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Riding the dildo and watching itself in action

This morning this pig was already horny again and with its teats still sensitive and sore it had to be a bit careful getting dressed -- certainly a nice reminder of yesterday's session. This evening Master started building this slave's horniness again. Told to sit on its large TitanMen plug/dildo, the pig received the video's of yesterday's session and was told to watch them while playing with its cock. The dildo felt very good in the pig's cunt and it enjoyed riding up and down on it as it was told to do. Getting fucked by the dildo the pig got really horny as it was edging and watching the videos. Seeing the videos of the teat training the pig received, the pig can almost feel the torture and stimulation it received once again. Master decided that it would be good for the pig teats to get some rest tonight so despite longing for some more stimulation the pig was restricted to playing with its cock. Seeing the video of itself cum, now frustrating because the ...

Used, sore teats and spent

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Looking forward to and nervous for the loan out

Tomorrow this pig is loaned out to SIR again. As is the case every time, there is a submissive nervousness and desire at the same time. Desire to be used, to taste SIRs cock deep in its throat and in its cunt, a desire to be played with, to be in bondage, to be horny. Nervousness, because as much as this pig knows it will enjoy the session, it is always aware it is there as a slave, arranged and ordered to be there by Master, expected to perform to full satisfaction. Knowing it will be treated like a slave and that it will feel humiliated by that. And because it has no control over what will happen in the session, there is this constant element of uncertainty that creates a submissive buzz. Especially now that this will be a longer session again and that Master and SIR have been discussing some ideas and the pig doesn't know what they are. It will have to wait and see and do or undergo what is required of it. What it heard from Master is that the session may involve the making of...

The attraction of being used

Horny from the afterglow of the pig tail and the plug in its cunt, today there were several times where this pig was having a firm erection, frustrating and almost painfully repressed by the cockring. The pig teats sensitive, in part from yesterday's clamps but in part also by the stimulation of the pig's prostate by the plug which is definitely causing horny sensations in the teats as well. Festivities in town and Master, knowing how being in the presence of all kind of different men causes desires to be used, encouraged this further by suggesting the pig to imagine having to service these men and that after they came they would piss over this pig to thank it. A humiliating scenario to the pig and actually reminding it of its first session with SIR. Actually what this pig is noticing as it is "mentally trying out" all kinds of different men like it was doing today -- sometimes it does this more consciously but often it also "just happens" -- is how it i...

Pig tail, more cock sucking training and getting ready for sunday

Master has had this pig plugged for a little over 2 weeks now. Yesterday evening it was very horny to have the large plug in the pig cunt again. This pig can clearly notice the training effect of wearing the regular plug continuously. The large plug slid in easier than before, and stayed comfortable until it was replaced by the standard plug at bed time. Today it was time for the pig tail plug. Crawling around like a pig and sitting on the tail which forces the plug deep in its cunt and riding it on the chair gives a horny feeling of being fucked. The pig tail doesn't come out until this pig goes to bed so it is still sitting on its tail as it writes this. The pig was put through some more cock sucking training as well, first sitting and later on all fours wagging the pig tail. It went better than yesterday and by the end of the training this pig was able to suppress most of its gag reflex and take the dildo balls deep in its throat. Master wants this pig as horny as possible...

Back in session

The better this slave is feeling, the hornier it gets again. Today was a day with ups and downs, still not feeling totally well, but at the beginning of the evening this slave was feeling good and getting very horny, helped by the plug in its cunt. In anticipation of the session with Master, the pig was almost able to feel the teat stimulation it would be getting and the large plug it would be having in its cunt, and so its cock was already hard and leaking precum. And in the session this pig was soon in its horny world, stimulating its teats, making itself horny for Master. As is often the case, not saying much more than "yes Master" for most of the session, trusting that Master knows and enjoys the effects of His remarks on the pig. Master took it a bit easy on this slave's body and ended the session a bit early. But this pig was thankful that it got some cock sucking training -- on the floor on all fours with legs spread and ass up -- which went better than expecte...

The slave-like feeling of not having control

The horniness was certainly back "on" last night and this morning, causing some frustrating episodes with the plug making the pig cunt glow and its body sensitive, its teats tingling and sensitive and its veiny cock restrained by the cock ring. Wanting to grab it, hump something. This slave was a little too optimistic about feeling better and going back to work, and it spent the evening on the couch feeling a bit warm and dizzy again. Master had to work this evening and gave His slave an extra evening of rest anyway, so that was very welcome. The undercurrent of feeling very slave-like was noticeably present today as well. Thoughts that come with it have a lot to do with psychological control. The last few days there has been this uncanny feeling that things may not always be as they seem. Master is training His slave in all kinds of ways, some of which it understands, or thinks it understands, but there are probably also things going on that this slave is unaware of. For...

Feeling better, horny and submissive

Now that this slave is starting to feel better again, it is in a particularly submissive state. The horniness rapidly returning, the plug again becoming a source of constant sexual stimulation is certainly part of it. The pig realizes it will now quickly be back to its default state of being constantly horny and often frustrated which is both thrilling and scary. Another part is wearing the plug and cockring right through a few days of sickness, not particularly pleasurable but a constant reminder of Masters control. This slave may feel unwell but that doesn't mean its slavery stops. And after almost two weeks without interruption there is this sense now that the plug is really there to stay in this pig's cunt 24/7. And finally yesterday's dream. As it can sometimes be with dreams, the events do not do justice to the emotional charge of the dream, which was particularly strong and is still lingering in this slave's mind. The seriousness of the obedience and the pa...

A short dream about dozing off

This piglet had a short dream last night where it was being used by a dom, the dom was lying down on his back and this pig was supposed to stand with its legs on either side of his body so the dom would have a good view of and access to its cunt and cock and balls. It was standing on a small square mat that it was not allowed to get off of. But it was dark and late at night and the pig was dozing off when suddenly it felt the dom's hand pressing on the plug and on its balls. It let out a gasp, feeling vulnerable and exposed from the sudden touch and this brought it off balance as well and it stepped off the mat. It knew it was in trouble, back on the mat and it was worrying how to deal with this situation where it had so much trouble to not fall asleep but knew it was really necessary to pay attention. Dozing off has been this slave's theme the last few days, health-wise it was going a bit better today, able to take a few walks outside, but still not feeling all too well and ...

Sweating it out

Still sick today. This slave did not do much more than lying down, sleeping, and feeling a bit miserable. A different kind of frustration, especially with the weather being very nice, but nothing to do than give in to it, listen to its slave body and let it do what needs to be done. The plug is still in this slave's cunt. To be clear: Master has immediately given this slave the option to indicate whether it feels that its cunt also needs some rest now that it is not feeling well. But this slave has the feeling that that has not been necessary so far and the experience of the plug has been fluctuating today from present but not disturbing to slightly horny. This slave is also just curious to see how long its cunt can take the plug. But the horniness is definitely on the back burner for the moment for this slave. That does of course not mean it is not thinking about its slavery. In fact the lack of horniness makes it an interesting moment to reflect on its slavery a little bit an...

Not well yet

Well this slave is still not feeling all too well and keeping this blog post short, but one thing worth mentioning is that the horniness is already increasing, maybe a good sign. The plug and cock ring combination has certainly been frustrating for this slave a few times today. Especially when lying down and relaxing, the plug sometimes starts stimulating the prostate in a certain way, causing an erection, which is then constrained by the cock ring, causing a kind of contraction that firmly presses the plug into the prostate, causing more horniness, another contraction etc. A devilish spiral, almost as if slowly being fucked, very frustrating and difficult to not moan. Luckily this slave has a few days ahead without too many obligations so this slave can take it very easy, get some extra sleep and feel better soon.

Under the weather

This slave is definitely feeling a bit fluish / under the weather. So it is taking it easy as Master has given it some evenings off without training sessions so that it can get well. It is in a way nice to spend some evenings in relative freedom, just laying on the couch watching TV and dozing off, going to bed a bit earlier, but this slave would much rather be fit and ready and usable so that Master can use His property's time to train it further, and so that this pig can feel constantly horny, frustrated and longing to be used, feel how Master wants His piglet to feel. The plug has been comfortable again today and has not given any problems. The pig is on its longest streak ever, almost 9 days of being plugged now, day and night, weekdays and weekends, fit and fluish, which certainly strengthens the feeling of permanence. Always there, noticeable, slightly stretching the pig cunt and always stimulating the prostate. Frustratingly horny when the pig is fit but even now that the ...

First night with the cock ring

An interesting first night with the cock ring for the piglet. In the morning the pig experienced quite a bit of frustration from the cock ring applying pressure on its morning erections. Not painful like the previous cockring, but definitely very firm, squeezing the precum out and when the pig woke up the slave cock was moist. Creating that controlled feeling where the pig knows that every erection will be met with this kind of squeezing counterpressure. Another thing to note is that with this cockring, when the pig is not erect it notices how its cock and balls are being protruded by the wide ring more than with its previous ring, and how it is much more noticeable how its balls hang quite low and have more space to swing around when it walks.Going to work was interesting as well, the walking making the plug stimulate the prostate, causing a very sensitive strong erection that didn't easily go away. This slave has had a bit of a cold yesterday and today so no evening training se...

The new cockring arrived

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Today the new cockring arrived. A very nice looking and relatively wide donut shaped ring made out of polished stainless steel. The pig was very curious how the ring would feel and Master too so the pig got to put it on immediately. First impression was that it was quite a snug fit. The inside diameter a little smaller than the cock ring the pig was wearing previously, so the pig knew it could expect some firm pressure and prolonged erections due to the ring. Most important thing to find out is whether this ring will not give any problems like the previous one which irritated the top of the pig's cock. Master has made it clear that if it does not give any problems, the pig will from now on be wearing this cock ring by default. Later this evening the pig got some first experiences with the effects of the new cock ring. The plug, still in the pig's cunt, stimulating its prostate, regularly caused its cock to grow and with a mixture of pleasure and anxiousness the pig noticed th...

Training with the large plug

Last night the pig slept well and today at work the plug was less frustrating. The distraction of a busy work day helps in that respect. But the plug was definitely keeping the piglet horny. Just a deep and pleasant horny itch, felt especially when sitting down, that the pig thorougly enjoyed. Just like it enjoyed the very sensitive teats caused by the plug. If all goes well the pig will receive the new cock ring tomorrow. If it does not cause any problems the pig will be wearing it permanently. Another reminder of Master's constant control. This evening Master made the pig wear its ball weights, ball gag in its snout and the large plug in its cunt. Ordered to give its teats some firm treatment so they were getting the attention they craved. The pig was sitting with its legs spread wide as Master wants and its cock firmly erect from all the stimulation. Even though the pig was using its own hands, it is Master who is now using the pig and as if on display for His enjoyment the ...

Pig in heat

Last night in bed this piglet had a difficult time falling asleep as no matter how it tossed and turned, the plug was relentlessly stimulating its prostate, keeping it horny and making it moan as it is rubbing the base of the plug in frustration. With a slight panicky feeling the pig kept thinking of the fact that now that its cunt really seems to be getting used to the plug, this kind of frustration may be a much more regular occurrence. The arousal continued in the morning, and the piglet was soon sitting on the couch with a burning prostate, constant erections and a moist cock. Its teats activated and tingly and very sensitive to the touch, feeling as if they are played with ever so lightly. A pig in heat, as Master described its state. Its horniness relentlessly stimulated, with no escape from the sensations. Powerless to do anything but to feel horny and desperate. This has been a theme for the rest of the day. Two car rides and a train ride with lots of vibrations to keep the...

Getting a better cockring

Master has found a cockring for this pig that is possibly better fitting and of a better material than its current cock ring which has been causing some problems. The pig is of course very curious what it will look and feel like and honestly also looking forward to the continuous presence and pressure of the cock ring that it already got to experience for a couple of days. Hopefully this ring will have similar effects in terms of making its erections more regular, firmer, more sensitive and longer lasting so that it can feel its horniness, frustration and Master's control even more. This pig's cunt is still plugged. Although the plug has been a bit less comfortable today, the sore spot playing up a bit from time to time, it never became really problematic and in fact even with some discomfort the plug has also been stimulating this pig's horniness. A deep glowing sensation in the prostate, regular erections, and the pig teats that are made extra sensitive and feel like th...

Reliving sessions with SIR and getting used to the plug's permanence

Yesterday the pig received the complete set of videos of the four times it has now been sent to SIR to be used. Master ordered it to watch them while it was edging, as part of its training. A few of the videos were new, so the pig was especially curious to see those. It was horny for the pig to see itself so aroused and to see and hear SIR enjoy Himself. Shaving the pig's teats and pubic hair as He is free to do. Quite a few videos in which the pig was being punished, counting the strokes, in one video apologizing directly to Master for not informing Him properly of the state of His slave cunt -- humiliating to verbalize using those words. Having to grunt and make pig noises in the camera was humiliating too. Licking SIR's cock and desparate to reach it when stuck in the stockade. Smearing its cum in its snout and SIR's cum too, the smell of cum always with it as it travels back home. But the pig is not feeling shame about seeing its own degradations, submission and surre...

More cock sucking and challenging clamps

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The plugging continues, cock sucking and pig tail training

This pig hasn't slept with a plug in its cunt for a while but last night Master had it do just that. In bed when it started to relax the plug started causing horny stimulation of the prostate so the pig had some trouble falling asleep as the plug kept the pig hard and frustrated. The pig was relieved when it woke up and noticed that the plug was still comfortable and feeling nice and horny. The pig was feeling a bit frustrated when it got dressed and pulled up its trousers over its sensitive erection. The stimulation of the plug makes the slave body more sensitive overall, and the pig for instance got goose bumps when it was redressing for its workout and the material of its shirt rubbed its chest and teats when it pulled it over its head. This evening Master had the pig wear its pig tail and it had to practice moving with it by crawling around in its apartment. After that, cock sucking training on all fours. The pig had a spicy meal for dinner and maybe ate a little too much, ...

The plug keeps feeling comfortable

This pig is keeping its blog post short today as it has been at work all evening. Although yesterday evening the large plug was not 100% comfortable because of the sore spot in its cunt, and this morning the sore spot was again a bit sensitive, Master chose to have the pig wear its plug anyway. The pig was relieved that the plug has been surprisingly comfortable all day today and that meant the pig got to really enjoy it. Only slight discomfort every now and then. Even now, when the pig is about to go to bed, the plug is horny and comfortable. It is relieved and hopeful that slowly but surely it's getting back to the point of wearing the plug for a longer period of time and that as a result it starts to feel as a standard part of its daily attire again, continuously stimulating this pig's horniness. Whether the condom on the plug helps or not is hard to say, it looks that way though so the pig made sure to buy some more to continue the experiment.

Dark dreams and horny frustration

Last night this pig dreamt of a "surprise" session at SIR. Surprise in the sense that it was suddenly dropped off there and it was only a few days after its previous visit. So the pig knew that it would not be allowed to cum this time, and that the session was only for SIRs pleasure. It was a "dark" session, the tone was different and more firm and strict but the pig was also literally serving in the dark, the lights were off. At some point the pig was pushed with its back against the radiator, its arms were stuck / pinned behind its back and it got SIRs cock in its snout. His cock was not erect, somehow the pig knew that meant it would be swallowing some piss. It got scared, not because of the piss but because the pig would not be able to breathe, was unable to push SIR away and would be unable to communicate in any way about its need to breathe. It was totally dependent on whether SIR realized its need to breathe in time. And then the pig woke up, slightly panic...

The pig enjoying the plug

Today Master had the pig wear its plug again. This pig put a condom over it to investigate further if it is maybe the material and/or friction of this plug that is causing issues with the sore spot rather than its shape. It is too soon to say if it helps, but the piglet has been wearing the plug the whole day now without any major issues. Especially late in the morning and the beginning of the afternoon the plug just felt entirely comfortable and horny. Later in the afternoon and this evening there was sometimes a bit of a burning sensation at the sore spot but nothing so painful as to take away the horniness. When the plug is feeling comfortable, this pig enjoys being plugged during the day on several levels. First of all there is simply the enjoyment of the stimulation that the plug gives to the prostate, a deep horny feeling that makes the whole body more sensitive. And apparently the pig's teats are getting more connected to its prostate as well as the plug also makes the tea...

Porn actor

A warm and sunny day today so this slave went for a walk where it had some time to think back on last week including Tuesday's session with SIR. The punishment this pig got being stuck in the stockade. This pig actually enjoyed the treatment and the forced humiliating position, so it was lucky with its punishment this time. And also sucking SIRs cock which this pig just loves to do now. Quite a change from a few years back when this pig actually mentioned in its profile that sexual service was not really one of its desires. Master called this pig a porn actor because of all the videos that were made in the session. Except of course that this pig wasn't really acting and was really feeling as horny and submissive as it appeared to be in the videos. Actually when Master said "you are now also a porn actor" the first thought that quickly shot through its head was that Master might have shared one or more of the videos with others or even online to further humiliate the...

Wearing the regular plug again

Now that this pig has its regular plug back, Master had it spend the whole day plugged with it. The piglet already woke up horny as usual, its teats again sensitive from yesterday's clamps and its slave cock was erect for a big part of the morning. The prospect of having the plug back in its cunt made it even more horny. Wearing this plug during the day clearly takes some getting used to again, every now and then it was burning a bit, but it was also horny. For example when the pig took an evening walk and the plug caused its cock to become erect and probably quite clearly visible in its trousers, so that took a bit of repositioning now and then. Just to be sure the plug doesn't cause issues, the piglet isn't made to sleep with the plug tonight. The pig hopes to soon be able to wear the plug for longer periods again.

Down on knees with pig tail and getting frustrated

Wearing the teat clamps yesterday was tougher than expected which led to teats that were glowing and throbbing last night and this morning, arousing the pig almost as if the teats were being played with. So the pig had a horny start of the day. This evening Master further increased this pig's horniness. It was told to wear the ball weights and the pig tail as is appropriate for a pig. Master had it stimulate the teats which had the pig moan in frustration, especially with the pig tail plug feeling really horny as well. To further enjoy the pig tail, Master told the pig to crawl around its house and as it has experienced before, the movement of the pig tail felt very nice in its cunt. Teat clamps with weights were applied and the pig had to get down on its knees, pig tail stuck out, and edge itself while making horny movements with its pig body. This pig got very horny but also very frustrated as it kept itself on the edge and wagged its tail at the same time, feeling the vibrat...

Videos of a whore in action

This pig got a little bit of rest last night and today, no plug or weights, allowed to let its body relax. This evening Master had it wear its ball weights, ball gag and of course the large plug. Although the pig teats were a bit sensitive from yesterday's treatment, Master had the pig stimulate them anyway and have it apply teat clamps to them for a considerable amount of time. That was tougher than this pig thought at first and by the end of it, it was suffering as it worked through the last couple of minutes. SIR was satisfied with the pig although it could improve on the cock sucking without gagging, so Master will continue this pig's training of that aspect of its service next week. Master sent the pig the videos that were taken yesterday. It was told to watch them over and over again as it was edging, so this whore could see itself at work. The pig saw how horny it got serving SIR and being able to please Him with its humiliation and horniness. Time and again it saw the...

SIR using the pig

Today the pig was loaned out to SIR for use. It already got in the right mind set at home by locking SIRs chain around its neck and because the weather was a bit warmer, it was wearing a summer jacket that doesn't really hide the chain well and so the pig felt a bit self conscious in the metro. When this slave arrived and saw SIRs car it got in a proper submissive state and as it entered the car and opened its jacket it knew it was SIRs play toy for the evening. This pig was punished for forgetting its plug last time. The punishment was to spend 30 minutes in SIRs stockade, wagging its pig tail and wearing teat clamps with some serious weights on them that it had to swing back and forth. It was humiliating position to be in, and the clamps were burning nicely. SIR took a stool and sat down naked in front of this pig's head. Cock sucking time. In the forced all fours position this pig did its best to get SIRs cock deep in its snout and suck it, a strenuous position to do so. S...

Subtle fantasies and preparing for SIR

This piglet is having torturous mornings where the cock ring is waking it up, painfully constraining a raging erection and the pig has to find some way to position itself to lessen the effect of the ring (i.e., pulling its legs up a bit so the cock ring is less angled). It will truly take some getting used to. This pig knows from what it has read on chastity forums that slaves sleeping with a chastity device are also struggling with a first period of suffering from painful morning erections, but that that lessens over time, this pig hopes it will be the same with the cock ring. Master helped remind this pig that it too will in the not too distant future be wearing a chastity device, and then erections will not be possible anymore at all. Mentally, the cockring and ball weight are starting to feel like a form of bondage, constant pressure on the balls and knowing that each and every erection will be constrained relentlessly. Yesterday the pig was connecting with its submissiveness mor...

Getting used to the cock ring and ball weight

One thing this pig will have to get used to is that it gets a lot of erections in the early morning and that the cock ring makes those really strong, almost painful, and the cock ring is pressing down hard on them which has caused the skin on top of its cock to be a bit raw and senstive. Horny and painful at the same time and this way the pig wakes up every morning knowing who controls its sexuality. Today the ball weight was re-applied on Master's order as the scrotum was feeling normal again. A bit thick, but that is normal; the scrotum skin has been stretched quite a bit the past months but the balls still contract as well which pulls the scrotum skin together and because there is more of it now, it feels thicker. But not swollen and watery like yesterday. So the pig again enjoyed the pressure on its balls, from the weight pressing down on them or from the balls being pressed against the leg of its trousers due to the limited room they have there. This pig was feeling tired ...