Feeling submissive

Today the slave was still quite tired and at the same time feeling submissive. Thoughts about the past weeks, and about the bench it now has to make for future missteps that Master is sure are to come. The slave happened to be sitting a lot today, some hours in the train for instance, aware of how a few hours of sitting on even a soft surface can become uncomfortable, thinking with certain anxiousness how that will be on a surface with spikes.

A submissive feeling also from the horniness that is intensifying again, aching and burning in its body, now and then very frustrating and causing a controlled and humiliated feeling. Thinking about months of frustration to come, which the beast brought upon itself.

Just like being booked for use by SIR next week feels extra humiliating now. A session that is also going to involve more punishment for the slave. It has instructions to wear extra weights on its balls, and no underwear to give the weights the space to hang. And it is to appear with the black clamps on its teats. It can expect heavy use and punishment by SIR for its stupidity.