The process of giving up control

The slave balls have been without the ball weight for over a week now. And now that it is off there is the thrilling feeling of how its full and sensitive balls are hanging and swinging low, and that is an effect not caused by anything other than the fact that its balls have been permanently and irreversibly stretched. And the pig knows it will be required to wear the ball weight again as soon as that is possible again.

Thinking about that fact makes its cock hard because of how it is controlled like that. Wearing the ball weight, and having its balls stretched, is not something it has a choice about anymore as a slave. Master will want it to wear the heavy weight on its balls and so that will happen.

Giving up control started out for this slave as a choice and a commitment, but committing to being a slave did not mean that the feeling of having no choice became immediately true and real on an experience level. The subconscious has a say in that as well. And it is therefore something that needs to grow and is still growing, and takes time, training, experiences. But the more it can find inner peace with the idea that it truly has no choice about such things, and the more it can accept and experience its Master's control as true and real, the more thrilling its slavery seems to become...