Horny and humiliated

Today the pig's deep horniness was mixed with deep feelings of humiliation about its position. Because of one of its dumb actions, Master called it a stupid pig and also reminded it of its place. The pig felt that deeply. It knows such feelings get enlarged a lot due to the intense horny state the pig is in. That combination makes the pig feel vulnerable and not in control. Full of desire, the horniness dictating its fantasies, thoughts and behaviour, making it nervous, easy to manipulate, powerless to do anything about it. Feelings that went through its mind alot today.

Powerless also because cumming is not possible. The horniness may get super frustrating, tormenting the slave, as it was today, and the pig may fantasize about an exploding orgasm, but it just cannot imagine relieving itself without permission anymore. That choice has been made, accepted and apparently internalized already a long time ago by this slave. That means there is never temptation, but that also means that it feels very real, and that makes the pig feel very controlled, increasingly so as the horniness gets more intense.

And conditioned to the weekly rhythm, its body is already desiring its training again. To feel the stimulation and pain in its teats and the plug in its cunt.