Getting rid of inner tension

It seems that the horniness and submissive feelings are flowing well lately, especially the past few weeks. Not a day goes by without the slave waking up super horny and experiencing its submissive feelings during the day. And it must say it is very pleasurable to be so constantly in touch with its horniness and slavery. Feeling the sensitivity of its body, its cock frustratingly throbbing, feeling its sensitive teats rub against its clothes and making it horny, feeling like a horny animal and knowing that it is kept that way, feeling the horny tension of being owned and controlled, of being low in status, of the surrender.

This slave is in a bit of a reflective mood these days, but it also wants to share the following thoughts regarding its enjoyment of the horniness and submissive feelings lately. Because part of that enjoyment is also a certain relief.

It thinks that especially this year it has been able to deal with a lot of old inner tension/pain that it has been carrying around for a long time. Stuff that is not directly related to its slavery, but seems to have been brought to the surface by (or at the very least came to the surface parallel to) its training as a slave over the past few years. Stuff that can at times hinder how its (horny) energy and (submissive) feelings flow.

And it is relieving to feel -- with ups and downs -- that this now slowly seems to lessen on a more structural basis and although there is also still more work to do, the relaxation in its body feels great and it is thrilling to feel that the slave is getting more space for experiencing and enjoying its feelings of slavery and that has also made it eager for the next steps that Master has in mind for the pig, more severe torture and humiliations. Pain and suffering of a very different kind of course, that this pig will "happily" undergo to please its Master, and as part of its training and ambition to be able to give itself more.