Submissive feelings

The slave was having submissive feelings today and was for instance triggered in those feelings by men in the supermarket this morning. On the one hand there is the horniness that makes it look at men's crotches and picture itself on its knees as they open their zipper and expect service, or some man's hand up close triggering it to fantasize about opening its mouth so they can stick their fingers in. On the other hand there is that more humble bow-head-in-respect feeling -- which can also carry a horny tension -- of wanting to feel the status difference, craving to experience their authority more in general, wanting to make them feel comfortable in feeling superior to the slave.

Asking its Master for permission to skip its blog post tomorrow was also something that triggered these feelings, because having to ask permission felt at the same time so normal and so affirming of its place, which feels humiliating and right, at the same time.

And physically the pig's teats have been sensitive and tingling today. Rubbing against its clothes. A horny distraction throughout the day.