Developing into a pain pig
The slave's ass is still feeling the effects of last Thursday's session, making it glow when sitting down. A horny idea that it cannot sit without feeling that soreness and being reminded of the torture. But very "pleasureable" too, today there was again a moment of feeling the rocking motion of the car seat causing a strong reaction of the slave cock, causing it to strain within the cockring and throb.
From such developments Master is getting further confirmation that He can develop this slave into a real pain pig, and for the slave this means its training will mostly focus on that aspect.
If it thinks of the coming week, knowing there will probably be pain and suffering on a daily basis including during the loanout, it feels a certain longing for that, it must admit. And a certain healthy nervousness too, because the pain is still pain and the suffering is still suffering -- it's wanting and not wanting. And it thinks the intensity will increase over time as it will be able to handle it.
It never considered itself to be a masochist at least not in the sense of enjoying pain like other masochists seem to do. The kick, endorphin rushes etc -- it thought one was either wired that way (in varying degrees) or not. That it is something that can be developed is for this slave still a discovery and something that makes it curious just how much / far that can go.
From such developments Master is getting further confirmation that He can develop this slave into a real pain pig, and for the slave this means its training will mostly focus on that aspect.
If it thinks of the coming week, knowing there will probably be pain and suffering on a daily basis including during the loanout, it feels a certain longing for that, it must admit. And a certain healthy nervousness too, because the pain is still pain and the suffering is still suffering -- it's wanting and not wanting. And it thinks the intensity will increase over time as it will be able to handle it.
It never considered itself to be a masochist at least not in the sense of enjoying pain like other masochists seem to do. The kick, endorphin rushes etc -- it thought one was either wired that way (in varying degrees) or not. That it is something that can be developed is for this slave still a discovery and something that makes it curious just how much / far that can go.
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