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More balls training, and anticipation of its orgasm chore

The pig was feeling the effects of yesterday's training session today and the ball weight was feeling extra heavy because of the sensitive ligaments of yesterday's training. Feeling horny, frustrated, teats sensitive and tingling under its shirt... This evening more training for the pig balls. The pig was horny from the submissive feeling of the ball gag it was told to wear, and the Titan in its cunt. Slow but firm edging for the beast, smearing precum over its head. Black clamps on the teats which started out intense because they were still painful from yesterday. The beast was made to do squatting exercising, lifting and putting down the heavy bag hanging from its balls. Feeling the Titan press in its cunt on each bend down. Swinging the weights on the clamps. Master is having the beast cum before it goes on holiday next week, and He gave it a choice for today or tomorrow. Knowing that it will have to cum 3 times it chose to spend another day in frustration and do it to...

Balls training

The pig spent a frustrating evening keeping itself near the edge of orgasm with the black clamps digging into its teats and the Titan plug filling its cunt, as Master wanted to further increase the pig's horniness and frustration for His enjoyment. Master gave its balls some training and so the pig was spending some time standing and walking around with the weights -- in total about 2.5 kg -- swinging and bouncing on its balls. Master was thinking about adding an extra weight, a good and painful challenge for the slave but it knows its balls can take it. For this slave the tougher part is usually after its training, being required to keep everything on until it goes to bed, the weight bouncing around as it finishes up, feeling how the ball sac is burning and the ligaments are tender from an evening of training. The pig was told to give the clamps some special attention during its mandatory edging, and it enjoyed the pain of twisting the clamps and pulling on the chain -- more a...

Ball weight experience

The beast was not able to present itself for training this evening so a relatively uneventful day in terms of its slavery. Just another day of horniness for the slave, with horny sensitive teats, and with a slight case of blue balls from yesterday's stimulation. Feeling submissive from the sexual frustration and the lack of freedom to do anything about that. The pig's balls seem to have gotten used to the increase in weight by now. They still feel heavy, ofcourse, because the weight is heavy, but this level of heaviness, and the near constant slight dull pressure now feels like the new standard and no longer new. Incorporated into how the pig experiences and is made aware of its balls on a daily basis, as part of Master's control. And feeding into the self image of a beast with low hanging heavy balls. A beast that woke up with a stiff cock this morning and is now going back to sleep again with a stiff cock.

Dumb horny frustrated pig on teat play

A dumb horny pig, driven by its lusts, no control over its sexual feelings, that's how this beast felt as it was once again pigging out on teat play as permitted by its Master today. Feeling exposed and slutty, spreading its legs, horny for its Master. Making its heavy balls and stiff cock swing and bounce...the teat play a deep sexual pleasure and also a torture because of the frustration and exhaustion/overstimulation. Feeling that slave-like submissive horny state; the intense horny stimulation of the teats, wanted/determined by its Master, making it feel vulnerable and not in control. Being so horny intensifies the slave-like longing for more of that feeling of lack of control, for pain and suffering and humiliation for Master's pleasure and that of others. Fearing it sometimes but also absolutely needing it. Master commented that maybe the beast needs to be trained in such a way that it will experience cumming as a torture, something solely for its Master to enjoy. It...

More frustration, and the ordeal ahead

Another frustrating day. The pig gave its teats a fresh shave this morning, wanting the effect that has on them during the day, the touch and brushing of its clothes against them and the deep horny feelings that produces. The horniness makes it feel slutty, where e.g. every time it bends over (for instance when emptying the dishwasher) it gets the feeling of presenting and exposing its cunt, a feeling that it then longs to feel more of, sluttily rubbing its ass cheek or spreading them, moaning as it feels its desires. Feeling the need to be used, to please with its uncontrollable horniness. The slave may fantasize about the ecstacy of an exploding orgasm as part of its frustration, but Master said He thinks the pig balls are not nearly full enough to cum three times in a row. A statement that reminded the slave that it has that ordeal ahead of it at some point. It thinks back to last time, the frustration of not getting to the second orgasm, the horniness gone, knowing it would...

Frustrated

A hot day today and for this pig also a frustrating one, feeling super horny without relief. A horny but useless stiff cock between the legs, and heavy pressured balls. After yesterday's three hours of suction, the teats were horny and strongly tingling deep inside them. This was constantly feeding the horniness together with thoughts about the horniness and humiliation of the enlargement. The beast felt the horniness nag, burn in its body, driving its lust. A glowing prostate. Its body craving the horny stimulation, getting horny just from imagining that. Getting horny remembering yesterday's edging and feeling the plug and painful pull of the suction cups. Getting horny remembering sitting on the Titan with pain on its teats. Wanting to present itself, give itself, to be used. Frustrated fantasies of a big exploding orgasm all over the place... The horniness has nowhere to go, so simply feeling it and dealing with the frustration is what remains for this slave.

Relaxed edging

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Due to the extreme heat here at the moment Master did not train the beast this evening. Instead, it had instructions to wear the standard plug in its cunt and the suction cups on its teats for the evening, and had permission to edge. A permission that the pig thankfully made use of and it pigged out on the horniness. Feeling how horny the plug in its cunt feels, how the suction cups pull on its teats. Feeling the weight on its balls. Edging in a slow pace, relaxed, letting the horniness course through its body, focusing on feeling the horny feelings. Soon getting very horny and frustrated, sweating from the heat, riding on the plug, watching some videso on XTube of slaves getting used, edged, sometimes made to cum. Feeling that frustrated desire to shoot its load hard. Its thoughts at being a slave, kept horny and frustrating itself further for its Masters pleasure. And feeling its need to show itself, uninhibited like an animal...slutty... The suction cups were start...

Shorter session of cock sucking training

The frustrating horniness continues day by day. Earlier this week a few nights in which the pig was climbing up the wall with frustration, squirming in bed, the horniness peaking and coursing through its body with nowhere to go, the pig feeling the need to present itself in full surrender to the horniness, spreading its ass open, sticking fingers in, mouth open and sticking out its tongue, moaning and trying to let off some steam this way. The temperature is getting warmer and Master kept the training a bit shorter than normal this evening. Still about an hour of cock sucking training, taking the dildo balls deep in various paces, from slowly and holding the dildo in its throat for 5 seconds, to fast-paced without breaks. All the while riding on the Titan in its cunt and swinging the black clamps with weights on its teats, and edging, as instructed, slowly but firmly. So the beast got its horniness built up further and the teats are once again painful. A feeling it has come to crave ...

An evening of gimpness

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The gimp is finding out that it is not easy to type with gloved hands. It is wearing a full body PVC suit that covers it from head to toe, with a hole for the cock and balls and for face and mouth. It has been wearing it all evening and is required to do so until it goes to bed. The suit feels tight to the skin which is a horny feeling, but it is also sweaty, clammy, muggy, which adds an element of gimp-like discomfort. It is humiliating to be required to wear the suit, forced to sit inside like an object, sweating, while other people are enjoying the warm summery evening outside. An aspect that increases the feeling of being a slave. The suit is an experiment in the sense that it is a first try out. The suit was cheap and that shows in the quality. The material does not really stretch and is certainly not skin tight. It came with a cock sheath that is totally out of proportion and in no way would it be able to fit the balls, so the sheath had to be cut off. The hood has no chin ...

Piss inspiration

The slave was feeling super horny and frustrated today, feeling controlled, a kind of horniness that gave it a nervous submissive feeling about its training session. Master of course made it frustrate itself further by having the pig play with its teats. Again that deep frustrating horniness. A cock leaking precum which the pig was instructed to lick up. During the edging session the pig was instructed to find inspiration in videos in which slaves are being pissed on or forced to drink piss. Something that it has had some first experiences with in the sessions with MemasterU who made it drink a slave cocktail of piss and water, and in the very first use by SIR, who pissed over the pig's head. Lots of inspiration for the pig. Several videos of slaves used as urinals, like this one . Forced to drink using piss gags, funnels, mouths spread open and then pissed into, like this one . Slaves being pissed under, like this one . Or simply given a glass of piss to drink as part of the...

Frustration from teat play

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The pig is writing this blog post with the suction cups on its teats, as Master required this evening for a couple of hours until it goes to bed, and with a blue balls feeling, from the weight and from the frustrated horniness produced by teat play that Master permitted the beast today. Such a horny feeling, the deep horniness of the stimulation, making the prostate throb, making the cock drip precum. A horny feeling to swing the weight on its balls, to feel the heaviness of it while pigging out on the teat play. And once in that horny frustrated feeling the teat play is addictive. Quick pinches or rubs when the opportunity is there. Sitting in the train playing with them through its shirt. Wanting to take it easy, take breaks, but pulled back to the stimulation time and again. Feeling its body glow and the horniness almost literally burn in its body... And now that the teats are nice and tender, the cups are producing yet another horny tingle deep within them. A frustrating h...

Heavy balls and horny frustrations

The pig balls have been further weighed down yesterday and the effect is that it is feeling its balls constantly. A heavy pull and swing when walking which is a horny feeling and slightly painful too. Yesterday the weight was new, today a first full day of tasting what its life with the weight will be like from now on. Tender balls at the end of the day, sensitive ligaments, warm big balls bouncing low against its thighs. At night the weight also kept the pig aware of its controlled status as lying down does not mean the balls don't feel the heaviness anymore. Half asleep the beast had these dreamlike associations with these large ball weights that were put on prisoners' ankles to restrict their movement. And with each day the horniness inevitably increases as well. Yesterday and today some moments of frustrating horniness, feeling its body ache with desire. With horny desire and a stiff cock the pig is thinking back to the relieving orgasms last wednesday, getting to empty...

A heavier permanent ball weight

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Starting today, the pig's balls are equipped with a new, heavier permanent ball weight. The pig knew the moment for having to wear a larger weight was approaching and it had been thinking about it, imagining it. Especially with the blue balls feeling it has been dealing with lately as a result of the weight increase in its training sessions. So when a package arrived from its Master this morning, it had a suspicion that its contents meant it was time, and indeed the package contained a steel ball weight that felt heavy in its hands. The new stretcher is more than twice the weight of the old one, from 275g to 570g. Master made it switch weights immediately. After putting it on, it was clear that the pig will be very aware of this new weight the coming time. Much more pull and heavy feeling. More swing when moving about. It also gives the beast a more slave-like appearance, with a more prominent unmistakeable weight. The pig is very excited about being made to wear this heavier...

Evening of rest for the beast

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Today this slave felt pretty tired from yesterday's session and double orgasm, and this evening Master gave it an evening without a training session, so it could rest and recharge. With the standard plug in its cunt and with the suction cups on the teats, that is. Master wants the beast to have full balls again as soon as possible, and the plug and cups kept it horny this evening. And reminded it that it may be tired, but its slave life and Master's control always continues. As the pig was relaxing on the couch, the plug was making its cunt horny, keeping it stretched open and producing a horny glow against its prostate, with a stiff cock as a result. The suction cups were on the teats for about 3 hours, which was the longest session so far. They were slowly getting more painful as time progressed. They feel horny, and humiliating because the slave is wearing them, as instructed, to produce big pig teats for its Master's enjoyment.

Cumming twice in a row

This evening the training of the pig started with some immediate torture of its balls. With suction cups on its teats, the ball weight on its balls and the Titan in its cunt, it was told to stand up and swing the weight on its balls. Pretty soon the cups were replaced by the black clamps and it was time to edge. Again swinging the weight on its balls, and then making squats. The pig got horny from how that makes its ass stick backwards and pushes the Titan in. Then some crawling around in circles. The beast was given an opportunity to cum this evening, and was elated for the chance to relieve its frustration. But it came with requirements, namely (1) that it would record itself edging and cumming, as a preparation for a web cam session soon, and (2) that it would have to cum twice in a row. The pig had to put extra weights on the clamps on its teats, and watch a video of a big dildo used on a slave's cunt, imagining a large dildo in its own cunt. It was frustrated and horny and b...

Humiliations and tortures

The pig was feeling the horniness ache in its body today, and felt very frustrated. Its cunt was horny from yesterday's riding on the Titan plug and its teats were horny from the clamps and the pig was aware of them rubbing under its clothes throughout the day. This evening the pig had to work on further increasing its blue balls. After some teat stretching with the suction cups Master had it apply the clover clamps and made the beast crawl around on all fours, while He made humiliating remarks and thinking that it would be ready for appearing on web cam like that...a horny slutty animal with tortured teats and tongue stuck out. Master then made it "sit pretty" like a dog, presenting its hard cock, edging and feeling the painful horniness from the clamps swinging on its teats. It also felt how the Titan was pressing in its cunt and got really horny. Its cock leaking from the stimulation and the humiliation. The pig was again told to search for inspiring videos, this...

Heavily filled cunts

The pig gave the teats a fresh shave this morning, nice bald circles, and that caused them to be very sensitive under its shirt again today. Slight rubs stiffen them up and when they are, the shirt can be felt even more. Instructions for its training were to present itself having the Titan in its cunt, weights on its balls, gagged and with the suction cups on its teats. If the pig wasn't already very horny, it was now, from that self image and from the physical anticipation, making its teats tingle and its cunt horny. After a short session of teat stretching, the black clamps were applied to give the teats some pain. Edging while walking around, painful stretching to the weight on its balls. The dull ache in the pig's balls had continued today, and seems to be the rule rather than the exception nowadays. An effect likely from the 1.5kg weight added to its training attire on top of the blue balls feeling from the horny stimulation. Master asked if the pig wanted to cum and...

The pig frustrated from teat play

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A frustrated pig... Master allowed it access to its teats today and so it indulged and got itself super horny. Soft and sensual, feeling and focusing on the horniness boiling up inside from lightly rubbing, lightly pulling on them, turning itself into mush. Hard and rough, twisting them, grabbing them with its nails, digging in, feeling the horny pain, needing it. Wanting to still feel the effect tomorrow. Pressing pen tips into the tops and then twisting the pens, feeling stimulation directly to the underlying nerve. Rubbing them with cold metal objects. Feeling them glow afterwards. Soon the pig was feeling horny, slutty, spreading its legs, exposing its cunt, sticking out its tongue...wanting to present and surrender its body. It watched a few videos of slaves, like this one where a slave presents itself naked, and his cock, stretched balls and trained cunt clearly do not belong to the slave, instead his exposed and vunerable body is available for use as desired, totally availa...

Heavier ball weight thoughts

A bit of a frustrating saturday. With teats that are lightly tingling and prickling and are sensitive under clothing the pig is constantly aware of them. When it thinks of how they will be made larger they start tingling more and its cock gets hard. Its cock does not belong to it and it can't play with it without permission or instruction so it is just there being hard and useless as the pig rubs its belly or legs or ass instead in frustration. The balls are still sensitive too, like yesterday, a frustrating dull ache. In light of this feeling Master teased by wondering whether it is time for a heavier permanent ball weight. That made the pig horny to be reminded how He can just decide to make the beast wear more weight on its balls and determine that it will be experiencing that heavier feeling of ball-pulling on a day and night basis. A horny sight for its Master. The pig knows it will happen, whenever He wants it to happen, and can look forward to that further step. And so a...

Training effects

Today this pig had the day off and felt the effects of its training the past few days. Horny, sensitive teats that are already feeling the aching horny desire for some stimulation and pain. A sensitive throat from the repetitive balls-deep insertion of the dildo yesterday. Its cunt sensitive with a glowing prostate, feeling the effects of having been plugged with the pig tail and the Titan. Its balls feel a bit sore, a constant dull pressure as if they have been squeezed. Master has been torturing the slave balls with the extra weights and the heavy bag, making the slave stand and walk around with them dangling and pulling hard on its balls. Having the slave keep these weights on until it goes to bed meant more pain to its balls each evening while cleaning up, brushing teeth etcetera. Something the slave just has to deal with. Feeling the permanent ball weight, always there, pulling on its balls. Feeling the way its shirt rubs against its teats and makes it horny, the effect of...

Sensitive teats, cock sucking training

So the pig's teats did feel both painful and deliciously sensitive against the blankets last night and today they stayed sensitive, tingly, slight shifts of its shirt or brushing against them felt super horny. Where the past few days the feeling of humiliation about the forced enlargement of its teats was dominating, today the pig felt also more the thrill and excitement of how they will slowly become enlarged, how horny that will feel and how the sight will be an expression of that horniness to itself and to its Master and others. This evening Master had the pig wear its pig tail in its cunt and gave it some cock sucking training as that had been a while. Having it suck the dildo balls deep in varying tempos on all fours like a pig: legs spread, wagging its tail, shaking its weights as it was also edging. A difficult set of movements to combine and also focus on its gag reflex. But doing so strengthens the link between the horniness and the cock sucking. It could be felt when ...

Horniness training and first real training with the suction cups

The pig was very aware of its teats today. In part because it shaved them in bigger circles, and in part because of the effect of the suction cups yesterday. Its shirt rubbing on them was a very horny feeling, very sensitive. Also very frustrating, activating the horny desire of the teats for stimulation and torture. A horniness and frustrating desire in the teats that has been increasing a lot lately anyway. And of course it had been thinking a lot about the humiliation of its teats being modified by Master to become larger. When the pig got home it had instructions to put the suction cups back on its teats. Again that horny humiliating feeling. Later that evening, when the cups were starting to hurt and the pig was sitting naked with a plug in its cunt before its Master, its training began. The cups were replaced by the black clamps and the pig got really horny from the pain and was told to start edging. Master gave the pig orders to stand up with its legs spread, swinging ...

It has begun...

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The pig received a package from its Master. This evening it got to try out its contents. It has started... The pig is entering a phase in which Master will be enlarging its teats into big pig teats. Master chose XL cups so the teats will become big but also broaden. Cups that fit with the shaven teats of the pig. They will have to be shaven in a wider circle so the hairs don't interfere with the suction. The feeling is certainly horny, the tissue in the cup gets a good stretch that starts to become a more painful as time goes on. Tingling sensation deep in the teats. But the stretch is also a very humiliating feeling, knowing what the goal is. And so is the look. Like udders in a milking machine. Master made the pig stand up and edge with the Titan in its cunt and the cups on its teats. A weird feeling that the teats themselves were not feeling the torture of swinging clamps. The effect after removing the cups can be seen above. By now the teats were craving th...

Permanent modifications

As the horniness is becoming stronger again it also starts to become more frustrating and can be felt throughout the day. A horny cunt / glowing prostate still from the plug, but especially the teats are very sensitive and horny, crave stimulation and torture, can almost feel it, and that alone can be a frustrating feeling. At the same time the pig is imagining them larger, how that would be and feel. Having them stick out more, thus rubbing more against clothing. A more slave like appearance, humiliating, true pig teats, and clear attractors for stimulation and torture by its users. The effects will be permanent. Just like with its balls being stretched, which was extra on its mind today as well, and not just because they are starting to feel under pressure again. More and more the subtle ways in which it is noticeable. The dangling feeling as they are hanging lower, having to "put them somewhere" when turning over in bed, feeling that they might stick out through a leg ...

Pain pig thoughts

Today the plug started to cause trouble and in the evening Master had it removed from the pig's cunt. As always that causes a combination of relief and disappointment, and a frustrating horny afterglow. A throbbing cunt that feels like it had a good workout, a glowing prostate, super sensitive teats, where just the slight brushing of clothing can feel incredibly horny. Experiencing both horniness and pain from the plug today made the pig think about its training as a pain pig in which horniness and pain are also combined. E.g. edging always with teat clamps or getting to cum often during or after some severe pain. To be trained in such a way that it craves and needs discomfort, pain and suffering to feel fulfilled. And then on the other side the humiliation of living a life in which it exists to be used in that way by its users, undergoing whatever they want, gradually able to handle more and more. Altogether a very slave-like existence. Especially the pig teats crave the pain ...

Plugged and owned

Weekend, and for the pig another day with the plug in its cunt. Another night with the plug, another morning waking up with a frustrating horniness and throbbing cock from the plug pressing firmly into its prostate. During the day the pig is constantly aware of its presence. The enjoyable but frustrating feeling of horniness that the plug generates. The feeling of slightly being fucked when sitting down or shifting position. The cunt sucking on it, contracting against the shape of the plug, giving its cunt a constant stretch and a good workout. Causing feelings of being owned; Master deciding that the pig will be enduring the plug and the pig with no choice but to incorporate it in its daily life. A kind of surrendered feeling. Having no choice in the matter liberates a slave from worrying about whether it wants to be plugged or not, whether it likes the feeling or not. It simply is there, it is required to be there, and that's the end of it. And the pig will feel it, may find it...

Claw clamps, pain pig

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It's been a week filled with horniness, frustration, and pain for the slave, culminating in yesterday's use by MemasterU. Today this pig was very much in the afterglow of that, feeling used and horny again already from the plug in its cunt and feeling how especially its teats are horny and sensitive, throbbing and tingling from yesterday's torture. Addicted to the horny pain regularly inflicted to them, they are now already craving more torture. To illustrate yesterday's report, below a picture of the "retractable claw clamps" which have sharp metal claws that dig deep into the nipple when the top is released and the spring inside makes the claws retract. They feel severe and the first time they were used, the pig was in darkness, and with no experience with these clamps it felt like its teats were getting pierced. In its training of becoming a pain pig, it remains strange how pain and suffering can be something to crave and to look forward to, even though...

A horny beast in the hands of MemasterU

Master handed MemasterU a horny and very willing slave to play with this evening and he used it as a horny beast, surrendering to the pleasure and pain that it was made to endure. Naked and with a plug in its cunt the slave waited in the hallway for MemasterU to come and get it. When he did, he immediately ordered the slave on its knees, took the chain around its neck and led it into his living room where it got on all fours to grovel and lick his boots. The slave got horny from lowering itself and got in the proper mind set for its use. MemasterU said he felt like using the beast well. He put the blindfold hood on its head, putting it in darkness for the rest of the evening, strapped a ball gag tightly into its mouth and it was already starting to feel like an animal. He tested the pig's teats, commenting that they were already looking well trained and getting bigger, and the pig gave in to the horny pain, moaning as he firmly twisted them. He attached its arms to an overhead ...

A horny, owned beast

Frustrating horniness in bed last night, its horniness "boiling over" as it were...squirming, moaning, spreading its buttocks, rubbing its cunt...the pig could almost feel the Titan plug still pressing deep into its cunt. Super horny teats, also this morning, moaning as it felt the towel slide and rub over its teats while drying off its head after its morning shower. Feeling its balls, clearly tortured and under pressure. Master will be loaning out the slave for use by MemasterU tomorrow and as always it feels a mixture of desire and nervousness about what may be in store for it and Master expects His slave to give itself completely to MemasterU's desires. The pig teats were still super sensitive when its training session started this evening and very soon after being ordered to start stimulating them the pig was in a state of horny frustration. Master continued yesterday's training and had the pig stand up with clover clamps on its teats, legs spread and the Tita...

Horny suffering and slut training

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The thought of Master intending to train the pig teats to become big and obvious slave teats has been going through the pig's mind quite a bit today, a combination of desire and nervousness, causing a horny humiliated feeling and a hard cock, knowing that it will happen. This evening Master told the pig He is going to provide suction cups for the pig's training in this area. Horny and frustrated from yesterday's session, horny cunt and tingling prickling teats made it desire for more stimulation. Nevertheless, the pig felt nervous for its training. Caused by being horny with the undertone of feeling owned and humiliated and used for Master's pleasure, with no control about going to feel more of that deep horniness, pleasure that it longs for but that is also very frustrating. The pig was gagged. The black clamps went on the pig teats and Master gave it some training towards becoming more of a horny slut, first standing with legs spread swinging the clamps on its tea...

Edging to teat torture vids

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A frustrating horniness this morning, causing a throbbing slave cock and tingling teats full of desire, was a good start of the day for this pig. The cunt without a plug, but already longing for stimulation, longing to be filled. The pig has been booked for a session with MemasterU coming Thursday, and longs for the feeling of being used. Told only to appear at 21:30 with plug in its cunt and slave chain around its neck, and for the rest, as always, it will just have to wait and see. Master made the pig edge to the videos of larve-maso , a gimp that it also posted a link to yesterday. And it was told to imagine itself in this gimp's position, and then as a live stream where men can enjoy the pig's horniness and suffering. Especially  this one  is a horny and humiliating sight and Master thinks this pig's teats could also use some enlargement. The pig got horny from that prospect, as that would further make it clear that its teats are pig teats and are there to be play...