Being 'just a slave'

This slave woke up very horny and with this feeling of being "just a slave", where living a live in which it is humiliated and tortured for fun by its superiors just makes a lot of sense, accepting on some deep level that that is what it is for. A certain calm acceptance and at the same time deeply horny feeling of knowing its place.

This slave has been waking up quite a few times with similar submissive feelings recently, and in a sense it is characteristic of how its experience of its slavery has been changing quite a bit this year, now coming much more from a place of humility and respect and feeling the difference in status. Where the self humiliation of calling itself "pig" or "slave" is also a way by which it can show deference and respect by lowering itself. And although its life as a slave may contain regular suffering and hard work that may not necessarily be "enjoyable" in the superficial sense, there is a deep feeling of wanting to serve no matter what it takes, and those experiences all feed into this ever strengthening feeling of knowing it has given up control, and that this lack of control and its low status are a very real thing in its life. Something that can feel deeply satisfying.

When the pig started as its Master's slave it followed certain intuitions but did not expect what it now comes to experience more and more; that living its life this way is not just horny and exciting but can also cause these deep feelings of bliss and happiness.

And so the pig is looking forward to its ongoing training next week, and to feeling its Master's perception of the slave as just a play toy, a guinea pig. To humiliate and train and torture as He sees fit, as simply something one can do with a slave.