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Horny and frustrating end of the year

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The last day of 2018. Master told this pig to continue the stimulation of its teats as He wants it to be super horny. The teats were already sensitive from the attention they got yesterday and the pig made sure they were getting a lot more treatment today. The stimulation was very horny but also very frustrating and it got the pig moaning. At a certain point the pig just wants to make sure the teats hurt e.g. by twisting them hard, and then they crave more of that. The more they get the more they want. A super horny pig, aching teats that just crave more, a pressure buildup in its prostate and a blue balls feeling are the result. At some point he pig went for some new years eve shopping and its teats were rubbing sensitively under its clothes. The pig was horny and felt submissive. Getting submissive head rushes from unsuspecting fellow shoppers that happen to project a certain kind of dominance. From the outside this pig was just a guy shopping but from the inside it felt like a sla...

Teat play

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Master allowed the pig to stimulate its teats today. Since it is not wearing a plug, this will make sure the pig's horniness level is kept up. The teats are directly connected to its cock so stimulating them gets its cock hard and leaking precum pretty quickly. The pig does not have to worry about an orgasm so it can just enjoy the horny energy flowing through its body. Keeping its body relaxed and its legs spread as it is playing with its teats makes it feel "naked" and exposed in its horniness, as if it is being watched and shows off its horny body without inhibitions. Its cunt gets relaxed and horny from the stimulation as well, hopefully soon it will be plugged again. The balls are still under the slight frustrated pressure of pent up seed. Stimulating its horniness today only increased that feeling. Nevertheless the pig was glad that it was allowed some stimulation today. It has left the pig in a horny state and its teats are nice and sensitive from having rec...

Bought a new plug

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The pig bought a new plug. Lately its current standard plug seems to be wearable for maybe a day before it starts to hurt at a particular spot in the pig's cunt and it has to be removed. It is possible there is something about its shape that is causing issues and so this pig started looking for alternatives. It got horny looking at different plugs, some very large, and imagining feeling them in its cunt. It settled for the ImplicitCreations Core plug , a plug that is apparently designed for long term wear, and got the large one (on the left), as Master wanted. The pig is curious how it will feel but it is firm and a bit larger than its current plug, so it will surely be a stronger presence to remind the pig that its cunt is owned by its Master. ImplicitCreations Core plugs This pig longs for that feeling of its cunt being owned. Its submissive awareness of its cunt surely seems to have been developing further in the past couple of weeks. Its cunt has a horny feeling even whe...

A new user of this slave

Today Master let this slave know He has had some correspondence with one of the potential new users of this slave and that a session for inspection is forthcoming in the new year. So it is happening. This pig is excited about that, obviously also feeling nervous, a submissive tension of not knowing what to expect and of not being in control, but it is looking forward to new experiences and challenges. Based on Master's email it sounds like it can at least expect pain to endure and good use of the pig's cunt. The prospect of being loaned to a new user also put it in a horny submissive mind set. In the mean time this slave has to wait, remaining chaste and horny, now two and a half weeks without cumming. It expects that it has to wait at least until its loan out to SIR in the new year, where it may get a chance to cum if it is lucky and does well. The pig teats are horny, tingling and craving some stimulation. A bit restless about not wearing a plug but it feels like its cunt i...

Submissive feelings and torture videos

The pig had a bit of a restless night wearing its plug because the horny stimulation caused a stiff cock, constricted by its cock ring which in turn makes its cunt contract, pressing the plug firmly against the prostate...a frustrating cycle of horniness. The plug had to be removed during the morning unfortunately as it started to hurt again. The pig's cunt felt irritated but also horny, and when the pig relaxes it, it creates an "exposed" feeling as if it is offering it up for use. Overall, the slave was horny and in a very submissive mood today. Outdoors, e.g. when doing groceries, there are many men that this slave can easily project dominance onto, and they then become a mirror for this slave's own submissive feelings. The idea of possibly having to serve new users makes that this slave easily drops into thoughts and fantasies about how that may go. It thought back to its first loan out to SIR last year. What was a new experience for this slave back then was t...

Stuffed pig for Christmas

Master decided to have His pig spend the second day of Christmas with a plug in its cunt. It was visiting family again and so next to the horny sensations there was the slight humiliation of feeling the constant presence of the plug spreading its cunt while having conversations and horsing around with some of the kids. The car rides to and from the family caused "interesting" horny sensations too and got the pig horny and hard. The constant feeling of the plug, its presence and the stimulation caused a controlled feeling, knowing the plug will be a constant presence as soon as the pig's cunt is ready for it again, and the pig had fantasies about having to wear a bigger plug, something that will become a reality and that causes a combination of excitement and nervousness. Excitement as the pig imagines the horny and intense feeling of a big plug stretching its cunt; nervousness because it will not be wearing it by its own choice and/or whenever it wants, i.e. there will ...
First day of Christmas and this slave was up early for family visits. Master has permitted the pig to play with its teats during Christmas which has of course kept it horny today. It had little privacy today but there were still enough opportunities to stimulate the teats and get the slave cock moist. For instance in the car with its hands under its coat, or during toilet breaks and even some occasional "secret" light rubbing through its sweater. The pig teats are now sensitive and horny and so is the pig itself. That horniness is increasing by the day and so is its "blue balls" feeling, a sensitive groin and the feeling as if its balls are constantly lightly squeezed. The horniness and frustration are getting a bit stronger each day which is not surprising, and the pig is thankful that by getting permission to play with its teats it has at least a way to "do something with it" even though it is in no way relieving. The slave felt submissive too and ha...

Frustrating day

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This morning when the pig woke up and felt its horniness, sensitive horny teats and throbbing erection, it knew it was going to be a bit of a frustrating day. It wanted to grab its cock, jerk off and get some relief, but instead it let its cock be hard and useless and got dressed. The pig cunt was still slightly irritated so no plug today. Longing for it anyway, the pig was getting horny by just imagining the stimulation of something inserted in its cunt, and it spent some time looking online for a bigger but maybe slightly softer plug. Lately the pig's cunt has been horny a lot, when it is not wearing a plug there is this receptive and open feeling, and certainly a source of feelings of slavery. Spreading its ass cheeks, "offering" its cunt, makes it feel very submissive. The slave took a bath, feeling horny and its erection was kept in place by the cock ring. When the slave stepped out of the bath its balls were hanging very low from the warmth and the weight was ma...

Submissive tension

Last night in bed the plug was horny, causing frustrating erections, but the plug also started to hurt again. The combination of frustration and discomfort made it difficult to find a relaxing position but this slave managed to sleep plugged anyway. As the plug was feeling sore in the pig's cunt in the morning, Master decided to remove it. So instead of the plug, the pig has been enjoying its afterglow, a slightly throbbing cunt with a horny glow in its prostate, and the pig teats "activated" in the sense of being tingly and sensitive to the touch of clothing. Today this slave had a nervous, horny submissive feeling, too. Letting its Master know about the men that indicated interest in using it, and then not being in control (or even having knowledge) of what might happen further, causes submissive feelings of surrender of its body and feelings of being owned, even if nothing ever comes of it. This slave was thinking about being used, but more strongly was the feeling o...

Day with the plug

The pig's teats were quite sensitive this morning from the stimulation they had been getting. Noticeable when drying off after the shower and when changing clothes, it could feel them rub against its teats. Master had the pig plug its cunt this morning despite the fact that the cunt was still slightly sensitive from the earlier soreness. Master wanted to see how His slave cunt would respond to the plug which is His right. The slave was a little bit afraid that the plug might cause some pain again but it was looking forward to the unavoidable horny stimulation all day. Luckily the plug did feel mostly good and horny. The cunt enjoyed the rocking motion during a train ride which translated into the plug. The slave did some holiday shopping, feeling the plug move slightly in its cunt as it walked through the busy crowds. Not a pleasurable feeling per se but certainly a controlled feeling, something that draws attention the whole time. The slave has had a few contacts with potent...

Teat play

Last night in bed the pig was plagued by a few painful erections. The unforgiving steel of the cock ring sometimes puts just a bit too much pressure on the base of the slave cock, waking this pig up and it has to adjust the cock ring to adjust it a bit. Today the slave had the time to relax and catch up on some sleep after a busy week and a few short / shallow nights. Enjoying the holiday feeling and the knowledge of having some time off work ahead of it. Master let the pig play with its teats this afternoon. They were tingling and longing for some attention. The pig felt thankful for the horny stimulation Master allowed it, but also knew it would be frustrating itself by getting itself horny. The teats felt super horny. It had a few periods where it extensively played with the pig teats, stimulating them softly but also hurting them by firmly twisting and pulling them. Laying back on its bed with its legs spread, giving in to its horniness. Producing quite a bit of precum. The...

Holiday horniness

This piglet went to bed with its cunt plugged but unfortunately yesterday evening's discomfort turned into some pain during the night and so at some point it had to remove its plug. As there was still some irritation in the morning, Master gave His slave cunt a break today. This slave had a christmas party at work so it had no training session. Of course after yesterday's extensive firm stimulation the pig teats are now horny, tingly and craving for some more attention. A horny but frustrating feeling. Today was the last day at work before this slave's holiday. It looks forward to having a couple of days off work. Surely it will be horny, it has been a week and a half since its last orgasm and the pig can feel it; its horniness is rising by the day. The pig has no guarantees on when it will have its next release however, but is pretty sure that by then it will not be 2018 anymore. So it will be waiting... Waiting and enduring its increasing horniness, taking it day by d...

Teat play pigging out

The pig teats are raw and glowing after an evening of firm massage, rolling, pinching, and squeezing them. Master was not available so no session and the pig was allowed to firmly play with its teats. It made sure to hurt them well. It is addictive. The pig is loving that kind of painful stimulation now anyway, getting horny from the pain/pleasure itself and from the idea that that is going to make them sensitive tomorrow, craving more stimulation, and that they are trained a little bit further with each painful teat play session. Surrendering to the horniness, "pigging out" in the knowledge that that is how its Master wants it to spend its evening. The plug is still in the pig's cunt. It was afraid of a frustrating night last night but it went to bed a bit early and actually slept like a log. Nevertheless waking up with a horny cunt and a stiff cock of course. The plug has been feeling mostly fine today, giving horny pleasure, with in the evening a bit of manageable di...

Edging session

The stupid pig's horniness is climbing again. Last night in bed it had a frustrating night, difficult to fall asleep with a throbbing erection, plaguing it, with nothing to do about it for the pig than to accept and endure...no control over it. Just stupid and horny. The pig was really craving further stimulation of its horniness and since health-wise it was going better today, Master told the pig there would be a light session. After it heard that it got really horny in anticipation, its teats and cunt started to crave stimulation...the pig's body so trained to know what it will get. And so it was happy to surrender to the horniness, naked on display with its legs spread wide, the TitanMen dildo in its cunt, spreading it, stretching it. Playing with its teats to get its cock to produce precum to smear that on its head like a dirty pig. Master told the pig to start edging, while playing with its teats and with its balls in alternation. To stimulate its horniness further i...

Dumb pig did not keep its Master well informed

This stupid pig must confess on this blog that it earned itself some punishment again. Its Master did not receive any updates yesterday about how it was feeling, and so this slave failed to do what Master expects of it and that is to keep Him informed on the status and well being of His property. It has no excuse, there was no good reason, there was also certainly no ill will involved, it was just stupid. So punishment will be in order but feeling the disappointment is punishment in and of itself. Today went a bit better health-wise. Not fit yet but clearly improving as the day progressed. A submissive horny tension building up again. Entertaining the thought of maybe being used by its Master created a horny desire for it, but it was clearly not yet fit enough for it and so Master chose to give this pig some rest. It is actually almost worrisome to note how those desires can sometimes be strong enough than when given the choice this slave would happily go beyond what is good and heal...
Final day of the weekend. Today the piglet was still not feeling all too well. Feeling somewhat better in some respects and "worse" in others; its horniness and submissive feelings for instance were certainly on the low side compared to yesterday morning, and honestly there is not much interesting to say about it today except for how it is nevertheless pleasantly reminded of its controlled status in the form of its permanent cock ring and ball weight. The slave's balls are hanging loose and low and the weight makes for a good "swing" in its track suit pants. It went for a small walk outside like that, feeling its balls bounce around. The constant pull and the knowledge that the weight is always at work stretching the balls, never ceases to be a small thrill. And the teats continue their recuperation from last week's clamp torture. The tingling sensation of small horny pinpricks throughout the day.
Still not feeling all to well, this slave took it very easy today and spent a lot of time on the couch trying to get some rest. During the afternoon and evening this slave was not so horny but in the morning, its horniness was strongly present. The pig's prostate throbbing, making its cunt feel horny in desire, the teats tingling and its cock erect, with of course nothing else to do for this slave than to lay back and enjoy the horny energy flow through its body. The horniness was not frustrating but made this slave feel submissive, as the horniness is tied to a desire to please but also a desire to surrender, open up, show itself, be available for use. It makes the pig want to spread its legs, to pull its ass cheeks apart, to stick out its tongue...to express its submission. The frustration is sometimes more in not having enough ways to do so. And so to this slave its need to service different dominant men with different desires and expectations that this slave can fulfill has...

Under the weather, still feeling submissive

The slave feels a bit under the weather today. It has nevertheless been in quite a submissive mood and was thinking back to last week's events. Master's training of His horny animal and of course the loan out to SIR. When Master said that SIR enjoyed this whore's cock sucking in Tuesday's session it felt glad, and experiencing that it could make SIR horny with its subservience has made the session also very enjoyable for the whore. Master said that enjoyment is really a bonus, because SIR's enjoyment is what counts, not this slave's. That slaves are there to provide pleasure to their Masters and users, and They in turn enjoy the slaves' suffering and need to serve. It is exciting to feel how that need to serve has grown stronger within this slave over time, and it can feel that it it can sink even deeper within that experience of being low in status and existing for the amusement of others. giving itself not only because as a slave it has to, but also be...

A horny night

A horny night for this slave last night. Even when this slave is sleeping the plug is of course still in place, stimulating its cunt. It caused some horny dreams, for instance a wet-dream-like experience where this pig was having a bizar huge orgasm; in the dream it was lying on its back and cum was flooding out of its cock, it felt delicious but this slave almost drowned in it. Luckily it was not really a wet dream, just wishful thinking, and the pig's balls are still filled. At some point it was half awake squirming in bed in horny frustration, all inhibitions gone, and feeling as if Master was watching His horny slave's body writhe in the uncontrollable sexual desire and frustration that He intended for it. A fully owned feeling. Needless to say the pig woke up very horny after this night. Its teats horny from yesterday's torture, but again not too painful / bruised. The plug giving it a throbbing erection. Throughout the day the plug has been a bit irratting every now...

Tamed by the gag

The whore earned an orgasm yesterday but today it was already as horny, if not more horny, than before. Sleeping with the plug in kept this pig horny and so this morning it woke up with a painfully constrained erection. A bit of a relief and lots of horny submissive feelings today as the cunt seems to be accepting the plug better. Master continued this slave's training today. The pig had to put its ball gag in its snout before the training session. Some occurrence at work lingered as a bit of an angry combative mood,  and the pig felt like it was being "tamed" by the gag like an animal with a bit, being reined in. Master getting it under control, bringing it to submission where it belongs, where it could calm down, surrender and be horny and obedient the way He wants it to be. The slave was made to edge and ride on the dildo while wearing the black clamps. Getting its horniness trained. "Showing" itself, on Master's orders, as if it was performing for...

Use by SIR

This evening Master's whore had a job to do and was sent to SIR for use. With a chain locked around its neck and a plug in its cunt this slave was on its way. This slave arrived at SIR's place horny, it got to play with SIRs cock on the way and SIR firmly grabbed the pig's cock and balls a few times and stuck fingers in its mouth. The slave treatment went on in SIR's apartment. SIR mentioned how Master was calling it a whore and made this slave confirm that it was indeed. Then he told the slave to strip completely, which it quickly complied with. Naked with legs spread, its cock was stiff and this slut was shaking it back and forth a little bit in horniness, licking its lips at the prospect of getting to suck SIR's cock later. SIR gave the pig teats a few painful twists and then applied clamps to them and attached those to its stiff cock so it had to stand in a bent forward position. With its tongue stuck out it felt stupid and horny and could imagine the pleasure...

Pig on all fours, sucking its dildo

The slave spent the night with a plug in its cunt, a mixed feeling because it was a little painful and at the same time that made this slave feel who owns its body. In the morning the pig woke up horny from the plug and Master reminded the pig that as soon as its cunt is trained enough it will have to wear a bigger default plug. That put it in a pig mind set for the day. At work the plug was half horny, half uncomfortable and kept this slave mindful of its status. There were sometimes little rushes of submission that distracted it, made it bend its head forward. This evening the pig got plugged with its pig tail and got its instructions for its loan out tomorrow. Master reminded this stupid pig to read them well...last time's blunder of missing one of the instructions is not one it wants to make again. The pig had some cock sucking with the dildo to do this evening. Told to tilt its head backwards and slowly let the dildo slide in balls deep, keep it there for a few seconds, ...

Plugged again

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Super horny and some thoughts about humiliation

This slave was feeling so horny today. It woke up with sensitive horny teats that were tingling, and it could almost feel the dildo still moving in its horny cunt. Master is leaving the pig cunt unplugged but it is still feeling a lot of horniness in and from it, most of that horny feeling being a longing, a desireful feeling. Its horniness was not frustrating, just very strongly present and enjoyable. The horniness made that the pig's cock, cunt and teats remained in its focus. It went into the city center, and when walking it could feel its clothes slightly rub its teats, causing them to tingle. Feeling them when it was fitting a sweater. It was also feeling very submissive, and with lots of other men in the city center there were enough triggers for those submissive feelings. A longing to be used. A desire to be humiliated, feel low, put in its place. Before it started its training a year ago, this pig was thinking of humiliation mostly in terms of mental torture, coming fro...

Afterglow

Today this piglet was quite tired, but also very horny from a week of stimulation without release. Stimulating its teats all evening yesterday has caused them to feel horny, sensitive and tingly and with desire for more. Stimulating its cunt with the dildo caused a horny residual feeling in the pig's cunt and prostate. It has been enjoying the afterglow of yesterday evening's "relaxed edging", piggishly indulging in its horniness as Master wanted it to. The piglet felt like Master handed it a warm blanket that helped it accept how it felt while still keeping it in a very submissive head space. It has been thinking back to that image of lying at Master's feet, stimulating itself without inhibition, quite a few times today. A warm horny intimate side to its submission but also an animalistic, almost pet-like feeling. Yesterday felt like something this piglet needed. The surrender of its body to Master's tortures and the firm dominant treatment and humiliatio...

Relaxed gooning

This evening at the start of this slave's training it became apparent that even though this slave felt horny, its body wasn't responding to the teat stimulation with the usual stiff leaking cock. That had to do with its energy not being on par. When this slave told Master, He decided to not pursue His plans of torture with the candles and teat clamps. He told this slave to keep the TitanMen dildo in its cunt and to continue playing with its teats, and to edge, but in a relaxed way, lying down, with its legs spread, gooning, and imagining that it was lying at Master's feet, feeling secure and in its place. That fantasy caused a radical switch of energy for this slave and it felt warm all over. Its horniness now flowing from a different place (and this is going to be difficult to put into words); not the urgent and frustrating horniness of a horny slut that wants to be used, but the surrendered open "letting it hang" horniness of the slave that is just horny all...

Light training

After yesterday's ball training this pig could certainly feel its balls this morning. It knows they do not stretch overnight but it felt as if they were hanging lower, the ball weight swinging very noticeably even with the erection it had. The effect of the TitanMen dildo and the type of training seems to have made the pig cunt more "open" and horny lately. Longing for exposure, stimulation, invasion. Aware of its cunt when the pig bends over. Nightly frustrating ass spreading. Getting horny when fingering its cunt to inform Master of the state it is in. It is a feeling this pig is thoroughly enjoying and makes it feel very submissive. This evening in its training the pig was sitting on the TitanMen dildo again and Master asked if its cunt was supple. That was the case and it reminded this pig also to relax its cunt more and open up further to the invasion of the dildo. Master kept the training session light, it was made to edge while gagged and with the black clamps ...

Further teat clamp torture and balls training

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Humiliating positions and extensive teat clamp torture

The pig must say that it has been having a frustrating horny feeling in its cunt, which was clearly anticipating and desiring to be filled. Yesterday this slave described how just thinking about that made it horny, this morning when Master said the pig would be plugged again this evening it again got horny. Feeling frustrated when it had its evening meal, longing for the stimulation it would soon get in its training. As the pig was stimulating its teats at the start of its training it was moaning in pleasure, the very beginning is always ecstatic and then follows a more frustrating phase where the pig continues the horny stimulation as required, using its own hands of course but not really in control, as it surrenders to the horny feelings but also knows the heightening of its horniness will not end in release. The TitanMen plug felt super horny and this pig of course made sure to ride it well, as Master requires. Mostly moving in circles so the weights would also swing on its balls....

Frustrated

Last night in bed the pig struggled with its cock ring a bit. It was woken up by an erection that the cock ring was firmly pressing down on, which was hurting on the underside of its cock. After some adjusting this slave could go back to sleep. Its cock did not go down. A frustrating and annoying experience. But the cock ring is part of this slave's life, it is required to wear it 24/7, and so it has to deal with these kind of annoyances. The slight blue balls feeling continued today and so did the senstivity of the teats, which were really itching. This slave took a bath and got horny from the relaxation and the warm water on its naked body. Feeling frustrated that it could not just play with it a bit, let alone get some relief, but at the same time feeling satisfaction in the knowledge that its body is owned by its Master, that He has the freedom to use it and train it, that the teats are itching because of the black clamps Master uses to train them to crave pain. Just so wit...

Fucking machine

The pig was feeling pretty frustrated today. The balls were still sensitive, a dull ache and so this slave was aware of the ball weight pulling on them the whole time. The teats, recovering from the torture last week, were tingling and sensitive and that was a distractingly horny feeling because of how they were rubbing against this slave's clothing throughout the day. A feeling of horniness that this slave can't get around and that made it feel quite submissive today. A desire to feel and express its submission, a longing to be used, getting horny when imagining getting dominated, getting put in its place. The pig cunt remained unplugged but was still feeling horny today, an open/vulnerable kind of feeling and a horny desire for stimulation. Master had suggested that maybe a fucking machine would be interesting for the pig. Bound/locked in place and then being fucked mechanically at random speeds and intensities, with the slave cock in a milking machine. Totally powerless ...