The slave-like feeling of not having control
The horniness was certainly back "on" last night and this morning, causing some frustrating episodes with the plug making the pig cunt glow and its body sensitive, its teats tingling and sensitive and its veiny cock restrained by the cock ring. Wanting to grab it, hump something.
This slave was a little too optimistic about feeling better and going back to work, and it spent the evening on the couch feeling a bit warm and dizzy again. Master had to work this evening and gave His slave an extra evening of rest anyway, so that was very welcome.
The undercurrent of feeling very slave-like was noticeably present today as well. Thoughts that come with it have a lot to do with psychological control. The last few days there has been this uncanny feeling that things may not always be as they seem. Master is training His slave in all kinds of ways, some of which it understands, or thinks it understands, but there are probably also things going on that this slave is unaware of. For this slave that is a particularly humiliating thing and it can see its own attempts to "understand" what is happening as a way to have some handholds. To this slave, there is definitely a desire to have Master shape and mold and toy with this slave's mind so that He can get it more and more under His control, but at the same time that is also a bit scary.
It is in this state that it gets particularly horny and submissive when Master addresses it as "piglet" or when this pig uses the term "pig" or "piglet" to refer to itself, not from the immediate humilation of the term but from the knowledge that there has been a constant process of Master grinding this self image / identity into this piglet's mind, affirmed and strengthened with each use, and that that will not stop.
This slave was a little too optimistic about feeling better and going back to work, and it spent the evening on the couch feeling a bit warm and dizzy again. Master had to work this evening and gave His slave an extra evening of rest anyway, so that was very welcome.
The undercurrent of feeling very slave-like was noticeably present today as well. Thoughts that come with it have a lot to do with psychological control. The last few days there has been this uncanny feeling that things may not always be as they seem. Master is training His slave in all kinds of ways, some of which it understands, or thinks it understands, but there are probably also things going on that this slave is unaware of. For this slave that is a particularly humiliating thing and it can see its own attempts to "understand" what is happening as a way to have some handholds. To this slave, there is definitely a desire to have Master shape and mold and toy with this slave's mind so that He can get it more and more under His control, but at the same time that is also a bit scary.
It is in this state that it gets particularly horny and submissive when Master addresses it as "piglet" or when this pig uses the term "pig" or "piglet" to refer to itself, not from the immediate humilation of the term but from the knowledge that there has been a constant process of Master grinding this self image / identity into this piglet's mind, affirmed and strengthened with each use, and that that will not stop.
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