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Cumming with THE IMPALER

The pig spent the day plugged with a sensitive ass and sore teats. The after effects of yesterday's session, which were also evident last night in bed. With every twist and turn in bed it could feel its teats or its ass. Its body feeling used. This evening when Master told the slave to prepare by greasing up its cunt, it felt both the horniness and nervousness of what it knew it would be made to undergo. It learned that it would be cumming, and Master actually gave the slave a choice between a session on its torture bench, or one with THE IMPALER balls deep in its cunt. A choice between two ways to suffer and with a horny cunt it chose the latter. After licking the cock head of THE IMPALER in horny reverence, Master commanded the slave in how it was raping itself on THE IMPALER. First just the cockhead, slowly increasing the depth, sometimes ramming itself fast down on it. Master wanted the slave impaled on it balls deep but no matter how much it struggled to do so, it remained...

Red ass from the mat

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The pig spent the day plugged; it became clear its cunt has to get used to its presence again and it wasn't all too comfortable yet, which will be a matter of time. Nevertheless it felt good to be filled up again like it should be. This evening in its training session the slave was gagged, suffering with the black clamps on its already sore teats and it was ordered to grind its ass on the coconut mat to redden it up. Master elaborated on the fucking bench fantasy with the idea of having the slave whipped between each fucking session; feeling its painful red ass as it feels its users fuck it. A beat up red piece of fuck meat to use and film and put on XTube for others to take pleasure from the slave being used like that as well. The fact that Master got enjoyment out of the idea of the slave having a red sore ass before its cunt gets raped made the slave horny and made that it could really surrender to Master's orders for it to move and grind its ass on the coconut mat, doin...

Fisting inspiration training

The training of the pig's cunt is continuing and starting tomorrow it will have to start wearing its plug during the day time again. The pig looks forward to it, as described previously there has been an uneasy empty feeling during the day, and this evening sitting on the Titan plug in its training session felt like a very horny satisfaction that its cunt had been looking forward to. Master got back to the weekend's fantasy of the pig being bound on a fucking bench and fucked mercilessly for hours, by different men and by dildos. The helplessness and surrender deeply horny to the slave and the fantasy was a good preparation for what followed next: Master giving a vivid description of how He would explore and own the slave cunt with His hands and fists as it was bound in a sling. A deep surrender of the slave cunt to its Master. The pig was edging and imagining the situation and the sensations as part of its training. Knowing that Master will want to bring the pig to the point...

Led around sucking cocks

The pig teats are horny from the suction cups that it trained them again with this evening. Tomorrow it will be serving its Master again and that thought triggers horniness in its body because its body is used to the fact that that means it will be feeling the Titan deep in its cunt and will be stimulating its teats to get itself super horny for its Master. Feeling the slave chain around its neck, the pig was thinking some more about being led around like an animal to suck the cocks of horny men that let it do so, horny men encouraged to grope the pig how they want and the feeling of a big plug inserted in its cunt after heavy use. This morning the slave cock was throbbing as it was reading how its Master would be handling it like that. The slave finding itself in this humiliating position, inferior and not in a position to have any opinions about its situation. Nevertheless wanting to please with its humiliation, its willingness, greedily servicing these men, in the hopes of providi...

Begging to be used

The pig had been feeling very horny again. A horny body that is blissfully out of its control, nothing to do but feel the horny waves build up and go through its body, making the slave cock hard. Feeling the sun and the wind on its naked teats making them tingle. Letting the horny energy flow as freely as possible, knowing Master wants the pig horny. Horny with submissive feelings, having horny thoughts about the reality of having an inferior status, about regularly getting humiliated as is appropriate and also good for it, and about being used. The thoughts and desires for all of it made the slave cock leak precum again. Master fed the slave a fantasy of it being bound in place, bent over a fucking bench, legs bound wide apart, ass spread, blindfolded and with a spreader gag in its mouth so that it is also available to be fucked or pissed into. The text "USE THIS WHORE" written on its back with an arrow pointing to its cunt. Helpless and inviting for the horny men presen...

Fantasizing about surrender of its cunt

The horniness and blue balls feeling the slave had today were giving it a satisfying connection to its Master and His pleasure. Feeling the slightly painful pressure of the weights resting on them, pulling on them constantly, dangling heavily when moving. Feeling waves of horniness go through its body and knowing it is how its Master wants the pig. In the horniness the pig felt strong desires for the surrender of its cunt today. Thinking about the horny feeling of sitting on the Titan. Thinking about fucking itself on THE IMPALER, feeling it deep inside. Thoughts of the plug it will soon have to wear again. The pig cunt constantly used by its Master in one form or another. Fantasizing about standing naked and bent over with its legs spread, made available for some horny guy. Trembling horny submissive tension but relaxing its cunt in the knowledge that they have the right to full access and getting more horny from that exposed feeling of making itself completely accessible. Feeling...

Thoughts about wrecking its cunt to get relief

The pig teats were super sensitive today from yesterday's session and the pig trained them further using the suction cups. Feeling horny it was thinking about the rings that will go through them. Among the many feelings it has about that, there is certainly also horny desire. Wanting to look like a pig for its Master and the horny feeling once they are getting to a certain weight. Master has not yet re-plugged the pig's cunt again. It makes its cunt horny to think about it. After wearing it daily for weeks there is a strange discomfort these days of being without the plug, especially clear during its work days when sitting on its desk chair. A nagging empty feeling. Not that the plug is always pleasant and comfortable. But it is thrilling to feel this lack, because it knows Master is training it to need the plug in order to feel complete, and to the pig that is a very horny goal. Horny frustration and aching balls made the pig happy to be under control today. Dependent on i...

Slave decorations and extra teat torture

The slave was feeling horny and submissive today and was looking forward to being used this evening. Naked before its Master as always and sitting on the Titan plug and on its pain mat. Master wanted a horny slave with leaking cock and so it was getting itself horny, riding on the Titan plug, pulling on its pig teats, licking up its precum, soaking itself in feelings of horny surrender. Master got horny thinking about how to further decorate the slave and the slave enjoyed the feeling of being the subject of those thoughts, the slavelike feeling that Master has the right and freedom to make choices about the slave's appearance, and feeling the pleasure of His pleasure. The fantasy of a yellow ear tag with the slave's barcode on it was giving the pig a horny humiliating livestock feeling. Concretely Master is thinking about options for a (non-permanent) nose ring which underlines its pig status and it is looking forward to pleasing its Master with the humililiation of that kin...

Feeling its place and purpose

This morning the slave was thinking some more about getting registered as a slave and at some point maybe getting the accompanying barcode on its body. Very objectifying to become just a numbered piece of flesh, and the slave also has associations with being a piece of marked live stock. And the feeling that Master looks at it in that way is thrilling and resonates with its strengthening feeling of being owned that has been creating a horny humiliating tension inside. As an owned slave it is trained and used by its Master for His pleasure and that gives the slave the pleasure of the surrender and of feeling its place and purpose. Horny for its Master, needing the use, and giving in to its inner pig feelings. Soon violating itself again on THE IMPALER, surrendering its cunt and learning to need it like an anal slut, one way that it can please its Master.

Being owned property and a slutty whore

A very horny day, again fed by submissive feelings that seem to have a certain momentum the past days. The submissive feelings as also described this weekend make it more clearly feel its place and what it means to be owned property. Master's consideration to register the slave on the International Slave Registry, yielding a barcode that can later be tatooed on the slave, also made it feel that. It made the slave very horny, and also made it feel the humiliation of its status. And how Master can play into the slave's own inner desires to accept that status. To really give in to that full reality of being a slave and the consequences that has, is thrilling, deeply horny, and certainly also scary. A work in progress. Its teats were so horny today and this evening, the black clamps gave them a lot of stimulation and pain in its training this evening, and it feels them crave more as it is writing this blog post. As the pig was swinging the black clamps on its teats this evening...

Ball training and horny slut

The pig was horny and feeling submissive today. Drifting in the awareness of being owned property and what that means. Feeling the sensitive teats under its shirt, the ball weights, and the slave chain around its neck. And the strange empty feeling of sitting on its desk chair without its plug. In that submissive feeling there was a horny tension when the pig sat naked and ready for its training session, impaled on the Titan plug. Ready to get horny for its Master, play with its teats, edge, swing the clover clamps on its teats. A pig in horny surrender. Its cunt horny from the prospect of fucking itself on THE IMPALER soon. Wrecking its cunt for Master's enjoyment. The pig balls were trained with the 1.5kg bag and it was feeling a horny slut while edging, spread legs and sticking its ass backward, feeling the Titan, physically and mentally opening its cunt, fully available as it were for use. Master made it worship THE IMPALER, holding it and licking it, and later on all fours...

Thrilling slave realities and permanence

The slave was further enjoying the submissive feelings and the accompanying horniness today. A horny feeling about Master's outspoken intentions to make use of the slave's submissive needs. And it was thinking about its status and the reality of its life as a slave. In this mood the elements of control can feel particularly thrilling and real. Like the weights on its balls being a permanent part of its attire. It was thinking of that as it was walking outside and feeling them swing and pull. Permanent does not mean permanent for now, or permanent until the fun wears off. Acceptance for the slave is to experience it like it will be wearing weights on its balls for the rest of its life. Master may choose to remove them at any time of course, and of course anything can happen in the future, but for these feelings that does not really matter. Similarly for not being allowed to cum when it wants. Enjoying the thrilling feeling that it has given away that control for good... This e...

Reflection on submissive feelings

This slave was feeling and enjoying the horniness today and in particular felt how tingly and super sensitive its shaven teats were feeling under its clothes, causing excitement about its training so far. Along with the horniness it was also feeling its submissive feelings particularly strongly today. Master was talking about the slave as an object to decorate, e.g. as currently with the cock ring and ball weights and its shaven pig teats, and how He intends to go further with that in the future. The slave was reflecting on the excitement that it felt about that, and in a more general sense about its submissive feelings that cause this kind of excitement. Some aspects that it is aware of: The feeling of being possession, a slave that exists for use in whatever ways are pleasing. And deriving pleasure from the dominant pleasure of using the slave in that way. The pleasure of surrender, of giving itself away as it were, yielding its will to that of its Master. Give away control, i....

Just horny and thankful

The pig was feeling horny today and just enjoyed being horny. A sensitive body, its cock stiffening regularly, horny tingling teats, a horny cunt. A slave that is not allowed to cum or play with itself when it wants can just let all that happen and be horny and let its horny desires go through its body and mind. With the weather very nice again, it went for a walk, feeling the ball weight swinging, and had fantasies of men seeing the slave chain, recognizing the slave for what it is, and then feel the liberty to use the slave like they want. The desire to get used and the horny submissive feeling of having no rights to its own body. The slave was feeling thankful for the ongoing control, for being kept this way. And for the regular humiliations. They are confirmations of its status and make it feel that it continues to be the owned property of its Master even when it is feeling a bit less usable.

Thursday

The pig cunt needed another day without the plug as the irritation needs some time to go away. Again the empty feeling. THE IMPALER standing invitingly on its desk while working. Causing short feeling-memories about pleasuring it with its mouth and feeling it in its cunt. The horny submissive feeling and desire for its cunt to be fucked, filled by it. To feel like a slave in how it is used and its body violated for pleasure. These days this is in its fantasies every day, and it is horny to know it is not just a fantasy. And that its cunt will be raped on a regular basis. Lately the slave has been feeling a bit off balance and has needed a bit more evenings of rest rather than training sessions. Something it has to accept. It has also been trying to exercise a bit more, which might help. Especially since the remote working situation gives even less reason to move and there is of course no group sports activities due to the pandemic. It has been going for walks and also did some runn...

Empty cunt

After a few weeks of daily plug wearing, the pig was to leave the plug out today due to a small irritation that occurred. It was a strange feeling to spend the day with an empty cunt. That told the pig how much its cunt is already getting used to being filled. A subtle nagging feeling of it being missing (almost as if it forgot something), but also the longing feeling, as if its cunt is constantly open and receptive, horny to be filled. That is a horny submissive feeling, especially knowing that it is the effect of its training. A slut with a needy cunt. Soon fucking itself on THE IMPALER for at least an hour. It won't be exactly comfortable, but the slave gets horny from the feeling of abuse that is part of that kind of training. The feeling that its cunt is there to use and abuse whether it likes it or not. Riding up and down the huge dildo because it is told, forced to surrender to that violation. And learning to like, love, crave it.

Edging session and anal thoughts

The pig is feeling the plug in its cunt on a daily basis and this morning the pig got horny from reading that it will have to wear it 24/7 at some point again. Something it knows of course, and something it is also looking forward to as a slave. Knowing that at some point this will be possible again. A permanently plugged cunt as part of its life. And this evening it got horny from the anticipation of THE IMPALER and Master's requirement that the pig take it balls deep next time and that it will be riding it for at least an hour. For this slave it is a horny humiliation to have to rape itself like that, and for that duration, surrendering its cunt for the horny pleasure of its Master. This evening during its mandatory edging to increase the pressure in its balls, it got horny moving on the Titan in its cunt and swinging its balls and the clover clamps on its teats. The pig spent worshipping THE IMPALER with its mouth for about half an hour, licking it and exploring it with its ...

Anal slut

The pig loves feeling horny, the plug in its cunt all day keeping it that way and making it feel slutty. Thoughts and desires for getting fucked, used hard in this way. As it is writing this blog post it has a stiff cock and is riding on the plug, feeling it move inside. And getting horny from watching this slut split himself open . The comfort and horniness of the plug has increased quite a bit with the daily wear for a few weeks now. A good training for its cunt and it is wondering how the training with THE IMPALER and ongoing plug wear will further increase its desire for anal stimulation and getting its cunt filled and used well. To the pig it is satisfying to see the slow but sure transformation of its sexuality due to its training, like has been happening with how horny its cunt is. It is a horny idea to be brought further to the point where the pig just needs its cunt filled all the time, addicted to the filled feelign and the horny stimulation, and to heavy use of its cunt....

Plug focus

Last night in bed the horniness was plaguing the slave and making it feel frustrated. A straining cock and sensitive tingling teats, a horny cunt. Always that pressing horniness, an important part of the life it lives. The pig cunt got a good work out today and also its balls, because it went for a plugged walk for a few hours and it felt the heavy weights pull and make them swing the whole time. And the pig was enjoying its plug again today. The slutty feelings it causes, some more thinking about large plugs, imagining the filled and stretched feeling. The pig gets horny from the fact that its cunt will have to endure the abuse with THE IMPALER again. Looking forward to that challenge. Feeling the plug glow hornily in its cunt when having these thoughts.

Plugged day outside, horny cunt

These are strange and uncertain times and those make everything a bit different than normal. A surreal situation. For the slave, like for many, it has meant working from home for the past few weeks, not being able to visit family and friends. And of course the slave also misses serving in the flesh, being loaned out for use. It nevertheless has also meant it could spend a lot of time with the heavy slave chain locked around its neck, which it loves to wear, or it's more accurate to say it loves to be required to wear, to feel its status. The weather was very nice today, and without many possibilities to go out, the slave spent a lot of the day on its balconny instead. With the extra day off for Easter, the slave was in a bit of a mini holiday mood. Making the best of the situation; nice food, a glass of wine and meditteranean music made it feel almost as if it was really on holiday. A few days of relaxation before its training continues. And its horniness is already rising quic...

Horny cunt from THE IMPALER

The slave woke up with a straining stiff cock and a horny cunt, horny frustration and it plugged itself again for the day, like every morning. Day one of building up the horny pressure again. Today the pig cunt could certainly feel yesterday's session with THE IMPALER...but mostly in a good way. It left the pig with a sensitive cunt that caused the plug to feel very horny today. Feeling the sensations when sitting down and moving about. The cunt sucking on the plug and feeling the warm horny glow that it produces. Thinking about large plugs, browsing pictures for some inspiration. The pig feels a combination of longing and fear for THE IMPALER. It makes its cunt horny to think it will be training on it again next week, but fucking itself on THE IMPALER is currently certainly still a combination of horniness and torture. The knowledge that it has no choice, no control about when and how long it will be riding on that monster, raping itself for its Master when He wants it, makes ...

A little bit deeper...

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This evening Master found it time for training the pig cunt on THE IMPALER and so the pig was to present itself with a greased up cunt. The coconut fibers of the mat pricking and brushing its cunt and making the pig horny as it worked on its teats to produce a leaking cock. And Master had it explore its cunt with its fingers. THE IMPALER on the chair and the pig standing over it with spread legs, and the cock head pressing against its cunt. Which was a horny feeling, and made its cunt realize the thickness of the dildo. With the black clamps biting painfully in its teats the pig was told to start edging. Then it was told to work the cock head inside, which was again a little bit of a struggle, and then slowly move down to halfway. Up and down again, a little bit further each time. Its cunt slowly surrendering to the massive invasion, relaxing a little bit more with every go. But it knew Master would expect it to impale itself balls deep, and that He would perhaps let the pig cum ...

Training anal sluttiness

Master made it clear that He expects the pig to take THE IMPALER balls deep next time. An expectation that made the slave nervous and its cunt horny at the same time. The deep impalement and surrender that is needed. In its training session Master trained the pig's focus on THE IMPALER and its feelings of anal sluttiness, needing its cunt filled with substantial objects. He had it edge while looking at THE IMPALER which was on its desk in front of it. Ordered to feel the Titan in its cunt and its desire for THE IMPALER. And it thought back to its first experience with it, the intensity, the explosive orgasm while being filled deep. The pig was told to start licking THE IMPALER, it spent about an hour worshipping that huge cock, edging with the clover clamps on its teats. Instructed as to the speed of the edging. Losing itself in the licking, the pig's world existing only of horniness, of tactile sensation of mouth to cock, letting its raw desire guide it. Finally it was t...

Impalement fantasy

The horniness is climbing again and the pig is looking forward to being back in service and training. Working for its Master, stimulating its horniness, getting frustrated and suffering. Like a slave needs on a regular basis, to feel it is an object for use. Training its cunt, thinking of the further stretching and self rape that the slave both longs for and is nervous about. Seeing this device made the slave fantasize about what might be a fun way to see it impaled and struggling. Of course with a fat dildo instead of the thin probe in the picture. Bound in such a way that it cannot get off of the dildo or get fully upright. Hands behind its back so it cannot use those to alleviate its predicament. If it imagines itself on THE IMPALER like that, which it cannot yet take balls deep, the slave could imagine it would soon be fucking itself as it tries to get some relief, switching between a half-kneeling position that is straining its legs, and resting on the dildo which would be ...

Master will want it balls deep

The slave will soon be trained again, today however it was unfortunately not in the right state for a session and was also less horny. It did have the slave chain around its neck, and was feeling the ball weight dangling on its balls, reminders of its slavery. And the plug in its cunt of course, that is standard and is not dependent on whether or not the slave feels horny. Feeling it inserted into its cunt and the obligation to wear it is an ongoing reminder of its slave status. The plug is in fact regularly feeding the horniness. And at the moment of writing it feels how the plug is causing a warm horny glow against its prostate. Soon the pig will find itself working THE IMPALER deep in its cunt again, it is sure. Master will want it balls deep and so there is much work to do for the slave. In that light the pig saw this picture on FetLife that triggered its submissive feelings because of the comments. The depiction of the slave in a humiliating outfit, gagged, clamped and in chast...

Prisoner self-rape fantasy

The pig is getting ready for another week of training sessions. It is thinking about that as it is feeling the plug in its cunt, the horny glow against its prostate, the suction cups stretching its teats and making them tingle. The chain feeling heavy around its neck, the lock that SIR engraved on both sides with the word PIG, a locked horny pig that knows why it exists. And in its sessions the coming week it might be getting more familiar with THE IMPALER, if its Master decides. It is thinking about riding it like a horny slut, showing its desires to fuck itself with a huge dildo and exposing itself that way in order to provide a horny sight for its Master. There is also the aspect of feeling it has no rights to decide what goes into its cunt or not, being required to fuck itself, the violated feeling of its cunt invaded deep at the command of its Master. Having to rape itself, essentially, whether that feels good or not, because it is a slave and this is how it is used a...

Just another day with the plug

Just another day for the slave of feeling the plug in its cunt all day, the weights on its balls, the cock ring, sensitive bare teats under its clothes. Horniness that is climbing fast and caused some frustration today. Feeling the horny stimulation from the plug against its prostate and having a straining slave cock, and the nervous knowledge that it is only just at the beginning of another period of tension buildup with regular frustrating stimulation in its training sessions. Sessions in which its cunt will have to work hard on THE IMPALER. Moving deep down on it, to please its Master, feeling the violation of its cunt but knowing it is what is expected of it, getting horny from the surrender. The pig has the feeling that its cunt is getting some good training from the regular plug wearing, it can notice how its cunt is feeling differently when smearing it in with lube, and how the plug is causing less trouble. Perhaps it won't be long before it can really wear it 24/7 witho...

Day after

Master was very satisfied with how the pig's cunt took THE IMPALER yesterday, and this morning the normal plug went back in for the day. Its cunt horny and still somewhat sensitive from the invasion and fucking yesterday, which made it feel the plug extra good. At times that was an intense feeling. But it is wearing it as required, Master's reminder that its cunt is His to control. A feeling strenghtened by yesterday's session. THE IMPALER was in sight today, and its cunt remembered the intensity of the filled feeling, and also the feeling after cumming, as the horniness subsided and its cunt was feeling rather uncomfortable, trying to close but not able to until Master let it off the fat dildo. And then, no longer horny, the clamps still painfully on its teats, the task of licking it clean. A degrading activity that is still making it shiver to think back to. A further submission to Master's pleasure and to the dominance of THE IMPALER. Master can choose to have ...

Impaled!

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When Master ordered the pig to present itself with a greased cunt, it knew it was time for THE IMPALER... The slave felt horny and also a bit nervous, especially after Master raised the stakes and promised it a long time on its punishment bench if it wouldn't manage to take at least the cock head into its cunt. Sitting on the mat, feeling the bristles prick against its empty cunt was horny, and Master made it play with its teats and finger its cunt, further warming it up for what was to come. With the black clamps on its teats, it was told to edge and put THE IMPALER on the floor and squat over it, feeling it press against its cunt, the anticipation, and then slowly move down onto it... At first it was getting nervous because the cock head was big and it was having trouble getting it in. But at some point the cock head slid in and then the pig was able to slowly move further down on it until about halfway. Master made it ride on it, going deeper each time as it cunt relaxed a...

Sleeping, working with THE IMPALER in its awareness

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The pig slept while hugging THE IMPALER in bed, feeling the size, the heaviness and still smelling the precum. Aware of how it can't even fully wrap its fingers around it. Thinking about how it would feel to have that monster enter its cunt, hopefully deep enough to satisfy its Master enough to let the pig cum and get a relief from the frustrating and slightly painful pressure in its balls that it has been feeling a lot again the past couple of days. Managing to impale itself deep enough on THE IMPALER is of course just a first step towards much more training to come, as Master has plans for the slave cunt. It feels the submissiveness and humiliation of the fact that this is not something that the slave can control. Master owns and controls the pig cunt and so it has no choice but to undergo this training, the stretching of its cunt, for the sole purpose of Master wanting to see His slave cunt able to take big dildos and fists. And today it was on its desk again for the pig to ...