Back from holiday

This slave is back from its holiday. A week of relaxation, but without sexual relief so the slave remained horny and the horniness fed into the pig's submissive feelings and desires, which were present a lot and sometimes quite intense, but also insightful.

For days it felt the humiliation and the nervous tension of its further degradation / depersonalisation which has already made it feel a bit more like a stupid animal; owned, trained and used for fun.

It also felt how deep and sometimes almost overwhelming its desire for total surrender is. To let go of feelings of being in control, of its resistances, and to truly know its place; low, controlled and owned.

It is a slow process of inner acceptance of its status as Master's slave, but the slave can feel this reality strengtening more and more, also this holiday. Feelings of humiliation / feeling really small, deference to its Master, and a very real sense of powerlessness. It makes the slave very excited for what the future holds. Because it can sense that this is a deeply meaningful and also deeply horny state of being.

When the pig got home it found its normal slave attire waiting for it. Master made it immediately put its cock ring and ball weight back on. Tangible elements of its controlled status. And so it was horny and glad when it had them re-applied. Back to feeling the constant pull on its low hanging balls and its erections constantly constrained.

Master booked the slave for a loanout to MemasterU next Thursday, and it feels very thankful for the opportunity to serve and be used for his pleasure once again. The slave thinks Master will be preparing it the coming days for optimal service. By providing optimal pleasure to MemasterU this slave serves its Master.

Standard slave outfit