Submissive feelings and torture videos
The pig had a bit of a restless night wearing its plug because the horny stimulation caused a stiff cock, constricted by its cock ring which in turn makes its cunt contract, pressing the plug firmly against the prostate...a frustrating cycle of horniness. The plug had to be removed during the morning unfortunately as it started to hurt again. The pig's cunt felt irritated but also horny, and when the pig relaxes it, it creates an "exposed" feeling as if it is offering it up for use.
Overall, the slave was horny and in a very submissive mood today. Outdoors, e.g. when doing groceries, there are many men that this slave can easily project dominance onto, and they then become a mirror for this slave's own submissive feelings.
The idea of possibly having to serve new users makes that this slave easily drops into thoughts and fantasies about how that may go. It thought back to its first loan out to SIR last year. What was a new experience for this slave back then was that in its first contact it was meeting SIR already as a slave. In the past when it would meet other dominants by its own choice, there was always this double interest of looking for a satisfying experience of submission and at the same time negotiating the contact itself -- is this someone it wants to submit to, is there a "match", is it safe, etc. But in its first session with SIR, it was already a slave, the negotiation already happened (by its Master) and as a slave it surrendered to Master's judgement and it better made sure to obey whatever SIR wanted, because by serving him it was serving its Master. An intense premise for a first contact but also thrilling and very satisfying to its submissive needs, and a memory that causes very submissive feelings knowing that it can be put in that position again and again, without a say in the matter, whenever Master decides so.
Master sent this slave some more videos of heavy CBT, lots of material for this pig to watch. Many ways to apply extreme torture to a slave's cock and balls. This slave has double feelings about these videos, maybe that is not so strange, many of the tortures are intense and intimidating and at the same time this slave finds it horny to see the level of surrender required to endure such tortures and in some of the activities also the powerless to prevent/escape the pain. It knows its Master wants to train this slave to become a pain pig. As a slave this pig feels eager to expand its limits and to be able to give itself more, albeit with some nervousness of what suffering is to come.
Overall, the slave was horny and in a very submissive mood today. Outdoors, e.g. when doing groceries, there are many men that this slave can easily project dominance onto, and they then become a mirror for this slave's own submissive feelings.
The idea of possibly having to serve new users makes that this slave easily drops into thoughts and fantasies about how that may go. It thought back to its first loan out to SIR last year. What was a new experience for this slave back then was that in its first contact it was meeting SIR already as a slave. In the past when it would meet other dominants by its own choice, there was always this double interest of looking for a satisfying experience of submission and at the same time negotiating the contact itself -- is this someone it wants to submit to, is there a "match", is it safe, etc. But in its first session with SIR, it was already a slave, the negotiation already happened (by its Master) and as a slave it surrendered to Master's judgement and it better made sure to obey whatever SIR wanted, because by serving him it was serving its Master. An intense premise for a first contact but also thrilling and very satisfying to its submissive needs, and a memory that causes very submissive feelings knowing that it can be put in that position again and again, without a say in the matter, whenever Master decides so.
Master sent this slave some more videos of heavy CBT, lots of material for this pig to watch. Many ways to apply extreme torture to a slave's cock and balls. This slave has double feelings about these videos, maybe that is not so strange, many of the tortures are intense and intimidating and at the same time this slave finds it horny to see the level of surrender required to endure such tortures and in some of the activities also the powerless to prevent/escape the pain. It knows its Master wants to train this slave to become a pain pig. As a slave this pig feels eager to expand its limits and to be able to give itself more, albeit with some nervousness of what suffering is to come.
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