its horniness, for the pleasure of its Master, as Master made it clear it shouldn't count on an orgasm soon, especially after its stupidity this weekend. And the TitanMen plug, feeling horny but also invasive in its cunt, a slight feeling of being taken, violated. Master wants the pig's balls to hang very low, like the balls of a beast are supposed to be hanging. The pig thought back of that image of the big bull in the meadow , standing there, exposed with its big and low hanging balls. Master had commented that in its fantasy the beast could picture itself standing there like that, and that rung true and is an image that stuck in its mind. In that mind set Master had the pig add i...

Today the pig's deep horniness was mixed with deep feelings of humiliation about its position. Because of one of its dumb actions, Master called it a stupid pig and also reminded it of its place. The pig felt that deeply. It knows such feelings get enlarged a lot due to the intense horny state the pig is in. That combination makes the pig feel vulnerable and not in control. Full of desire, the horniness dictating its fantasies, thoughts and behaviour, making it nervous, easy to manipulate, powerless to do anything about it. Feelings that went through its mind alot today. Powerless also because cumming is not possible. The horniness may get super frustrating, tormenting the slave, as it was today, and the pig may fantasize about an exploding orgasm, but it just cannot imagine relieving itself without permission anymore. That choice has been made, accepted and apparently internalized already a long time ago by this slave. That means there is never temptation, but that also means th...

The slave climbed into bed yesterday feeling frustrated, with a stiff cock that wouldn't go down. At night, it dreamt of being used hard. Today, a sensitive body and more horniness. A constant horny distraction throughout the day, a constant slight ache in the groin and pressure in the balls, and some moments in which the horniness really peaks and becomes very frustrating. An "interesting" long walk today where this pig felt the ball weight swing in its shorts. Horny but also a bit uncomfortable after a while, causing a slight burning feeling to the skin. The weight and the swinging makes that the balls feel large and heavy. In a meadow stood a big bull with big, very low hanging balls. The pig could relate and felt like an animal with its own balls full and being stretched.