Looking forward to and nervous for the loan out

Tomorrow this pig is loaned out to SIR again. As is the case every time, there is a submissive nervousness and desire at the same time. Desire to be used, to taste SIRs cock deep in its throat and in its cunt, a desire to be played with, to be in bondage, to be horny. Nervousness, because as much as this pig knows it will enjoy the session, it is always aware it is there as a slave, arranged and ordered to be there by Master, expected to perform to full satisfaction. Knowing it will be treated like a slave and that it will feel humiliated by that. And because it has no control over what will happen in the session, there is this constant element of uncertainty that creates a submissive buzz.

Especially now that this will be a longer session again and that Master and SIR have been discussing some ideas and the pig doesn't know what they are. It will have to wait and see and do or undergo what is required of it. What it heard from Master is that the session may involve the making of one or more videos that are suitable for a public audience in which the pig is shown to perform or undergo something and is clearly enjoying it, so that would be humiliating and at the same time this pig enjoys the thought of pleasing an audience this way.

This submissive nervousness of course also makes the pig horny when it thinks of the loan out and when that happens, the pig's prostate starts glowing and aching from the plug and from that stimulation the pig's teats start to tingle as well, making the pig even more horny and full of desire. In this way the pig feels like the plug is a device that ties this pig's submissiveness and horniness even further together.