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This slave has some family circumstances to deal with and yesterday it asked its Master for permission to skip its required blog post given the mind set it was in. Sometimes this slave feels restricted / limited in its ability to fulfil its slave obligations, and it feels good that this is not a problem and that it can deal with it from its position as a slave, by just respectfully asking for permission, thereby acknowledging it is always Master's decision to make and not the slave's. In this case, being allowed to skip its blog post went without saying and that was much appreciated by this slave. Feeling that its status as a slave and its feelings of slavery can continue in good and in bad times has always been special, and the fact that it feels important tells the slave that these feelings exist within a rather fundamental part of itself. Another thing that always continues, is being horny. This morning the slave cock was frustratingly throbbing within the restrictions o...

Waking up with a sore cock was painful but also horny as an instant reminder of being a slave whose genitals have been tortured by its Owner, as something He can do. The soreness was caused by some little wounds from the clamps and one of them unfortunately meant that the ball weight had to be removed today to let the skin heal. A weird light / naked feeling today and also at the start of its training session this evening. Sitting naked and horny and working to get itself horny, always under time pressure to get a leaking cock as quick as possible, forcing it to really let the horniness take over, letting it in deep and strong, to the pig always a reminder that the horniness is for its Master and His purposes, not primarily for the pig's own enjoyment. In this session there was more torture for the pig and this time the teats would have to do the work (= cause the suffering for the pleasure of its Master). And Master wanted to make use of the slave throat and have the pig shove t...

The pig presented itself for its Master this evening, as always naked with legs spread and sat on the Titan plug. The pig was gagged, horny, feeling submissive after yesterday's news and both excited and a little anxious about what would be in store for it this evening. Master gave the slave a pretty intense torture session to endure. It is what it is there for, a slave that He can make to suffer for His enjoyment. Black clamps went on its teats, and Master wanted extra weights, 6 clothes pins on the underside of its cock, and a burning candle under the pig balls. It was ordered to keep edging and swing the clothes pins and teat clamps. Quickly clear that it would be suffering. Part of the torture was that it had to repeatedly squat over the candle with its balls close to the flame for 5 seconds, the flames stinging a lot as the pig was moaning and whimpering and could again smell burned hairs. After a while it could sit down again but was to keep its balls as close to the fl...

The pig was feeling its horniness nag and its teats tingle today, super sensitive from the suction and causing a horny frustration. The horniness mixed with a submissive tension, feeling its place and status as a slave. Together with a horny cunt creating an owned controlled horny pig feeling. Master has some new challenges in mind for the slave, which will revolve around heavy humiliations and intense pain/torture. One thought Master had concerning humiliation is to let the pig wear a hollow metal plug with a metal ball inside that will clank and move as it is e.g. walking in the supermarket. Aware of its slave status, very conscious of the feeling of the plug in its cunt which is now audible to others. Getting horny maybe too from being made to undergo that, and the whole thing creating a loop of horniness and humiliation. In light of intense tortures, the slave can already mentally prepare itself for when it will be made to cum again somewhere in the future, which will be a se...

Waking up in frustration with a painfully constricted stiff cock is always the first experience of the day and a blissful reminder of its slavery and controlled status. The pig spent the day pretty relaxed, and so horny, a horny pig enjoying how it makes its whole body horny and sensitive and in desire. And also how its horniness, its submissive feelings and fantasies now more and more feed into each other. Enjoying some horny memories and fantasies that popped up and made the slave cock throb today. Like the memory of sitting naked, blindfolded with legs spread in front of SIR who planted his boots in its cock and balls, grinding them under his sole. As worthless pieces of flesh not useful for anything more than such treatment / torture to have some fun. And the long teat play he administered, the pig losing itself in the horniness and frustration as it went on and on, its body his to play with. The pig feels its teats tingle in horny desire at the memory of that. And the thought ...

A slave kept horny makes for a slave full of submissive desires. And in the weekend, when the slave has time to relax, these come up strongly. But this slave also feels that these longings and desires seem to be getting stronger, more urgent as time passes. The controlled feeling of being kept horny and frustrated, the longing to always be kept like that. Its sexuality taken control of, used only for and aimed at the pleasure of its Master and users. Yes it gets frustrated, the longing for sexual release never far away, but that just makes it feel the control even more and that in turn fuels the horniness. Being kept like this, is what it needs. This longing to be low in status, for that feeling to become ever more strong, real, and pervasive. In the bar this evening the slave was feeling frustrated about that, was picturing itself naked and kneeling, or standing, as the men drank their beers. The slave seen as something useful only for pleasure and fun. It sometimes feels such a s...

Today the pig was very horny. The slave cock stiff and throbbing, frustrated but happy to be a slave and to be reminded so often of that status and the consequences thereof within its life. Deep horniness, frustration, suffering, hard work, humiliation, lack of control. Horny from two weeks chaste but also from the experiences and "impressions" of last week. The cock and ball torture with the clamps on Monday and the horniness / longing for pain that created the next day. Getting horny purely from feeling the sore ball sac at work the next day. Wednesday's predicament of hovering over the punishment bench, feeling the ever widening tip of the plug press in its cunt, spreading it open, its upper legs burning, postponing the inevitable impalement and suffering of taking a seat on the spikes. The burning ass in combination with a horny cunt, both while sitting down and the day after. And today the slave's ass is still a bit sore and its horny cunt drove the pig t...