Submissive tension

Last night in bed the plug was horny, causing frustrating erections, but the plug also started to hurt again. The combination of frustration and discomfort made it difficult to find a relaxing position but this slave managed to sleep plugged anyway. As the plug was feeling sore in the pig's cunt in the morning, Master decided to remove it. So instead of the plug, the pig has been enjoying its afterglow, a slightly throbbing cunt with a horny glow in its prostate, and the pig teats "activated" in the sense of being tingly and sensitive to the touch of clothing.

Today this slave had a nervous, horny submissive feeling, too. Letting its Master know about the men that indicated interest in using it, and then not being in control (or even having knowledge) of what might happen further, causes submissive feelings of surrender of its body and feelings of being owned, even if nothing ever comes of it. This slave was thinking about being used, but more strongly was the feeling of having no say about its own body and what happens to it. It could feel that lack of rights for instance when it was in the supermarket, a certain exposed feeling as if any man who would so desire could walk up to this slave and grab its teats or start exploring its cunt as this slave would put its hands on its back, out of the way. Of course it is Master who determines who uses this slave's body and what is allowed. It is just this feeling of having no right to personal limits/boundaries that creates a submissive tension. And in that submissive tension there were small actions that further triggered its submissive feelings, like walking behind with its hands on its back, or kneeling on the supermarket floor to get something from the bottom shelf.