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Sunday

The horniness is getting more intense, and cunt has this nervous horny submissive tension coursing through its body. Feeling controlled, aware of its chastity and of its slave status. Thinking of the humiliations, the tortures, the rape that it needs and fears. That it needs to be seen and used as what it is, just an inferior slave, just a horny play toy to use.  Tomorrow the slave chain will be locked on again and its clothes come off as cunt will resume its naked slave life, just a horny animal, exposed and available for use. The slave cock is currently straining in its cage, apparently it can't wait to be released from its confines the coming week so that it can be tortured with the spiked clamps. The slave's ass is glowing after three days. And cunt's cunt is horny, feels the horny pressure in its prostate. Cunt feels the horniness flow as it is thinking about the feeling of THE IMPALER penetrating its cunt deep, riding on it and raping itself following Master's com...

Suffering thoughts

Cunt is so horny... Feeling the horny waves go through its body, the horniness in its cunt, thinking of the various ways in which it will get raped again. Thinking of suffering on its pleasure bench, Horny from thinking of the spikes in its ass and that horny humiliating plug keeping its cunt open.and of the tortures it will be made to endure...while feeling its ass still burn from last week's tortures. And feeling very much like an inferior slave, with no control and made to suffer for some horny fun. To its Master it may be satisfying to turn a slave that was not really into pain a few years back, more and more into a real pain pig. To cunt, it is satisfying to notice the effects of Master's training, to feel both the excitement and the humiliation of how it is coming to need the pain, to feel that recurring need to suffer for its Master. Something that has become extra clear now that cunt is in chastity and has had a few sessions of suffering without edging.  Master ordered ...

Torture and chastity feelings

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Cunt was feeling the slave cock strain in its cage from the horniness and slavery feelings. A horny cunt, feeling the horny pressure in its prostate, and a sore naked ass this morning, and the slave cock spontaneously leaking from the horniness. And sore horny teats. Feeling that it is a lucky slave to be owned and controlled by its Master and given the opportunity to submit and serve His pleasure. Cunt's ass is glowing, burning somewhat while writing this blog post. Master considered that cunt's ass was "tortured enough to make it through the weekend", and cunt enjoys the painful after effects, to always feel some level of pain in its slave ass to remind it of its place.  Next week, the tortures continue and Master plans to put cunt's genitals in its spiked clamps while spending time on its pleasure bench. The cage will need to be removed for that, but only so that the flesh is exposed for torture.  Cunt knows that on occasion, Master will make cunt empty its bal...

An extra treat

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Cunt could serve its Master this evening by spending another period of suffering on its pleasure bench. It was grateful that it could once again feel that it is just a piece of torture meat for its Master.  The black clamps again went on its already sore teats for the coming hour and a half, swinging and hurting them.  Cunt felt like a horny submissive animal when it was on its knees pleasuring the plug with its tongue, its legs spread wide and ass stuck out, begging to be filled. Following Master's commands to squat over the plug and mount the various bulbs of the plug, before He required it to sit down hard and fast in one go. Pain from the spikes and the clamps, humiliating horniness from the plug on which it was impaled, and the slave cock leaking in its cage. Just a stupid pain slave made to suffer and feel the humiliation of its position. Master had cunt spent a phase in darkness with closed hood, focusing only on the pain and the plug. Nothing to do but endure and focus...

Suffering on the pleasure bench

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Cunt has a used and humiliated feeling after it has been placed on its pleasure bench for about an hour this evening. A horny cunt from its plug, a red and sore ass from the spikes, and sore horny teats from the black clamps. Feeling the after effects of how Master decided to torture His slave body. Cunt spent half of its time on the bench with its mask closed, and was ordered by its Master to reflect on the fact that it is just a worthless piece of meat to torture. Feeling the pain in its ass and teats, knowing that it is only good for providing a bit of horny entertainment for its Master with its suffering. Cunt was in darkness and totally focused on its purpose. Feeling its inferiority. Horny from the humiliation, from the plug in its cunt, moving and massaging its prostate as cunt was rocking on its pleasure bench to maximize the pain. Swinging the clamps, as ordered, feeling the horny pain and the vulnerability of its teats and their constant stimulation.  Serving its Mas...

Riding on THE IMPALER

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It was time for more training of the cunt, as cunt found out when Master required it to present itself with a greased up cunt again this evening. It felt submissive, presenting itself in that way with a cunt that was still feeling the effects of yesterday's Beercan session, naked with its legs spread and mask on. Bringing its body in a state of strong horniness by stimulating its teats, making the slave cock twitch in its cage. And then it was time to attach the black clamps to its teats and lower itself on THE IMPALER.  In the beginning it is always a horny and humiliating feeling to feel that fat dildo slide in, to feel its ass cheeks getting spread open by the fuck bench. After a short warm up, cunt was to quickly lower itself balls deep.  Master had cunt ride on THE IMPALER slowly, but taking it as deep as possible each time and pausing for 5 seconds balls deep. Feeling the horniness and pain of the deep penetration, depth training for the slave cunt. Faster riding for a c...

Beercan stretching while watching fisting videos

With sore teats and a horny but worn out feeling in its cunt, cunt sits on the couch writing this blog post. Knowing again that it is a slave, an object to use, a cunt to rape. Time and again presenting its body for use by its Master, as is its place, its purpose, its obligation as a slave. Master chose to further dilate cunt's cunt with the Beercan plug this evening, and it had clover clamps with weights attached to its teats. For inspiration, Master had sent it some videos of a slave in chastity getting fisted. Videos that it was to watch while its own cunt was undergoing the intense and forceful stretching of this huge plug. It took some 15 minutes of riding and dilating before the cunt opened enough to accept the plug. It feels like the hip bone first has to be pried open a bit by the plug, and cunt could still feel the effects of last week's Beercan rape.  Once the plug was fully inside, cunt was to keep it in for as long as possible. A little over 15 minutes this time, lo...

Sunday

Cunt has been in its chastity device for over a week now, and is enjoying the submission, the inferior feeling it causes. Having given up the right and the control to its cock and feeling that on a constant basis. Practically, for instance how pissing now has to be done with care and patience to first align things properly, which can be difficult at times especially when the need is high, and cunt is still regularly making a mess. But also, the reminder that it is its purpose to serve. This afternoon cunt sat outside watching men pass by and in its horniness was looking at their bulges, horny free cocks that it could be pleasuring. Feeling the contrast of its own slave cock straining in its cage made it feel its inferiority. The freedom of its own cock taken away, so that it can become a better slave, focused solely on the horny pleasure of its Master and others. Cunt is thinking about the upcoming week of service, and how Master will make use of its cunt again. The cunt that He owns. ...

Spiked briefs and a smaller cage

Cunt's ass is still glowing when it sits down, after Master had treated it to a session on the spikes of its pleasure bench last week. A real pleasure for cunt to be sitting in that pain, suffering for its Master with the horniness of the plug on which it is impaled. And even more a pleasure for cunt to know that it can count on this treatment at least once every week. Something that makes the slave cock strain in its cage as cunt is writing this down. The cage that cunt felt today as it went for a walk, on a very nice day that almost felt like spring. Cunt was feeling the occasional pinching and rubbing of its cock against its trousers on places where there are holes in the cage. It will be interesting how that will feel when cunt is also wearing a spiked pair of briefs, a DIY project with the spiked discs and Master is entertaining the idea of being able to make cunt wear this when it is out and about, so it will not forget its slave status. The current cock cage is visually appe...

Friday cunt horniness

Yesterday cunt crawled into bed horny and with a slavery feeling of the torture on its pleasure bench. The chastity cage gave it an additional punishment, torturing its straining erection attempt and giving it blue balls in the middle of the night. The permanent presence of the cage, no escape from this constant reminder that it is a slave under control. Today cunt's cunt was very horny. Cunt was moaning from submissive horniness as it was licking its Beercan plug in the morning. It spent the morning doing some cleaning, it was a submissive feeling to be naked and on its knees cleaning its toilet, its horny cunt stuck out and exposed while doing this menial task. Triggering a fantasy of cleaning its toilet bowl with a toilet brush gag, with its head close to the bowl, humiliated by not being able to avoid the water splashing onto its face. Later, while traveling, cunt felt the slave cock strain in its cage as the movements of the bus it rode in stimulated its tenderized ass and mad...

Enduring the pleasure bench in chastity

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Cunt currently feels the humiliation of having been given a sore burning ass and a horny cunt, used by its Master and then left horny with the slave cock straining in its cage. Master had decided that cunt would sit on its pleasure bench, something it is to endure at least once a week. Sitting for well over an hour with its bare ass on the spikes and beer caps, impaled on the Rocket plug. It was the first session on the pleasure bench in chastity. So no more edging, just the pain and the feeling in its cunt, the black clamps torturing its teats. Really just enduring and feeling, which together with its hood created a submissive focus of just being a torture object. Feeling the pain and knowing that it is cunt's purpose to experience that pain fully, letting its full weight rest on the spikes, embracing and "enjoying" the resulting pain intensity that Master chose for cunt. Its ass experiencing a strong pain renewal halfway through, when Master had it partially get up from...

Wednesday

Cunt is getting more used to the cage being locked around the slave cock, to the straining at night, the slight blue balls feeling throughout the day. Balls that are currently without their steel weights. Cunt tried wearing one of the weights today but within the hour its balls were turning a bit purple and the ball sac started to burn. So currently the blood flow to the balls does not seem to be good enough in combination with the chastity device. Cunt's balls should be weighed down for its Master, and cunt does miss the pull and swing of the weights. It will keep trying. Cunt watched some videos of slaves in chastity that are getting fucked, real fuck holes used for pleasure and then left straining in their cage with a horny glowing cunt. Some examples are this one and this one  and watching those videos and imagining the feeling makes cunt's cunt glow hornily.

Beercan after effects

Last night in bed, cunt woke up in the middle of the night with the slave cock painfully straining in its cage, and a horny feeling in its cunt, with the effects of the Beercan session in its system it was feeling like nothing more than a cunt that has been spread wide open.  Today the after effects, a sloppy feeling and a sore cunt letting it know that it has been abused yesterday. Pleasuring the Beercan plug with its mouth as part of its morning ritual; worshipping the plug that wrecked its cunt yesterday. And currently its cunt is glowing hornily in desire again. It is all that cunt is and all that it has to be, just a horny cunt longing for its next use.  And the fact that the slave cock is out of play helps it in that awareness. The chastity device comes with its discomforts, but cunt is happy to have lost the ability to grab its cock and to get erections like normal men, instead having to submit to the cage, underlining its inferiority and submission to its Master, and a...

Beercan session

Cunt returned to its naked slave life today and Master locked the slave chain back around its neck for the week. It felt the horniness in its body and constant slight blue balls from the chastity device which cunt loves as a reminder of its chaste and controlled status. This evening Master dilated cunt's cunt further with the Beercan plug. Hooded and with clover clamps on its teats, cunt was to sit and lower itself on the plug, and then ride it, trying to accept it inside. And once it managed to briefly take the plug fully into its cunt, to continue to ride it and sit with the plug in its cunt for as long as it could manage. Feeling that intense stretch, feeling its cunt suffer. A few seconds at first, then a minute, then several minutes each time before its cunt would start to cramp and try to expel the plug again. It is a beginning -- Master wants to make this plug the default plug during cunt's sessions. And as a cunt slave, cunt worked the Beercan into its cunt time and aga...

Chastity experiences

Cunt spent its first day and a half in chastity, feeling horny, tingling teats and a horny desire in its cunt. The grip of the chastity device on the slave cock and the way it "punishes" and prevents its erections is a constant reminder of cunt's status and that it has given up the freedom and pleasure of its cock. The sensations of the device, the controlled feeling, and thoughts of a life in chastity increase cunt's horniness. Feeling the sturdy black cage with its hands, cunt is thinking about how it will feel when in due time it will have forgetten how the slave cock feels to the touch. One effect of the chastity device is that there is somewhat of a blue balls feeling more often during the day which is a nice torture to remind cunt that it is a slave in chastity.  Pissing with the device on is not much of a problem when things are aligned well. If not, piss sprays in all directions, which is humiliating.  Last night cunt experienced pretty intense discomfort due ...

Cunt in chastity

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This morning, cunt locked on its new chastity device that Master requires it to wear from now on. The start of a new phase in its slave existence where the slave cock no longer matters as a source of sexual pleasure. Cunt currently still has the keys, but that will be a temporary situation, in the near future they will be put in a safe that Master can control remotely and then cunt will truly be locked, with the slave cock kept under Master's control and out of cunt's control, as it should be. As far as how cunt experiences the device so far: it is a great feeling to be locked, to feel how the swelling of the slave cock is immediately counter-pressured by the device, how that reminds it of its status. It causes a submissive feeling how the slave cock is constantly forced into a curved down state, with limited room to grow, and to think about how it will now always be like this for cunt...a certain longing for that feeling of permanence. The combination with the ball weights tur...

Last day with a free cock...

Cunt has probably spent its last day with a free cock today. This afternoon, cunt received its chastity device in the mail. And Master has ordered cunt to put the slave cock under lock and key tomorrow morning... Ironically, thinking about that today has made the slave cock stiff quite regularly. Cunt felt horny and submissive holding the cage in its hands, to feel its sturdiness, a true prison for the slave cock. It came with several sized rings and cunt is to select the tightest one possible. Cunt looks forward to feeling how it will constrain the slave cock and to no longer be able to grab and touch it, to give up that access. To feel even stronger that it is owned and controlled by its Master and Owner. Cunt knows there will be discomforts that it will have to get used to. Waking up at night from painful erection attempts. No longer able to piss standing up like normal men. Cunt expects that the device will remind it of its inferiority on a regular basis.  And by taking the sla...

Preparing for chastity

Cunt felt the effects of the pleasure bench today, glowing and tingling feelings in its naked slave ass, and a horny cunt. As cunt is writing this blog post it is still feeling its ass glow and burn. A reminder of its status as torture flesh. Just like the blue balls cunt felt today reminded it of its status. An effect of the edging, the straining in the cock ring, and the swinging of the steel weights on its balls. Making it feel extra clearly that it is kept horny and under control. Last night in bed after the session, the slave cock was straining in its cockring particularly strongly. Together with horniness in its cunt it made cunt think about how that would be when in chastity. The chastity device will be arriving very soon now, and cunt cunt is preparing for the reality of losing control over its slave cock completely. It certainly has been more aware of its erections, the feel of the slave cock, the horny pleasure in the edging. Knowing that will be gone soon, no more possibilit...

Ass torture session

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Cunt is feeling its slave status from walking around naked all day, horny and knowing that Master put the chastity device in the mail which will place cunt in a life of painfully frustrated erection attempts and no more access to the slave cock. This evening might have been cunt's last session with its cock "free". Cunt's cunt is continuously used by its Master, this evening cunt was placed on its spiked pleasure bench impaled on the bulbous Rocket plug. The black clamps hurting its teats. Slow edging to keep it near orgasm and cunt could feel its prostate pulsate hornily against the plug while feeling the pain of the spikes. After a while Master had it get up and re-planted it on its bench so cunt got to enjoy the renewed severe pain in its ass. Whorishly moving its ass on the spikes of the bench, intensifying the pain further, maximizing the after effects of a sore ass and awareness that its ass has been tortured for Master's pleasure. Feeling the plug move insi...

Chastity device on the way

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Master selected and ordered a chastity device (Cobra) to lock the slave cock away in, and today Master received it; soon cunt will be living its life no longer having access to its cock. A further step in cunt's enslavement which it both looks forward to and fears. But certainly something that it will wear with pride. A clear symbol of cunt's role as a slave focused on the pleasure of Master and others, deriving its own satisfaction only from service and from being used. Last night in bed after its cunt had been forced open by the Beercan plug, cunt felt very submissive with a strong horny glow in its cunt as it was moaning from horniness and desire for abuse of its cunt. And today cunt felt the effects of the session in its cunt. When Master told it to present itself with a greased up cunt, it knew there would be more abuse, at the same time its cunt started glowing hornily again and the slave cock got stiff.  Master placed it on its fuck bench to ride on THE IMPALER. Black cl...

Progress

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After the extensive session with THE IMPALER this weekend, Master wanted to see to what extent His slave cunt would now be able to swallow he Beercan plug. Cunt has been trying to get this 8 cm diameter plug into its cunt for a while now, to meet its Master's expectations. Slowly dilating its cunt in the process...a little bit further each time...and this evening, this monster plug finally went in. Super intense how the Beercan stretched its cunt wide open, horniness from the intense filled feeling and from the awareness that its cunt has now surrendered to this huge plug. The humiliation of being stretched open like this, way beyond comfortable, because it is just a cunt that is being forced open for its Master. First only bearable for a few seconds and later in the session for several minutes, as Master required cunt to sit and stay on the plug. Its cunt was soon suffering quite a bit, feeling the pain of the stretch and how its cunt was cramping on it, trying to expel it. Aware ...

Torture afterthoughts

Cunt was horny today, feeling the after effects of yesterday's torture and the resulting feeling of being a slave. Cunt is already fantasizing about further torture, it is always surprising how quickly after the torture is over, the agony is forgotten and replaced by a desire for more suffering. Cunt is thinking back with horniness to the tightening of the screws by its Master, first longing for more, later fearing each extra twist, knowing Master is in control and enjoying the suffering of His slave.  Last night, and also today, cunt could feel the dull ache in its balls, further strengthened by the ball weights that made them swing heavily under its naked body.  After the session on THE IMPALER yesterday, when cunt's cunt was feeling abused and Master told it to make itself available again that evening, cunt was in a true cunt slave awareness. It felt like a cunt on legs meant to bring that cunt back to its Master who owns it and can use it as He wants. Today, its cunt is ho...

Long impalement, and spiked ball clamp initiation

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That cunt is just an object to use and torture, a cunt to be raped, is something that cunt understood quite clearly today. Cunt spent its Saturday naked, and because it was home alone, it was available for use by its Master whenever and however He might want. Cunt surely felt that way. Well aware that if Master would choose to ignore it for the weekend, that would have been perfectly appropriate for His inferior possession. It would have been horny, naked, waiting until it could be of use again. Instead, Master did decide to use His property and cunt was happy that it could serve.  Master thought it would be a good moment to have cunt spend a long session impaled on THE IMPALER, a session that had been long overdue. And so cunt was very nervous too, thinking about what its Master would be requiring from it. Cunt experiences 30 minutes of impalement as tough, an hour is agonizing (its thoughts went back to last year's punishment) and cunt knew it would be spending at least that. Wit...

Afterglow, relection on nakedness

The weekly maintenance of Master's slave ass left cunt with a red and marked ass yesterday evening. And cunt is enjoying the afterglow today. Burning a bit, with glows and tingles in its ass as it is sitting down. Thinking back with horniness to the pleasure bench session and fantasizing about more. And also about further tortures with the new cock and ball clamps. Suffering for its Master, knowing that is its place, enjoying Master's entitlement to cunt's body, to play with it and torture it as He sees fit, as its Owner. Cunt has been spending the week naked, slave chain locked around its neck, cock ring and weights swinging from its balls, shaven horny teats. Currently also burning a bit from several hours of enlargement with the suction cups.  It was cunt's first week of nakedness and it has been very aware of its naked body. Cunt still has to let it sink in that this is not a temporary situation, but a new phase in its enslavement, that Master requires cunt to no lo...

Torture session on the pleasure bench

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The weekly session on its pleasure bench left cunt with a glowing ass that it will feel throughout the weekend when it is sitting, which will remind it of its place as Master's torture object. Impaled on the Rocket plug, cunt always feels the humiliation of being made to sit like that; the pain of that sadistic bench, combined with the horniness of the plug that keeps it in place. A plug that cunt first greeted with its slave mouth, on its knees with its ass stuck out. Pleasuring the plug while wearing the hood was a bit difficult, it can stick out its tongue and then lick the plug, but it can not wrap its lips around it anymore. Nevertheless cunt got horny from the licking with its exposed empty cunt so greedily offered for use, a very horny and humiliating feeling.  Cunt sat on its bench for about an hour, edging and swinging the clamps on its teats. Luckily no cramping of its cunt on the plug, so cunt could "relax" and focus on the pain and the horniness of the plug. M...

Cunt afterglow

Cunt felt its used cunt quite well last night and today. A bit of a wrecked feeling, some soreness, and at times glowing very hornily. The horny glow made cunt feel like a cunt slave longing for more, and it was getting horny thinking back of yesterday's session. Surrendering its cunt to the fucking and impalement that its Master required of it, feeling THE IMPALER own its cunt, the humiliating feeling of getting super horny from its own rape. The hood adds to the slavery feeling of being just a body to use. The small eye holes and flaps to the side make that cunt can only look forward, focused on the picture of Master's Cock that it is serving. The session always starts with teat play to get cunt in a horny submissive state, experiencing horniness because its Master wants it horny. With the hood on, cunt can no longer see its teats, only feel the deep horny stimulation, as if they are being played with by someone else. When the hood is closed, the experience is further reduced...

Rape by THE IMPALER

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Cunt is just a piece of fuck meat, a cunt to rape. And about an hour and a half of working its cunt on THE IMPALER under Master's direction this evening left cunt really feeling that way. Cunt had been longing to feel THE IMPALER deep inside, a dildo with the diameter of a standard beer can. Cunt prepared by setting up its bouncy fuck bench and putting THE IMPALER underneath. Black clamps went on its teats. Cunt was horny and ready for some substantial use of its cunt.  Master had cunt alternate between slow riding on THE IMPALER, and sitting on it balls deep, which always causes an intense painful pressure deep inside, an intense feeling of being deeply impaled. When riding, cunt was ordered to take THE IMPALER as deep as possible, which made it really feel raped by it, a feeling that cunt's whorish cunt needed. Feeling that horny pain of THE IMPALER deep inside each time it came down on it. For the second half an hour or so, Master had cunt close its confinement hood, so it c...

Cock torture clamps

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Cunt spent the first full day naked today, like it will be spending many days from now on. It made cunt very horny. It is a humiliating feeling to have been stripped of its clothes, spending the day naked like a horny animal, feeling exposed. Not for a horny naked day, but as a standard part of its life. A humiliation cunt took a lot of submissive enjoyment in. Especially the times when cunt had a meeting and threw on a sweater to look presentable, but remained bare assed, only to remove the sweater right aferwards, felt like a reminder for cunt that it is only wearing clothes for others, only when necessary, but that otherwise being naked is now the default rather than the exception. The slave body constantly on display, naked and available for its superiors, not worthy of clothing...  And the slave cock...just a piece of flesh to torture. This evening Master used cunt's home made cock torture clamp ( inspired by Gortzilla on FetLife ) on the slave cock for the first time... ...