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Naked and ready to serve and be used

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Cunt felt submissive excitement when at the end of the weekend it put the slave chain back around its neck for the upcoming week, and took off its clothes. One extra way in which it can feel and express that it is its Master's slave: spending its days naked. That realization, and the naked feeling made cunt very horny and it felt like a real slave.  Today, cunt was feeling very horny throughout the day, at times intense; deep horny energy and desires to be used. Again that horniness in its cunt today, which put thoughts in cunt's mind of bouncing on THE IMPALER and spreading its cunt open, to dilate it further and to further strengthen that submissive desire for its own rape, to reinforce the feeling that that is what it is for. The feeling in its cunt and also how its pants were "massaging" cunt's still sensitive ass when it was out walking today, was one thing that made cunt look forward to having to shed its clothes this evening. Looking forward to that feeling...

Horny afterglow

Cunt felt very horny today at the knowledge that it will be living naked as Master's slave. It knows that it will soon be second nature to cunt to live naked most of the time, but currently it feels thrilled about this next step in its humiliation and is enjoying that very much. Living its life naked, horny, and on display as Master's owned property, and feeling that constantly. A lot happened the past week and cunt is enjoying the afterglow and the feeling of being a slave. The last week cunt has been feeling its horniness and slavery quite strongly. Its ass is still somewhat sore from two sessions on the spiked pleasure bench, and two days of sitting bare assed on its coconut mat all day. Cunt was enjoying the glowing, tingling and burning and the submissive feeling. It is making cunt horny to think about the pain and the humiliation, and to know that Master can do this to the torture object He owns at any time He chooses. For cunt, always waiting to find out how it will be u...

Naked as often as possible

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Master determined that from now on, cunt is to always be as naked as possible.  That means that when it is at home, it will live and work naked. In online meetings, cunt will look presentable but will still be sitting on its bare ass, naked from the waist down. When the order came yesterday evening, cunt's heart was racing and it was trembling from pure nervous submissive horniness. This morning, cunt woke up realizing it would be staying naked, feeling very horny and submissive. It pleasured the Beercan plug with its mouth, naked on its knees, moaning and feeling its exposed cunt. And as the day went on, cunt was quite aware of its nakedness, thinking about its new reality. Feeling its body much more than when clothed. Feeling the animalistic liberation of being naked, walking around like a horny beast, feeling the weights on its balls swing freely.  And of course being naked is also a vulnerable feeling, exposed and sexually available all the time, like the slave it is....

Another evening on the spikes

Master had alluded to perhaps putting cunt on the pleasure bench for a second time this evening, again the spikes in its already sore ass. Cunt had a horny and submissive feeling where that went through its mind today. Its ass sore, but also tingling hornily, and cunt felt like the torture object that it is, for its Master to play with, and thinking of His pleasure in doing this to cunt.  And that is indeed what happened. Hooded, as is now standard for cunt, and with the black clamps on its teats, Master had cunt squat over the Rocket plug with just the tip inserted and for a while He had cunt take the different bulbs of the plug in its cunt while edging slowly, with spiked gloves on. Cunt's legs were burning and cunt was moaning and in its mind begging for Master to plant cunt with its ass on the spikes. So when the Order came, there was great pain combined with great relief. The plug all the way inside and its ass pushed firmly into the painful spikes. Legs spread. Cunt was super...

Confinement hood, and a sore ass

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Cunt spent another work day bare assed sitting on its coconut mat. Feeling submissive and horny from again being tortured like that when its cunt was still sore from the day before. And from the understanding that as Master's possession, He can always choose to torture and humiliate it like that, for His pleasure.  And cunt, knowing that Master's purpose is for it to feel the pain of the mat, was surrendering to the pain, relaxing into it, feeling it all day long. Cunt was feeling very much like a slave. The horny pain was making the slave cock hard. Cunt was simultaneously suffering and feeling pleasure.  During its lunch break, cunt sat on the couch, which was a "break" also in the sense that in that reclined position, a different part of its ass got to feel the pain.  Walking around bare assed all day was also making cunt horny, the naked feeling, the swinging of the weights on cunt's full balls, and cunt got a stiff cock from spreading its ass cheeks, exposing...

A day on the coconut mat, and a session on the Beercan plug

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Cunt spent its work day bare assed, sitting on its coconut mat. Soon enough the mat was making its ass burn and cunt was horny from the humiliation and torture of being made to sit like this. The pain itself was making cunt horny and it felt submissive. Presentable in meetings from above, a horny slave and pain slut from below. Walking around with an exposed ass and the weights swinging on its naked balls, like a horny slut. And...the bell loudly jingling on its balls which was a further humiliation. And in meetings cunt had to sit still so the bell would stay quiet. Cunt ended the day with a raw and sore ass. Submissive from the suffering and very horny that it was used and humiliated in this fashion, cunt found out this evening that tomorrow it will again be spending the day sitting with its bare ass on the coconut mat... A warmup of its ass for sitting on the spikes of its pleasure bench in the evening... This evening Master had cunt train on the Beercan plug for about an hour. Tryi...

Riding on THE IMPALER with jingling bells

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This evening cunt found out it was time for THE IMPALER and Master had cunt train its cunt by raping itself on it. Using its special made fuck bench and with black clamps on its teats. Lowering itself on THE IMPALER and taking it deep inside on Master's command was horny and humiliating. Cunt spent over an hour riding on THE IMPALER, at different speeds dictated by its Master. And the pig bells attached to its teats and balls made sure cunt made quite some noise as it was riding its horny cunt up and down on this big dildo. Little stimulation to the slave cock was enough to keep itself near orgasm and cunt felt like a very horny pig getting thoroughly and deeply fucked. THE IMPALER had a milking effect on the prostate but the horny stimulation only further increases the pressure in its balls.  Towards the end of the session, cunt's cunt started to feel more raw and raped, and continuing to ride was a real challenge. After the session ended, cunt was feeling submissive, tasting ...

Confinement hood

Cunt is horny and has been having quite a submissive feeling during the day. Knowing that things have been set in motion and soon cunt will be living its life locked in chastity. No longer able to get an erection. Master is taking that freedom and control away from cunt, and the simple fact that He can and does, gives cunt an owned feeling. Cunt experiences a nervous yet calm surrendered feeling, where it is willingly giving away what Master chose to take away. Master also chose a confinement hood for cunt, namely  this hood . Master sees it as a device to have cunt focus completely on its slavery and surrender with no distractions. Sight (and potentially) sound taken away, just feeling and experiencing what Master chooses for it to experience, even if that means just spending time in forced darkness, like a gimp stored away when not in use. Cunt is thinking about the tight enclosing feeling of the mask, undergoing how its world is reduced this way by its Master, and the firm contr...

Nervous but excited about upcoming chastity

Cunt is horny, and has a controlled feeling. The regular stiff cocks today, straining in the steel cock ring, made cunt think about how those erections will no longer be possible. Just a horny bitch needing to serve and be used. It was thinking how it would be riding on THE IMPALER, getting off on the rape by that fat dildo, the slave cock locked away and leaking. Cunt simply serving its purpose. Perhaps hooded and sensory deprived, further reduced to simply a piece of fuck meat for Master's enjoyment. Cunt has a submissive nervous feeling about being put in a chastity device as well. Thinking about dealing with the frustrated erections and straining every day. Perhaps at times longing for a break, for the cage to be removed, for the freedom, but then being faced with the reality that that is not going to happen, that it is not in control, and that this is now its life as an owned slave. But at this moment cunt is mainly excited about the further step in its slavery, the control ov...

A suitable chastity device for cunt?

Master is in the process of choosing a suitable chastity device for cunt. He is considering a device that cunt also saw on FetLife , a very nice and sturdy looking contraption for the slave cock, and it is getting good reviews. Will this be the one? Cunt will have to wait and see. It is exciting to cunt to imagine itself wearing it and to think about no longer having access to the slave cock. Maybe occasionally let out for a quick maintenance ejaculation, but for the rest cunt can imagine it will pretty much forget how it feels to grab and play with it. Even clearer that it is no longer cunt's own cock; Master's slave cock. Cunt can only suffer the straining erection attempts and deal with the consequences of a locked cock on a daily basis. Once locked, cunt's focus will shift even more to its cunt, the need to have it filled and used. Cunt was thinking about this when it was pleasuring the Beercan plug with its mouth this morning; cunt's daily ritual and always causing...

Chastity and surrender

The past days cunt has been thinking quite a bit about a life in chastity. On some level it can imagine the denial, suffering straining and frustrated erection attempts, the loss of control and the inferiority feelings. But on another level it can also imagine the peace of mind of no longer having that control, the further commitment to its slavery, and the pride to live its life that way for its Master. Displayed like that to others as His clearly owned property, controlled, needing to serve, always horny and willing. Feelings that are horny but come from a deeper place of slavery feelings; cunt can feel that more clearly at times when it is going through some turmoil and feels less usable in the form of intense sessions. It is part of the surrender as a slave: presenting itself fully and honestly, even though cunt may want to present itself differently. But as a slave it is not about what the slave wants. It is about presenting itself fully, in surrender, for its Master to decide if ...

Urinal thoughts

Blue balls from yesterday's edging and horny sensitive teats from the clamps. And a sensitive ass from the mat. Cunt woke up horny after yesterday's session. The pressure in its balls makes it fantasize about chastity and about it would feel when the slave cock is always tightly packed away in a small cage controlled by its Master. Only having to focus on its purpose of pleasing its Master and other men, feeling horny and willing, inferior and happy to serve. Its cunt horny and needy, tongue stuck out begging to be filled with horny cocks it can please. Simply a horny object for use. Drinking their piss to further show its inferiority and willingness to please in whatever way, is something cunt will be trained in further in the future. What is a horny thought for cunt is to be trained in such a way that it not only is able to provide that kind of service, but that it also gets horny from it and craves it, like a truly low pig. The slave cock straining and leaking in its chastit...

Pig bells

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Master has ordered a set of bells that are meant for live stock, to decorate cunt and contributing to its humiliation as an owned pig. This evening, Master used them on cunt and had it wear them on its teats and balls. Master had cunt wear the large GK 85 plug in its cunt which made it horny and stretched its cunt open and cunt was to stand up with ass backward, swinging the weights and bells as it was edging. The sound was humiliating indeed, the bells constantly jingling with movement so cunt's presence could be well heard. Especially when Master had cunt walk around and move around on all fours like a dumb horny pig.   Master pictured cunt on a sex party, with the bells attached in this way. Hands in cuffs behind its back. Hooded with a hole for the slave mouth, and in chastity, with signs on front and back labeling it as a fuck hole. The bells drawing the attention of the horny men, and Master would let anyone who wants to fuck or fist one of cunt's holes or violate them w...

Chastity versus free cocks

Cunt was embarassed that it had to once again show its stupidity to its Master, as yesterday it dropped and broke one of its teat suction cups. It got a denigrating remark from its Master which it deserved and made it feel like a dumb pig this morning when it was submissively performing its daily ritual of pleasuring the Beercan plug with its mouth, with a stiff cock from feeling its place.  This evening cunt sat on the couch reading a book and felt the horny waves go through its body, being a horny slave for its Master. A stiff cock, horny sensitive body and a submissive feeling, and thinking about chastity. Which was also on cunt's mind last night when it was in bed squirming and moaning from the intensity of the horniness that it does not control, and thinking how that would be with a locked up cock. Or as Master described it this morning: a prison for cunt's worthless cock. The slave balls feel like they are under pressure, which cunt can enjoy when it thinks of a life wher...

Owned feelings

Cunt had a calm weekend, feeling horny. Master locked the slave chain back around its neck for the week and cunt feels submissive, not in the least because the prospect of being put in a chastity device is becoming more concrete and Master is starting to look for a suitable device for cunt.  Cunt of course has a mixture of feelings about that prospect of wearing a chastity device; it is excited about it, looking forward to the new dimension of that very tangible surrender of control, and also fearful of it, the frustration and the discomfort, no longer able to get erect or feel its cock, having to say goodbye to those liberties. To its Master it is important to hear what cunt's feelings are about being put in a chastity device. But cunt knows that ultimately it is really out of its hands, and it will be Master's decision to put His owned property in such a device, taking control of the slave cock for His pleasure. And the awareness that the decision is made for it, makes that i...

Horny and willing

Cunt spent the day being horny. A horny cunt, tingling teats and regularly with a stiff cock straining within the confines of its cock ring. Nothing like what a tight chastity device will feel like , cunt can imagine, but the constriction certainly brought its thoughts in that direction again. The blue balls feeling that it had today made cunt fantasize about prolonged periods of chastity, in the knowledge that that is what it is and all it has to be: just a horny piece of flesh, owned and used by its Master for His pleasure. Cunt went outside to the park encountering a nice winter wonderland scene after the first snow fall of this winter. At the same time feeling the weights on its balls, torturing them a bit further especially with the colder weather making the ball sac constrict. Cunt can notice its balls are slowly but surely lowering further, one humiliating consequence is that since a little while now, cunt can no longer go to the toilet without its balls dipping in the water if ...

More chastity thoughts

Cunt has horny teats that it has been stretching again for a few hours today with its suction cups. A bit of blue balls feeling, and a horny cunt. Feeling a submissive horny tension about its slave status. And in that horniness, cunt has been thinking more about being in chastity. A picture on FetLife  and its description was inspiring for cunt's feelings on this front. The contrast between the erection of the man, free to act on his sexual desires how he pleases, and the slave in chastity, clearly lower in status, also horny but not in control, waiting how he can serve. Perhaps humiliating and tough, but cunt can imagine also a source of happiness to have its low status and its role confirmed so strongly in submission to its Master, for His pleasure, and to really have given up that control. Something to look forward to. Once it happens, cunt will have to accept this as its new reality, accept that its cock is permanently locked away and in control of its Master. The daily realiza...

Chastity thoughts

Yesterday's teat play caused cunt to have horny sensitive teats today and a bit of blue balls feeling. It was having a submissive feeling thinking about being locked in a chastity device, something cunt knows may happen in the near future.  The idea of handing over control over the slave cock to its Master, only unlocked when He decides to, and for His purposes, and for the rest just powerless horniness and constrained erections, constant reminders of its owned status and that its focus is on the pleasure of the men it serves rather than on its own pleasure.  And not just for play purposes, but as a permanent addition to the slave body and a daily reality for cunt. A serious next step in its slavery, thinking about it and knowing that Master can decide for this to happen makes cunt horny and a bit nervous too of course.

Teat play evening

This evening cunt was allowed to play with its teats and get itself in a horny state, watching horny videos online. Cunt let the horny energy flow through its body, massaging its teats and pulling on them like a horny slut. Feeling the horniness of its empty cunt. Resulting in very horny teats and a blue balls feeling. Some of the videos cunt watched were inspiring, like this one  of a slave impaled on a dildo in a barn. It made cunt fantasize about being "stored away" in that fashion when not in use. Hands tied high behind its back so it can not reach the dildo and help itself off of it. Only able to stand and wait and feel the dildo deep in its cunt, keeping it alert.

A sore cunt

Yesterday's session on the Beercan plug left cunt with a sore cunt today and a very used feeling. Focusing on its cunt and the effects of the rape made its cunt horny today. The plug had to be removed for some recuperation. So that cunt's cunt is soon in a usable state for its Master again. This evening, cunt was given some rest and it thought about its status as just a piece of flesh to use for horny pleasure, the rape of its cunt is an example of that, made into an important part of cunt's existence. Cunt saw  this video  which is another example of how a slave is just a torture object. To cunt it is horny to see the low hanging balls. Knowing how its own balls have been stretched quite a bit already as well. In the video, the dangling slave genitals are clearly inviting the abuse that they are getting. And the slave, understanding that that is what they are meant for, suffering but undergoing the abuse for as long as it lasts, for as long as his Master is entertained.

Beercan dilation

Cunt was horny and in fearful anticipation of the session this evening, knowing Master would be extensively using its cunt again. Cunt sat naked on its mat with a horny greased up cunt that had had the plug inside all day. Master had cunt train on the Beercan plug. Put in a submissive state by playing with its teats, feeling the horniness for its Master, and then on its knees in front of its chair to pleasure the Beercan plug with its slave mouth. Master stressed that it should do so with its ass up and spread open, which always causes a very horny and vulnerable submissive feeling; an available and visible cunt with no restriction for use. In the first phase of training on the Beercan, it feels like cunt needs to dilate the hip and tail bones enough to let the plug through. Then comes the stretching of the cunt itself. Master had clover clamps applied to its teats and it was to edge while swinging them and ride on the plug, forcing its cunt to accept it fully. Master wanted a very hor...

Sunday

The weekend is almost over meaning that cunt is preparing for service, will soon be presenting its cunt to its Master for use and training again, willingly spreading it open wide for Him for this purpose. Cunt was thinking of the rape it will have to undergo, intense sessions to which its cunt nevertheless responds with horniness. The plug "encouraging" that desire. All in all a submissive feeling that its cunt is constantly in use, that it gets no break from the plug, that its cunt is only there for Master to violate for His horny pleasure and that cunt exists for that pleasure. And soon Master will also have a spiked cock and ball press to use on His torture object, cunt is in the process of constructing devices similar to these . Cunt found an inspiring video  of a slave torturing his useless balls in a similar fashion. For cunt, feeling that kind of pain is knowing it can serve by enduring it and knowing that its cock and balls are meant for torture.

Plugged saturday

Cunt is horny from the plug in its cunt all day, constantly aware of its presence. Aware of the filled feeling and the reality of being back in its 24/7 plugged existence, waking up plugged and going to bed plugged.  During a hike today, cunt felt the plug move and massage its cunt, a constant subtle fucking sensation in which cunt could still feel the effects of last week's cunt training. A horny and humiliating feeling to have to surrender to that invasive intimate feeling, not just when it feels like it, but constantly. Inviting the fact that the plug spreads its cunt open, trains it, and knowing that this will only be intensified once Master deems cunt ready for the fatter GK 85 plug as the new standard. For cunt something to fantasize about with both horniness and nervousness. The GK 85 is comfortable but the filled and spread open feeling is of course more intense, and cunt is thinking about that invasive feeling on a constant basis. Its cunt dominated for the pleasure of its...

Friday

The past week, cunt's cunt and ass have been worked over well by its Master, in a couple of heavy sessions where cunt extensively raped itself, dilated its cunt and edged in pain. This morning cunt sat on the couch feeling like a horny slut. The plug in its cunt feeding the horny energy deep inside, making the slave cock stiff and straining in its cock ring, hard for no other purpose than that it is horny for its Master. Suction cups on its sore teats, making them horny and stretching them further. The slave body, the horniness, only there for Master and His pleasure. Cunt can only undergo it, and feel the horny humiliation of its status and its enforced horniness causing these slutty feelings and desires for use. And cunt's ass was of course glowing and stinging a bit today after its weekly torture session on the pleasure bench yesterday. Cunt thanks its Master for the treatment of His slave ass and keeping it maintained, causing sitting down to be a reminder of its status. Ma...

Pleasure bench session

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It was that time of the week again... Master planted cunt on its pleasure bench with the black clamps on its teats, for over an hour of feeling the pain of the spikes in its ass, and the plug deep in its cunt. A session of humiliating horny suffering, as cunt was to edge the slave cock with its spiked gloves. First slowly, and later faster, as ordered. Required to move its ass firmly on the spikes, feeling the plug move in its cunt as it was rocking on the bench. And a refreshment of the pain halfway; cunt was ordered to rise up with just the top bulb in its cunt, and then after a few minutes to firmly plant itself back on its bench and on the plug in one go. Horny suffering for Master's enjoyment, and sent into the weekend with a sore ass and a horny cunt that has to be plugged again tomorrow morning.

Beercan session

Cunt had a horny but sensitive cunt today and this morning it inserted its standard plug as ordered. A combination of horniness and soreness throughout the day, the plug could be felt well and reminded cunt of its raped cunt. This evening, cunt was reminded that it is owned when Master once again required it to present itself with a horny greased up cunt, offering it to Him for more abuse. Master had cunt practice on the Beercan plug. First putting it on its chair, kneeling in front of it to welcome it with its slave mouth, feeling its empty cunt stuck out and available for use. Then, slow riding up and down on this fat 8cm diameter plug to try to take it inside. Edging, with clover clamps on its teats. Feeling that firm stretch each time cunt went down on the plug. A cunt needing to be stretched and wrecked, opened up. At some point Master had cunt stand up and spread its ass cheeks wide apart. A horny humiliating feeling, to spread open and present its cunt for Master like that, feel...

First session of 2021: riding THE IMPALER on the fuck bench

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Cunt was feeling horny and a nervous tension for the session this evening; the first of 2021 knowing there will be many to follow. And certainly a heavy one too, in which cunt had its cunt extensively raped on its new fuck bench.  When cunt was taking THE IMPALER in its cunt on Master's orders, it was clear that it had been a bit out of practice. Sensitivity in its cunt, THE IMPALER feeling large and not going in balls deep, but the session certainly set this straight. Well over an hour of riding on THE IMPALER, slowly and later much faster for a while, with a few periods of just sitting balls deep on THE IMPALER while edging. It was a horny and also humiliating feeling how the resistance bands are spreading its ass open and its cunt totally available to be deeply taken. And how it allows the weighted slave balls to swing freely underneath. The height of THE IMPALER may need some more calibration and cunt had to try out different positions so that it could keep on riding THE IMPALE...