Some sad news in the family has given the past few days a bit of a serious and emotional charge. It was glad that Master did not expect it to write blog posts. It allowed the slave to have its focus elsewhere and not worry about it.

It has not lessened its horniness much and that actually strenghtens the reality of being kept chaste and under control no matter the circumstances. That the horniness and sexual frustration are just something that are always with it, day in and day out, a state that fits the life of a slave, something it can depend on and can in certain ways even be a comfort. The horniness as a symbol and a reminder of its ongoing status as owned property; kept and trained and cared for.

Currently, to be honest, this pig feels a little bit hesitant to talk about some of the strong horny submissive desires it has also been having. It must admit that it has somehow felt a little conflicted about them, given the circumstances, and that is a feeling that lingers a bit. But such desires are now very much part of how it is wired, and of course also fueled by not having cum for over three weeks. So these feelings and desires just come up, it cannot help itself. And that in and of itself is satisfying to realize, and again, feels fitting to the life of a slave.