Summary of 2019

At the end of 2019 this slave is horny and with a horny cunt and sore teats from yesterday's training it is thinking back to last year, a year with many developments and new experiences for this slave.

• A new, much larger standard plug, which the pig has been training to be able to wear continuously, with slow but sure improvements and it will hopefully soon be able to wear the plug for extended periods of time. 
• A heavier permanent ball weight and intensified balls training with the 1.5kg bag. Heavy balls as reminder of its beast nature and Master's ownership of them.
• A new user of the pig; after a first inspection by MemasterU it was happy to be allowed to serve again and has been loaned out a few more times. Being used as a cock sucker, bound, fucked, and tortured, which contributes to its training into a pain pig and play toy. 
• Steps towards depersonalization, the slave now refers to itself as an 'it' and is also referred to as such by its Master and treated accordingly, like a beast and a play toy. To that end also the slave was told to acquire a gimp suit to wear, which can be used to further objectify it.
• The pig has been used for rimming service for the first time, when SIR required it to lick his ass and stick its tongue in, and it was made to drink MemasterU's piss albeit watered down. Activities that make it feel particularly submissive because they are humiliating to the pig, but also activities it is glad to be able to provide and feels ambitious about, almost from a "professional" perspective, as Master's whore. Activities that will be given additional training so that it will come to crave them.
• Not something to be proud of but it has to be mentioned because of its significance: making the biggest mistake in its submission to its Master yet, stupidly unaware of the severe disrespect that its actions showed. The slave was severely punished in its sessions for two weeks, every day wearing the black clamps for 3 hours, mentally tortured by being kept unaware of the duration of its punishment and being told this treatment would become standard. Aspects that made everything feel not only as a punishment but certainly also as a re-acceptance test. It was also publicly shamed on FetLife and made to go without orgasm for nearly 100 days. It felt miserable, went deep both physically and mentally, and was firmly put in its place. Something that it deserved but also something it needed.
• This led to the construction of the punishment bench, an object of fear to help it behave as it should, which Master has recently put to use as part of the pig's pain training. Its cock still gets hard often when thinking back to being made to cum three times in a row with the spikes digging into its ass, and feeling the pain in its ass for days to follow. Pain that is slowly becoming something the pig longs for and needs, feeds into its horniness, rather than something it only endures to please. And Master certainly has given the pig just that, torturing it regularly in many diffent ways with clamps, weights, candle wax and roasting its balls.
• Last but not least: Master's decision to start enlarging the slave's teats with suction cups so they look like real pig teats. 

For next year the slave hopes for its feelings of submission and surrender to deepen and strengthen further. It hopes to be regularly used, and given the opportunity to serve and please the men it considers its superiors. Hopefully it will soon be able to wear its plug 24/7 for its Master. Its cunt is certainly horny in anticipation of that reality. And it looks forward to new developments, steps and challenges and a further surrender of control, in a slave life in which horniness, pain, suffering and humiliation play an increasingly important role.

Wishing all a horny 2020.