Suffering

The stupid slave was further punished this evening and the beast went through some intense suffering. It absolutely dreaded the pain it knew would come, but also felt "ready" for the suffering it deserved and eager to prove its understanding of the severity of its actions.

  • It wore the black clamps on its already painful teats for 3 hours. Extra weights were added, and the beast was to continuously keep them in motion, swinging them.


  • Its balls suffered from the weights, the pig was made to stand, swing the 1.5kg bag hanging from its balls. Made to walk around in circles with it. Wearing the weights until bed time, suffering from a blue burning ball sac later on the evening.


  • It was ball gagged until it went to bed. The pain causing it to bite into it. The pig could already feel its jaws ache during lunch and dinner today and expect that will be a bit more so tomorrow.

The mandatory edging helped with some of the pain but the last hour and 15 minutes the pig was told to find FetLife profiles of Masters/dominants for an hour. That was a very intense phase of work in severe pain, trying to stay concentrated on the task at hand. And afterwards the suction cups went back on until it went to bed. Just like they were on this morning and evening after work.

The slave was told how Master wants it to behave on FetLife under His control, and what the purposes of the profile will be. Seeking out Masters/dominants that might contribute to the further training and humiliation of the pig is one. The other one is to exchange experiences with fellow slaves, and fortify its sense of slavery and seek inspiration, of course because Master is monitoring that inspiration is primarily for its Master.

The stupid pig has relayed Master's message to all its friends and followers of its grave mistake as instructed, and Master has received quite a few responses wishing for severe punishment, offering ways to do so. A big humiliation for the slave and inspiring for its Master who assured them of His intentions and things He considers such as putting the pig in permanent chastity.

Considering its punishment the pig has the feeling it is in a kind of survival mode, in the corner getting physical and mental blows with its guard dropped, resigned, just enduring what it needs to endure, knowing and accepting it deserves every part of it. Master's anger has subsided but the disappointment stays. For the slave its embarassment/shame is a feeling that remains.

The slave goes to bed somewhat high and dizzy from the pain. Hoping for a good night's sleep. There will be more suffering tomorrow.

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